riinko's life..

The Wonderful CNY~

2012-02-10T02:16:00.001+08:00

Decided to dress up into something different this year~

With My 2 Sisters! <3

Daddy, Mummy, Klive, Doreen and me! <3

Heading over to Diana sis's house!

and her family is back to bainian with Daddy and MummY!

So we sisters took a few shots!

Brother-in-laws too~~

Me and My baby boY <3

This is my new baby cousin, Izanne Lee Yu Cheng.

Back home and await for relatives arrival~

Had lion dance in my house!

HUAT ARX!!

4D anyone? ahaha

2nd day of CNY~

Headed out to 5th aunt house, and suntec..

This is my niece~

Pretty lady, Jann Tan! <3

My grow-up tog cousin~

Cousin Derrick!

And this is his beautiful Gf~

Kahhui~ ^^

Took a few shot before leaving aunt house to the marine float..

For the event chun dao he pan~

VEry Crowded~~

The 2 cutie~

Darius & Jayden! ^^

Ok, upload more photo again soon~ needa rest! Goodnight now~

Jiayou to u! LimJiaXing, KennyWeeJianHui and JasmineTohXiuYi!! <3<3<3

For projects and upcoming exams!

Also to e special u!! ^.^

For exams next week!

Hopefully we can all graduate together!!

Worse!

2012-01-28T00:39:00.001+08:00

Felt so upset by Fyp presentation. Expectation not reach, dear eve! Just what are you thinking!! The sense of guilt, no full commitment and also the heavy responsibility of the task given, really weighs me down.. No, I'm not like any others, I don't feel relieve after my presentation. But rather, unsatisfactory and anger arose within me! The thoughts of what the lecturer say, really sank my heart. Yes, they empathy our situation, but I don't need that. I want to know what I've been working for this one month was worth it, sad to say, it wasn't as expected. I'm not blaming on the circumstances, but becos if I can't cope with what I'm dealing with now, how am I to survive in the near futures to come? How eve! U tell me how? Wake up from ur idea, wake up!

Finally, without him asking, I told him e guy that I've hiding all the while. The heartbreak that I've been through, the secure yet fearful feeling that was within me each time when I meets him. I open up. I'm hurt by what I've seen, hear or even read the past few months. Have been a fool, and always a fool. It time to move on, not becos of anyone, but because I'm hurt enough and I don't want to be hurt again. You can be very good with your lies, yes every time but did u realize one thing also? You have never been true to your heart. Using people became what was btw us. But no, I'm not going back again, I'm taking the next step.

So many thoughts running through my mind, Fyp comes to an end, exams in 2 weeks time. Am I prepare? Would I ever be? :(

2012-01-26T01:00:00.003+08:00

2012-01-25T16:25:00.001+08:00

Someone like YOU

2012-01-04T17:32:00.000+08:00

I met this very fabulous guy in year 2011, yes probably the best that I would ever get to meet.
What makes him so special is, he keep showing me the different meaning in life.
Rather than making me believe something I don't believe in, he proves it to me, time and again.
The laughter, the tears, the joy and anger, I'm grateful for all that he gave.
The memories, good and bad, sweet and bitter would always be cherished.

I don't know, but maybe meeting him was kinda fated. Despite knowing his existence yet we didn't talk, till I actually see him times and again in BBDC. Yea, it was a chance upon but well finally we chatted just some time prior to exams. He was probably a very straight forward guy who just left his no and get you to contact him, maybe it was just for fun but well, since it was his exam the next day, I mustered up the courage I never had before and just sent his a well wishes message. Since then, smsing/ texting with him seems like part of my life. A few times here and there, calls from him would just brighten up my day a lot, yea. People who knows me well, understand that I seldom talk on phone, but that was so different and that was how I learn to chat longer even with others.

The first time to see him personally after chatting was another different experience. :) I won't say what have happen, but definitely he is a very nice guy. His hug was more than anyone would give, e secure feeling that one would never forgets about, e smell that longer on so long. That probably the reason why I love to hug him so much! He always make me feel so warmth, so comfortable and so safe in his arm.

Today, at this moment, as I'm typing this post. He is no longer here, never will, never be. I wonder why but he would never tell me, maybe he just afraid to hurt me further, or maybe, I'm not worthy of him explaining why. If I still had one more chance with him, I won't say a word but I would just stand there and hug him tight letting all memories flow. Because I know that was what I missed the most, the feeling he gave me. After which, I would just walk away, never to turn again because I know at that moment I let go of hugging him, I choose to let go and if I turn back at any one point, my heart would break. So I would walk straight, wishing him all the best, and those tears that fall, would be the last that I would ever drop for him.

I never did at any point regret knowing him to liking him, I could only say, if times allow, I would love to go back once again. Because, my heart still remains at then.

I heard that you're settled down

That you found a girl and you're married now

I heard that your dreams came true

Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you

Old friend why are you so shy

Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited

But I couldn't stay away I couldn't fight it

I had hoped you'd see my face

And that you'd be reminded that for me it isn't over

Nevermind I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you too

Don't forget me I beg

I remember you said

"Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead"

Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead yeah

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You know how the time flies

Only yesterday was the time of our lives

We were born and raised in a summer haze

Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited

But I couldn't stay away I couldn't fight it

I had hoped you'd see my face

And that you'd be reminded that for me it isn't over

Nevermind I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you too

Don't forget me I beg

I remember you said

"Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead"

Nothing compares

No worries or cares

Regrets and mistakes they're memories made

Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Nevermind I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you

Don't forget me I beg

I remember you said

"Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead"

Nevermind I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you too

Don't forget me I beg

I remember you said

"Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead"

Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead

Stepping into 2012

2012-01-04T01:57:00.000+08:00

Year 2011 was a memorable year, from bring attached to single, from being a very cheerful me to somewhat closing up, from a very slack person with no jobs to someone who looks forward to work everyday, being in a clique to leaving it and a lot more. I'm really grateful for the people in my live during the year 2011. Be it they are still there or not, I'm grateful for their presence at least in my life during last year, well definitely, my life change a lot.

