actualli i dunno wat went wrong with me..

it ish jus like my whole machine are fallin apart...

i am practicalli not in e mood to do anyting...

i am sick..

i am stress..

i am lost..

den i dunno wat to do now..

totalli no...

i feel like jus fall ahead and sleep...

but i cant leave everyting in a mess...

i gotta decide...

even though it was a tough day...

after tinkin through alot...

i ve finalli decided not to gib up..

i did try to memorise my keyboard fingerin..

but my brain ish tellin me to sleep...

i need a rest...

or else..

i wun recover from my sore throat...

sunday...
suppose to go church..
to watch qiqi keyboard piano playin..
hahas..
but in e end..
also never wake up..
den suppose to meet xinxin at 9am at church...
also never wake up..
hahas..
den meet again at 10.15am at plaza also never wake up..
so in e end meet her at twelve plus..
cos got meetin maiz...
in e end seat there till 3 plus tokin bout games...
so no choice..
like tat go on..
nothin will be done...
so had to ask one ting by one ting...
den settle till bout six plus..
hahas..
seat there for six hour plus at mos...
e manager sure hart us one..
hahas..
cos my fren keep goin to buy makan..
hahs...
den went long john..
buy combo 1...
it ex..
and they are sellin fish!!
they reali are...
haahs..
dun get e joke??
they are selfish...
hahas..
servin tooo small..
lol..
den went to buy tako ball..
den went home with ah leng chattin on e way..
lol..
den alone at home so scary..
so put val out..
but accidentalli keep her eyes...
den she there blinkin blinkin...
i dame scared den quickly check here and there..
massage e eyes for her...
lol..
but in e end nth la..
hahas...
den watch tv..
on channel 54...
there one veri funni (in a sense) show...
they got two old ppl to sing..
den they there singin vulgarities...
hahas...
not reali la..
just e word sound e same..
den went they sing,,,
it ish even more funnier...
hahas...
den surf e net..
tat all..
pray for wei song...
he ish injure!!!

wednesday...
all my relative came over to my house to pray my grandma...
due to last nite lookin after my nephew and never sleep..
i was dame tired...
so gotta drag myself out of my cosy bed...
wat a torturemet tat ish...
den no choice..
so we went down to burn e "gold"...
haiz...
actualli tata was preetti fun..
cos we saw a weddin car..
den e bride was holdin a big plastic bag..
den my aunt was sayin on the big day...,,
e couple shouldnt be carryin anithing...
haiz..
so when they all walk past my aunt there say loud loud...
all those walkin behind dun noe how to help..
so lazy...
and i gotta pretti admit these fact...
e sistaz and brother of e couple doesnt look nice...
and there are '4' sistaz and '4' brother...
ya