So I spent my 30/12/2011 at work and headed off to sis house to babysit my baby boy before sending them off to Genting. This time round the sucky thing is, I'm really alone by myself and I hate it.

And my 31/12/2011? Went for lunch at this Italian restuarant, Saizeriya, which is located at Bukit Timah Plaza with my baby girl, bro and kenny~ ♥ ♥ ♥

After which we headed back to plaza for dessert and bbg went off to meet her weeeeeeeeeeee~~ :P

so we decided to slack around and thinking where to go.. which this 2 gents bought beer to my house! haha~ tempted to drink but I DID NOT as i needa fetch mummy they at night.. So i bid them farewell and rush down to jurong area and fetch them! haha.. Bro in law direction was good, at least i didn't get lost and i reach there in around 15 minutes? Fast and fierce! I like~ LOL!

Dad bought a new jacket for me, whereas mum got me a new bracelet with the help of 4th sis and 2nd sis got me chocolates!! (Y) hahaha~ Meeting Jx to drink since I don't plan to drive out~~

It was some time away from the countdown and there was some event going on at the CC, so we decided to head there to join in their ra-ra fun~~ HAAHHA! Trust me, we had a good laugh! and I just realise I've the best MP!! :D GOGO!!

after which, we headed to shop and safe to get some mixer and bacardi from 7-11 and we drink off at the void deck under jx house while playing cards. Headed to his house to rest and kinda Ko till early morning but I didn't get drunk.. Lol

ok.. Not gonna say more~ hehehx.. needa sleep!!

Anyway to end off, I tink I've change alot~ hahahah!

Christmas Eve~

2011-12-30T02:15:00.000+08:00

This year, is back to another family gathering, and I must say it's FUN FUN FUN!! :D

The last X'mas gathering was 2 years back? which is in 2009..
hmmm, so let's have some updates from this~

This year, instead of just joining in the fun, me and 4th sis were given the task to plan the game which of course we were quite lost about, reason being, it not very us to do so. Normally we would just wait for the older cousins to plan and we would just play, but not so this year. Games that were to be played by 3 generation in the family which mean is thinking, thinking and more thinking.

OF course, being young, we decided to be more daredevil with our games. Games that would make one dirty, haha but it was to no offence and just purely for fun:) and the planning took 20-30 mins because we already had certain games in our mind.

and so the day come, hehehex..Went to meet sis at plazas For lunch and some final shopping before heading to her house to start the preparation..

Preparation in progress~~

So we waited for guests to arrive~~ WoohoO~

And we started feasting!!

so before the games start, ok I look very cui~~ LOL!

With Joy~

And we started playin~

On Christmas Day, stayed home because I was down with a very high fever of 38.9 degrees.
But nonetheless, we had steamboat and gift exchange at home! :D

Heading out with cousins, sisters and friends,,
To some bars in Holland v~

Ok, I'm very lazy to continue so i shall end here! :D

Photos for Timbre~

2011-12-29T20:10:00.000+08:00

Oh ya, we always talk dirty and we did that throughout the whole journey home~ hahah~ it was freaking funny!
and thanks to Junyang, I was practically screaming the moment I board the bus and got everyone stares because he decided to tickle-surprise me! thanks huh~
haha~ but nonetheless, the whole journey back to Bp was HILARIOUS!! haha~
Enjoyed myself so much and also Zhao Xun who joined us ltr at mac! hahah~~

Darlings!
Jasmine, Jiaxing, Kenny, Junyang, Zhaoxun!
Thanks for the fun night! :D

Very Merry Christmas! :D

2011-12-29T01:36:00.001+08:00

Alright, this is gonna be a very long post since it consists of 5 full days! whee~~ LOL!

Friday~ Timbre @ The Substation!
So it has been a long time for most gathering and just decided to have one with all my darlings!
Bus down and guess who I saw? the bitch! Yes!! tsk, ahahah~

shall grab from babe's post!~ heheh..

Anywayyyyy, coincidentally met Eve while boarding the bus ^^

Headed to Concorde Hotel first with me before meeting Junyang @ CityHall.

Really inaccessible for this Timbre outlet. The Arts House would have been a better choice.

But all tables were reserved for the night :(

Only a short 5 - 8 mins walk from CityHall, but situated at such an ulu place.

Was really not well-lit enough for the pictures to show up well.

Had to lighten up most of the photos with the editor to show it clearly.

I so need a camera zzzz. I think I'll have to settle for Canon because Olympus's wayyy to ex -.-

Canon PowerShot S100?! Omg so tempted. I want to throw my iPhone camera away already.

So blur! -.- Save money Save money Save money! (Y) Get it cheap @ Funan :DDD

Only the 3 of us for the first 1.5 hours.

Order appetizers first because we're so hungry & I'm VERY hungry!

JUNYANG!

LOL EPIC EXPRESSION?

STRAWBERRY MAGARITA! <3

French Fries which either tasted so good or I'm just too hungry everything tastes nice! :)

Calamari Rings! ;) Fat and I don't care.

Kenny & Jiaxing finally came! Can finally finally order something more to eat! :>

Suppose to have another join us but couldn't make it in the end.

Pizzas! :> Love Timbre's pizza because it's always filling & taste super awesome!

Haven't get to try all the different flavors!

(Again, blur photos -.- MY CAMERA!)

Smoky Salmon? Or is it Super Salmon? Something Salmon pizza!

Roasted Duck + ... I like!

Sigh I ate the most :( Because I'm hungry teehee! First meal cannot blame!

Picture spamming after we're donedzzzz!

Failed shots with flash -.- So brighhhht!

Y SO BLUR....

Cool boys?

Gonna burst out laughing soon ;p

Bused back on 190! @ McDonalds!

Joy

2011-12-27T04:26:00.001+08:00

They were the reason I survived 4 years of secondary with tears of joy:)

All I want for Christmas

2011-12-24T20:39:00.001+08:00

Wish you were here.

Christmas!! :D new year!

2011-12-21T19:21:00.001+08:00

I wan a new organizer!! Hahah, new swimwear, bikini! Lol, new clothing, just saw a pretty chio maxi dress at rip curl ytd! Also a romper! shoes, pumps, everything! Hahha, I wan a new me, new relationship, new happiness and new members in my family!!

What's ur?

FREEDOM!!

2011-12-10T23:37:00.001+08:00

Ok, as stated by the title~~ hehex...
Exams are over which means it's is HOLIDAYs!!
BWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE....

After 7 weeks of studies and 1 week of exams, finally some rest..
It's also time to party!!!
BRING OUT THE WILD SIDE OF ME~~

WOOHOO~ (siao)

Ok, but was really tired ever since school started, guess the reason was I'm working, and that I got really bothered by certain stuff in my life.
Have been plague with viruses since the first week of school, and it has already been my 5th doctor visit in 8 week~ SUCKS!

But well, I'm on the road to recovery~ :)

Ok, update more tomoro~ tired from today's shopping and outings! Goodnight Loves~

On a second thought, I've nearly finished all my Christmas shopping which includes, family, fren and some relative. :)

There was a additional gift, meant for someone. Well, but i doubt I'll get the chance to pass it to him.
So we shall see. :)

Just grateful to have you in my life.
Really. <3

2011-12-07T16:07:00.001+08:00

你快乐就足够了。

Camp at mos~

2011-12-02T17:04:00.000+08:00

So exams are around the corner, and as usual..

I'm being spotted at Mos as their regular customer.. :)

Saturday studying with babe! ♥

Our usual drinks, just 2 cups to last and maybe some snacks. :)

And before heading off, she went to buy Gong Cha~ :)

Sunday Studying with Bro! XD

Look at his handwriting!! So neat right! :)

Keep seeing many people recently.. haha~ :)
Such as Shawn when we are studying at Mos.
Without fail.:)
All the best! :)

Ok, not forgetting! my new watch!! :D

Ok, decided to be cam-whore again! hahah!

Just a thought

2011-11-30T18:15:00.001+08:00

As I was scrolling thru twitter, I realize many of my retweets were from people younger then me, to be more exact, around 16-17? It got me thinking back then was I as open as they are now, and my answer is yes.

But I also realize one thing, as I'm older, I close up a lot. Well many not just me, surrounding me are people who have close up too. Whatever happens to the opening up and also being yourself?I guess that doesn't happen in adulthoods any more. Reason being, there always a price to pay for everything you say. Now, I understand how did this idiom 童言无忌 comes from.

Because you are young, any statement you made, be it offensive or confessing, it doesn't really matters to others. Reason being, ur statement made will just be regards as immaturity in e adulthood's world even if you are just being frank.

As one grows up, you will realize no. Things no longer work this way. For every word and statement you've said or made, you have to pay a price for it. There is no such thing as taking back what you say, but what you say as of this moment, would be how others gonna judge you for the rest of your life.

This is also why, many a times We often hesitates to send out why we have to say to another person. Because one wrong thing say, you will be expecting the unexpected, and for that it can cause you to pay a lot. Of course, it might just be otherwise.

You never know.

2011-11-29T23:47:00.001+08:00

you are one blessed person, because you do not know what it feels like to go through that.
Maybe it really easy for guys to just say let go huh?
I don't know.

Dear God,

I'm hurt really. I can't pretend nothing happen, pretending I don't like him.

Neither can I ignore him like what he did to me.

Can you just heal me from what I'm now?

Can you keep me away from all these pain ever again?

Also lord, can I just pray for him to be forever happy? I don't want him to get hurt. Let them last, let him always smile. Just give him all e happiness he would ever find, and those that you have took away from mine.

2011-11-28T20:49:00.001+08:00

Love my wallpaper! :)

My little baby

2011-11-28T14:36:00.001+08:00

This naughty boy, woke me up this morning!! Haha!!

As the maid went over sis house to pack luggage ytd night, mum have no one to help her with bby, she told him to come knock at my door and wake me up.

As I slept really late ytd night, like about 3 plus 4? I had trouble waking up this morning. So having this boy really woke me up like immediately!

And he started knocking with the toilet roll in his hand, he started shouting Wei!! Wei arx!! Up!! 书!! Haha..

From what I heard, mum was actually telling him:
“去叫薇阿姨起来，叫她起来读书。”

Haha! My precious boy!

2011-11-27T02:47:00.001+08:00

Updates tmr! :)

Sushi Friday! KOPE!

2011-11-27T01:13:00.001+08:00

It's always Thank God It's Friday after Ramesh's torturing IB lesson :>

Met up with Eve after that, to have a chit-chat session + dinner!

Decided on Sushi Buffet @ Sakae Sushi! :> Last trip was ages ago!

Starts @ 6.30pm, went to Once Upon A Milkshake first! New found fav <3

But don't get why they must make their size so SMALL. -.-

Around an hour to go before we can start feasting, roaming around Scape.

Time to FEAST! ^^ Waiting for the clock to reach 6.30 was a tortureeee.

(Y) SO TUMBLR!

Yay FAVORITE FRIED TOFU! ^^

I LIKE SOUP!

Aiyo craving so badly for them now!

Annoying duck face. :D

POSTER EFFECT <3

Left Sakae @ 8.30! Ate for 2 hours! (:

PURDYYY CHRISTMAS TREE @ 313! :D

DAMN PERVERT.

we love toilets. :>

你好吗?

2011-11-25T01:18:00.001+08:00

牆上靜止的鐘是為誰停留
是不是和我一樣賴著不走
你說故事已經結束　很久
我忘了　向前走

我努力假裝現在過得很好
現在的你看來已不需要我
也許在不同的時空
還牽著　你的手

想知道你真的過得好嗎
沒有我也許是種解脫
將思念穿梭在宇宙數千光年
悄悄到　你身邊

現在我試著習慣一個人過
也許你已經開始新的生活
陪著我的叫做寂寞
陪你的　是誰呢?

想知道你真的過得好嗎
沒有我也許是種解脫
將思念穿梭在宇宙數千光年
悄悄到　你身邊

現在我試著習慣一個人過
也許你已經開始新的生活
陪著我的叫做寂寞
陪你的　是誰呢?

也許在不同的時空
還牽著　你的手

Someone once told me this,

2011-11-23T01:20:00.001+08:00

As I fetched daddy home earlier on, we had a chat in the car.
Maybe that was when I finally realize how much my parent hope for me to continue my study.
If possible, oversea.
haha.
I guess that what every parent hope for?
But I really don't know what I want now, so I just told him that I hope to stop school for a year before further deciding on what there for me.
Just wanna work my ass off for this one year, and get my thoughts right.

Dance, or studies?

Just as he said, studying requires huge financial support.
I'm not from a wealthy family, but they still hopes for me to study oversea.
Get a good degree, and of course, a fruitful career.
He hopes for me to save up now, and they will then help me with the rest.
Come to think of it, it not that easy.
Studying oversea, not only there is the school fees to worry about, but also, the boarding, this and that.
Everything requires money.
of course, it requires interest.

THIS.

is where my interest sparks me.
To dance without worries, to dance without freedom.
Most importantly, to be me.
The lady who expressed herself through dance, the one who tells a story through dance.
The one, who not afraid to be her when she on the dance floor.
Just her.
That me.

21-11-2011

2011-11-21T01:08:00.001+08:00

jin tian wo mei hua shuo le, yin wei shi jian jiu ting liu zai na yi tian.

jin tian wo ku le, bu shi yin wei wo sheng bing, kan xi deng deng.

er shi yin wei wo zhen de xin tong ler, zhen de hen tong.

Wo hao xiang zhi dao wo men zhi jian dao di fa sheng le she me shi.

Ni neng da fu wo ma?

Wo zhi dao ni xi huan shang le ling yi ge ta, ke shi lian zuo peng you ye duo bu xing ma?

guan xin ni, hao xiang cheng wei le wo wu fa gai bian de shi shi.

Kan dao ni you yi dian fan nao, jiu xiang bang ni fen dang.

Ke ni lian da fu ye bu gei, ni zhi dao wo you duo xin tong ma?

Ye xu shi wo tai tian zhen, zhen de tai tian zhen le.

yi zhi yi wei mei guan xi, cong di yi tian kai shi dao xian zai.

ren wei yi qie de dian dian di di dou mei guan xi

fa sheng de shi qing ye mei guan xi

ren wei dang ni zuo de na yi tian wo hui hen xiao sha.

dan wo cuo le.

wo rang zi ji yue xian yue sheng, pa bu qi lai le.

Hen zao yi qian yi kao shu zi ji yao fang qi,

dan xin shi zhong mei you na yi fen yong qi.

Shi tian hou, wo hai jian de dao ni ma?

Hai shi shi wo yi ge ren ba yan lei liu gan ne?

wo bu zhi dao wo ye bu xiang qu xiang.

wo zhi dao, wo de xin, hai ting liu zai tong yi ge di fang.

jiu shi dang ni bao zhe wo de na yi ge shi hou.

2011-11-20T04:23:00.001+08:00

2011-11-18T00:32:00.001+08:00

I'm not being emotional, just to emphasize.
I'm grateful for all you people's care and concern.
But I'm really fine. :)
Falling sick this time round really makes me awake.
Make me very aware of what my heart has been thinking all these while.
Words really can't express how it feels to be in my position now,
I feel so invisible to you.
I feel so small in front of you.
yet, it comes to me that when I need comfort, the first person I thought of was you.
When I wanna talk to someone, it always you..
everything always you.
I really wanna let go, or maybe I should say, that's my only choice.
But Wo zhen de fang bu xia!
ni jiao jiao wo hao bu hao?

2011-11-17T15:46:00.001+08:00

Someone just asked me what makes me feel better, and the first direct answer that comes to my mind was you. Are you still the guy I know? The one who shows me the rainbow, the guy who make me laugh and told me that he will hug me whenever I'm sad, are u still you?

2011-11-16T00:22:00.002+08:00

i don't know why.

I'm not expecting to find a prince charming, but I just can't let u go.

I told myself I should have forget you, you have ur own freedom.

Ur own happiness, but I can't.

I really can't.

Something bout love

2011-11-15T15:00:00.000+08:00

Every night it’s all the same
You’re frozen by the phone
You wait, something’s changed
You blame yourself every day
You’d do it again
Every night

There’s something ’bout love
That breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh
It sets you free

There’s something ’bout love
That tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh
You still believe
When the world falls down like the rain
It’ll bring you to your knees
There’s something ’bout love that breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh…
But don’t give up
There’s something ’bout love

When you were young
Scared of the night
Waiting for love to come along
And make it right
Your day will come, the past is gone
So take your time
And live and let live

There’s something ’bout love
That breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh
It sets you free

There’s something ’bout love
That tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh
You still believe
When the world falls down like the rain
It’ll bring you to your knees
There’s something ’bout love that breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh…
But don’t give up
There’s something ’bout love

Don’t fight
Don’t hide
Those stars in your eyes (in your eyes)
Let em’ shine tonight
Let em’ shine tonight

Hang on
Hang in
For the ride of your life
It’s gonna be alright
Hold on tight

There’s something ’bout love
That breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh

There’s something ’bout love
That breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh
It sets you free

There’s something ’bout love
That tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh
You still believe
When the world falls down like the rain
It’ll bring you to your knees (to your knees)
There’s something ’bout love that breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh…
But don’t give up
There’s something ’bout love

Whoa oh oh oh..
Set’s you free
There’s something bout love
That tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh
You still believe
When the world falls down like the rain

2011-11-10T23:29:00.000+08:00

My greatest joy everyday! :D

2011-11-08T00:04:00.001+08:00

Congrats babe! Last long and be happy!

Thanks for being there for me always when I needed you. :)

2011-11-07T00:40:00.001+08:00

I hope you are alright, or whoever that there for the reason you have to go.

See you soon.

misses.

Photos uploads!! :D

2011-11-06T00:43:00.015+08:00

Alright, I shall do a little photo upload today..

(Saturday)

Belly dance class

Finally gotten my hip scarf and use it for the first time. :)

♥♥♥ !Sentosa with baby! ♥♥♥

The day where both mummy & daddy went to Casino with elder sis,,

and Darius was *entrusted* in my care.. hahah!

Our lovely alone time!

(:Brought him to Candylicious and bought some chocolates & candies:)

After which we continue walking into Sentosa,

somewhere near the Merlion walk.

And Baby decided that he wants to take Luge, so up we go via the Skyride,

and off to luge.. :)

I wasn't very willing to do so as I was wearing a dress, and there was only 2 of us..

which mean boarding and getting off the skyride I've to be very careful with him!

We decided to try this new trail called the Dragon trail..

hahah! the turns are definitely sharper and more steep compare to the other one..

Fun and after which, we headed to Mac and got a Ice-cream before heading back up to the Merlion. :)

Baby comparing who have bigger mouth! haha!!

And we headed back to RWS as the Halloween is about to start and baby quite disturb by some of the *monster*.

So we went back to the water fountain where he had his fun over there,, :)

And we waited for the adults to come out from Casino..

(Sunday)

Sisters' outing

All 5 of us, headed out to Kbox for a karaoke session! :)

While we were eating at Just Acia before heading for K~~ :)

Back home:)

(Thursday)

Second visit to the doctor in 2 weeks time.

Yes, like my fren say, my pills are super colourful.(T.T)

(Saturday)

Meet up with Lina babe! :)

Standing beside her, I feel so white sey!! :(

But I always have fun with her!! :D

All photos were taken at *Scape by the way! :)

And as always, when u have ladies plus camera, it sums up to snap snap!! :D

Decided to have some fun with this app call WECAM!! :D

Love this picture alot!! hahah!

Eh, haha! some funny moment with babe!

Decided to have some fun with her sunglasses!! ehehex.. ^.^

But it seems a little too big for my face!! hahaha!!

Ok, back to the normal cam! :)

And we decided to do some reflection shots!!..

but look at my dear girl!! hahah!

She actually went to view photo rather than having it in camera mode.

Now my phone turn! hahah!

And we change to Pudding Camera!! haha!!

We are trying to take an exact one, where each of us is inside the line!

After many attempts to do so, we finally succeed! :D

So, we change to the next camera app, *LEME*

Lastly, we did a final try on *comics* cam app, and we headed down to Sakae! :)

Pretty Long queue actually! haha,

we were waiting for people to finish their buffet fast!!

And we got out seats!! :D

First time in Sakae buffet we actually ate last than 20 plates!! haha!! *.*

And thats all! :D

More photos will be uploaded when the babe upload hers! :D

我不再怕

2011-11-04T01:25:00.003+08:00

分手快一年了
頭髮剪短了
手機也換了新號碼
現在的我不太一樣

我不再怕
少了你的晚餐
少了你溫度的小毛毯
現在的我有長大有長大

雖然想起你心還是會揪
雖然深夜並沒那麼好過
勇敢是我對自己的承諾
再想念也不能回頭
一直不敢去面對的寂寞
習慣就好也沒那麼難受
也許我該謝謝你離開我
讓我找到真正的自由

翻著我的日記
從分手的那頁
到晚上睡前寫的心情
我的筆畫慢慢堅定
我才領悟
曾害怕的食物
像開車或對付一隻小蟲
不知不覺變得輕鬆

雖然想起你心還是會揪
雖然深夜並沒那麼好過
勇敢是我對自己的承諾
再想念也不會回頭

一直不敢去面對的寂寞
習慣就好也沒那麼難受
其實我該謝謝你離開我
讓我找到真正的自由

雖然想起你心還是會揪
雖然深夜並沒那麼好過
勇敢是我對自己的承諾
再想念也不會回頭

當我發覺再恐慌的寂寞
現在我都能平靜的度過
才明白雖然是你離開我
是我得到真正的自由
我真正的自由

Thanks Leonard, for once I'm able to say this. :)

I believe we have been very true to ourself, our needs and wants.

When we let go, there was drama. But now, we are better off without each other, we have to admit.

Maybe at times when we think back, there are moments we missed.

But definitely, those are only meant to be kept as memories, our growing point.

and now, all I would do is, wishing u the very best in every thing you do.

I'm no longer scared of my phobia as the title suggest, and I do hope you've learn from ur mistakes too! :)

2011-11-04T00:10:00.002+08:00

My very poor body have been infested by lots of germs recently!!

which resulted in my very poor health!!

and that for ur infos, sucks!

alright, maybe I've been very weak since young, always falling sick..

But that doesn't really improve even after I've grown up..

3 weeks and I've been to the doctor twice..

waste money!

change medicine, well.. I've a new antibiotic now.. LOL!

Which mean my body is probably super immune to the previous 2 that I'm taking..

and that has no effect on me anymore! (T.T)

So now, I'm taking bromhexine.. ok, let see..

in clinic, I've only seen this medicine in syrup before, but now I'm taking pills. LOL!!!

Actually, I personally prefer the syrup, as it smell sweet!

But nah, I'm not gonna be cheated by that!!

My cough syrup, fedac cough syrup, smells nice!! But taste bitter lor!! shucks!

but I'm stuck with this till I'm feeling better,,

3rd bottles of cough syrup in less than 3 weeks.. I'm not freaking addicted to it, but I've to take it,,

Oh ya, side track!

I saw this very pretty lady, ok no. She is way younger than me!! haha, but sure less than 5..

smoking at the side for the first time.. I mean it pretty obvious to tell..

she Looks very healthy!! haha..

ok..

she's really v pretty I sweared!! but the problem is, u smoke!

and that immediately spoils the whole pretty image I've for u, even if you are really pretty and sweet!

U know, I really hope u cherished ur health..

U're really pretty so why waste ur youth into smoking?

I mean i dun understand.

This came to my mind today, I really wished I've ur very healthy body.

I would want to do a lot of thing with that body of urs.

By not attempting to smoke.

Pls, I don't hope to see u doing so again..

U will loss the water that ur body req, which will cause ur skin to be very dry...

and use ur pretty face for something else.. :)

Life of a dancer.

2011-10-29T02:13:00.002+08:00

Yea, this is probably gonna be the only video that I would post online so openly. :)

This happen a year back, during cca drive..

How time past, haha..

From someone who have no knowledge of latin dance to be able to do this performance, hmmm..

not easy..

I don't mean just me, but everyone. :)

Those are the times I miss the most, but what I missed now is not the people.

But the love for the dance.

I needa keep you away till year end and never to mention it, I've much more important thing for now, my future.

Just give me 2 months, I'll get you back.

I promise!♥♥

2011-10-26T23:14:00.001+08:00

It true, but u are always not there.

Why?

I want you back too..

FWB.

2011-10-26T01:36:00.001+08:00

[Chorus - Rihanna:]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Eminem]
I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off of love, drunk from my hate,
It's like I'm huffing paint and I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate
And right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me
She fucking hates me and I love it.
Wait! Where you going?
"I'm leaving you"
No you ain't. Come back we're running right back.
Here we go again
It's so insane cause when it's going good, it's going great
I'm Superman with the wind at his back, she's Lois Lane
But when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashamed I snapped
Who's that dude? I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her, I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

[Chorus - Rihanna:]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Eminem]
You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe
When you're with 'em
You meet and neither one of you even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah, them chills you used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick of looking at 'em
You swore you'd never hit 'em; never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face spewing venom in your words when you spit them
You push, pull each other's hair, scratch, claw, hit 'em
Throw 'em down, pin 'em
So lost in the moments when you're in them
It's the rage that took over it controls you both
So they say you're best to go your separate ways
Guess if they don't know you 'cause today that was yesterday
Yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records playing over but you promised her
Next time you show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

[Chorus - Rihanna:]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Eminem]
Now I know we said things, did things that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love you're just as blinded
Baby, please come back
It wasn't you, baby it was me
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk
I told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed, I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time. There won't be no next time
I apologize even though I know its lies
I'm tired of the games I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
Im'a tie her to the bed and set this house on fire
I'm just gonna

[Chorus - Rihanna:]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

cut or no?

2011-10-24T01:12:00.003+08:00

hahah, just a quick post and off to bed.. :)

alright, as the title suggest and from the picture, I'm just deciding if I should cut or wait a little longer..

Ok, I do wash my hair everyday and in fact, twice.

I heard from people saying it no good as it actually wash away the natural look of the hair which removes the oil from it..

hmmm, but I can't tahan if I don't wash it eh.. LOL!!

ok, so any suggestion?

Lazy to head down to sim ming for a hair cut, and I'm definitely not heading anywhere else for it.

I'm in love with the way my hairdresser style my hair and have no intention to change..

haha.. so,,

cut or no cut?

2011-10-20T23:59:00.002+08:00

A picture says a thousand word?

Then I'll just let the above picture tells the story.

A big thank you to, you.

For keeping me accompany during that night, and for always bringing a smile to my face.

Like you always do.

I never know I would felt that way, but that night proves me wrong.

♥

Their wedding our photo.

2011-10-19T00:35:00.008+08:00

Ok, So after giving that lady a big surprise, I started sending everyone home.. :)

Damn scared got tp actually, cos overloaded by one person eh.. haha..

So it was Nic first, haha.. Den zx.. Den xinyu and kenny, before finally droppin jx off..

Halfway thru, guess that when my fever actually rush up, feeling damn tired and uncomfortable.

Unexplainable reason, but I thought I was just tired and sleepy, so I didn't say much.

But I'm sorry as my mood kinda change, i wasn't angry, but just idk.. so sorry!!

FInally got home, and by the time i head off to bed, it was like 5 plus going 6?

and woke up the next day at 8, as always, lazed in bed..

Still feeling hot and cold, so i continue lazing till 2 plus before waking up to bath..

prepare and started doing make up..

Love my hair style, thanks to the make-up artist.. :)

So I changed, and while waiting for third sis, i took some pic with Jr, and of course, self shot! :)

Mummy and the rest left first..

I love her, always make me look so simple.. :)

not some over-exaggeration make up..

Ok, and when we reach, everything already started, but well.. who cares..

so we joined the rest at the table, and it got bored.. So we started photo-taking..

And we continue,,

it was near to after 10, and elder sis have to leave first due to work.. so we took another last pic with Darius before he head off.. My lover boy!! :)

SLowly, becos Junior got bored of seating down, his parent started bringing him out of the dinner..

and mum and dad just head off to other table toking to some long lost friend, till the table only left with me and forth sis..

and we continue photo taking!! hahaha

I seldom take any pictures with daddy, so here you goes..

Thanks Jasmine for the compliment, she say my daddy is handsome..:)

I really do miss you, alot..

Signing off,

eveeyang:)

Her big 19th~

2011-10-17T23:56:00.014+08:00

Alright, let see.. I shall start with Sat, but if you actually wanna know what the girl feel, read it all here.. http://vainpuny-monster.blogspot.com/ :)

So apparently, I wasn't the mastermind!! haha~ I was frame!! I'm the culprit actually, together with a few accomplices!!

Ok, let start the whole thing. So it was a surprise plan for her, also known as the BITCH~ ehehhe.x.. ok, pretty funny.. Since I'm not sure what her fav. flavour or even cartoon character, when 2 dumb call me, i just told them to get one that can create a 'smashing' success.. way too *success* ok, they got a brownie cake instead!! hahah! *owned*

ok, but anyway, since I've to send sis down to pasir panjang, I can't leave jx and kenny alone, so I had them head down with me and my sis tog with her son, Darius. My oh my! He resemble Jx la, I don't mean the looks pls!! haha.. but the way they act, behave, sing and how they shut me up!! lol.. But well, Darius is definitely so not shy around the 2 of them, and those 2 dumb had a good time laughing their head off in the bad seats! haha..

So, after dropping sis off, went to plaza to fetch Nic, so sorry! as he was only informed on the day itself and it was pretty late surprise, glad he don't mind the timing and also he was definitely tired from his trip too.. Den when back home to get the cakes before turning up to Bangkit!! hahah~ 6 person in a 5 seater.. Squeezy!! Then since her blk carpark is like so freaking full, we headed to the opposite open space carpark.. haha! and we walked over.. LOL! So sorry to everyone, as it like rather last min inform, and all was from different clique, glad they don't mind! hahah!!

So we were like at her blk downstair for like 20 plus mins deciding what to do before I actually call her, *crying*! haha.. and my dear girl thought something big really happen, and headed down to find me.. LOL.. Surprised her,cut cakes and we actually had some fun at the voiddeck.

Zhong ji mi ma, if u know the game.. Whoever lost actuyally ate the freaking sour cherries!! which suck!

And as the game continue, we had more and more fun.. Everyone started getting more and more louder, more lively!

If you are wondering, whoever is standing, is either the previous round loser and also the person who set the number. :)

A few group shots, before we moved on to the next level of fun!! hahah..

haha!! Next level of fun is called the BIG BANGS!! WOOHOO~~ But videos are not possible to be uploaded due to certain reasons. However, if you are interested, let me know! LOL!!!

and I'll tell you *wait long*

Looking at these pic, I guess you would probably guess what it is about eh!! hahah..

So we changed venue, becos of our *loudness* and got complain by a neighbour, which alert the police. And they are dame funny, come over ask us to ower down our volume and left.. :)

*Thanks sir and mdm*

So we change to the other side of the voiddeck and continue the fun!! haha..

The Girls power~~

Ok, now the Birthday gurl, with her darlings!! :)

Her persent~~<3

If you see carefully, her face was actually smashed twice.. hahah!!

Final group shots!! <3

And now, all my accomplices!! haahah!~~

Long Long Post

2011-10-11T23:52:00.012+08:00

Fruitful Saturday.

So as always, went to work in the morning, and I headed off to cc for my belly dance class..

Well, it definitely awkward since all my sisters ain't around except me..

Oh ya, was so glad that I manage to help this old uncle who seems to have problem with his phone..

He thanked me so many times before walking away, so nice..

Ok, so I headed home, bathe change and yea..

2 old guys were late, so me and Jasmine were like waiting for them, and like normally, we 'talk'.

haahha!!

Ok, they arrive like half an hour late before we actually set off to town.. hahah!!

I actually managed to get my way there, not bad.. hahah!

and the fact that we willl never fail to get chicken BALLS from Tori-Q.. hahah!!

ok, inside jokes.. LOL..

and we headed for eyebrow trimming after..

before finally drive off to N.E.X..

There a hell lot of question marks on the way there, we are more like, go where?

not this way?

no no.. straight?

sure?

ya,

eh, wrong way ler..

shit, go where now..

eh, where? turn here?

here? cfm?

den where next?

and before we finally got to the next high way..

we were like keep asking ourselves where to head next..

hahah!! idiots on the road..

so we were on the second highway..

Saw NEX on the left!!

E:We found it like finally..

J:Ok, Next exit u will see is serangoon ave 2, just turn left.

E: okok,

*happily travelling*

*passed NEX, and still see no exit*

E:eh, no more exit eh, we passed NEX liao..

J:It suppose to be outside ler..

E: shit shit,. we go wrong way again..

But ultimately, we the 'clever' people managed to get there ok..

and as again, there was another car-park jokes lor..

hahah!!

Ok, I guess I was pretty tired already by then, so going to NEX was a killer.

No energy to walk, travel or even shop. So we were like look for dinner..

and we headed to PIZZA HUT!!

LOL..

4 jokers together equal to jokes and jokes ok..

alright, there were me, jasmine, jiaxing and also kenny.. :)

so we were laughing at almost everything and everything..

So our food came, and hahah!!

we got bored after eating, and a bit too full.

SO we DECIDED to play ZHONG JI MI MA!!

haahaha!!

Loser eat the rest over with secret recipe.. :)

LOL..

First time and my dear girl ganna already!! haha..

Den kenny got it too,, Except for Jiaxing.. haha!!

Ok, we were actually mixing it with whatever is on our table.

Chilli flakes, cheese, ziesty lime, (ice tea) sweetener, root beer, melted cheese!!

hahah!! ewww!! gross max actually,,

but everyone just had fun..

ok, i was bad because i told them I can't eat since I'm driving scared stomach upset..

hahaha!...

but i promised to do so when we meet the net time round.. :)

ok, finally at the last round where only Jiaxing and Kenny play, Jx finally got it lor!! Omg, his is gross max ler..

But Kenny suffered the most.. Mushroom, pizza crust, hope he doesn't fall sick!! haha..

It was a treat by Kenny btw, so thank you! :)

and we headed up to The sky park for some slacking session..:)

and we headed back to bp for gong cha before heading home again..

*Thank you for your company, you make the night so special because you were there.

You took away the fear and as you hug me, I felt the warmth that I've never felt before.. *

I WANT TO GO TOO!!

2011-10-07T01:44:00.002+08:00

Ok, so in a while more, I'm gonna send them off to Golden mile complex. Away for the weekend.. :(

I'm so gonna miss them and I've a pretty bad feeling I'm gonna be a cry baby!!

First time away from them, no actually not, but rather, they away from me..

I don't like e feeling of separation even if it was for a few days..

I tink I'm gonna be like third sis whereby she cry and her bf actually coax her by bringing her to eat char siew rice.

but nah, there no one for me.. So i shall swallow the tears away and sleep in till noon before heading to work.

Home alone weekend, and the busy week ahead.

2011-10-03T01:02:00.005+08:00

Alright, as mention..

I'm gonna have a busy week up ahead. Haha, hell yea. I've work almost everyday if you are wondering, and also certain chores to complete around the house. Also, after work means fetching sis from Nafa and also fetching family to the airport on Thurs night. and yes, I'm very sure that I'm gonna miss them over the weekend!! Wished that I would be able to join them, but due to work schedule, I can't and I do not wished to leave my colleague alone especially on a very busy Saturday, so I turn down my favourite Taiwan trip.

Ok, now I've to clarify this since people is asking/ questioning me. I do not farking have my phone with me 24 hours, the only time you see me with my phone like always replying or so enthu into it, is either when I'm out or in school. That probably the only time you see me always on phone like it can be known as I'm with it 24/7. But just to let you know, when I'm home, my phone is as good as somewhere in LALA LAND!! ahahha!! I would either throw it on bed, leave it inside my bag or even left it on top of the piano table charging. Most of the time, I wouldn't give a damn to it. So now if you are wondering why I don't reply? I don't believe I'm entitle to reply everything even when I'm home, I need time off from my phone too!! haha~ I guess I've answer you. Ok, just to let everyone know, I don't answer phone calls! So don't expect me to answer any of it. Reply to your sms is a no no when I'm driving, I believe safety comes first! :)

Ok, I've pretty much told them about my dreams. But now, it more of how I'm gonna act on it. It not gonna be easy, definitely. But I won't give up till I reach it!

This is pretty funny!! haha~ Ok, But true!

Wondering if I should head for my photo shoot soon..

Just to end on a high note.

2011-09-30T00:23:00.003+08:00

I'm really tired of crying over the same thing ever since the whole miscommunication started..

Things have changed ever since the moment I say certain things. I was just reading through the whole group conversation again, and well. I really can't believe the whole thing happening, not from you guys at least. Many a times I wish, what I've hear or seen was just a dream, but no. It happen, it there, everything real. Everything single thing coming from you people.

Tell me why, I kept asking myself this question. I wish I can just give up this whole thing as well, just give up the whole damn fuck and at least I won't have to bother about whatever gonna happen in the coming days, but I can't! Apparently, I no longer holds the decision as to go or stay now. I was thinking if I didn't join this school at all, and went to pursue my dreams at then, would all these had happen. Maybe my life would have been different, no it would definitely be. But then I would not have meet up with all those people whom I cherish. I wouldn't have know who are my true friends, whom I can really trust to have a word with.

Just slap me awake.

2011-09-27T23:43:00.003+08:00

Ok, time for a proper post..

Work can be rather tiring at times especially with dealing with toddlers. The fact that they are not feeling well, already kinda upset me. How I wish I can go to work with no patient but I know that is never possible. Ok, secondly. The way some toddlers scream at the top of their lung, omg!! Piercing through my ear drum definitely!! No, I'm not angry with them because it is not their fault when they can't express themselves even when they are not feeling well. I'm just, well, my heart really ache when I see that.

Oh, I feel even more upset when children got sent to hospital! Seriously, I wish illness doesn't exist! hearing what happen to my colleague's daughter(but thankfully, she is recovering) and also seeing kids there, it really makes me feel so damn angry! Of course, definitely. Those little angels lit up my day before leaving by giving me a smile and waving bye bye!! ahahha!

Hmm, so that about it? lol!! It was so damn funny when another colleague of mine try to intro me her son!! ahahha! Omg, I was like damn freaking awkward and it feel so funny.. She keep insisting he is seriously good-looking and that she tinks I'm a good girl!! hahahhahah!! Omg, I was like laughing out loud inside, and when her son walk by, she gets my attention to see him, but too bad. I MISSED him!! hahahaahha!

The at times after work jokes with them haha! The occasion sleepy moment, well. Definitely I foresee I'll be getting sick more easily especially with school reopen, and also, more busy! But now, I just ask for everything to go smoothly! Cos I'm already very tired and is falling sick liao!!:(

At times, I really miss the old times. When chats can just go on and on like the whole day, but now? I don't know. Misses.

2011-09-27T01:29:00.001+08:00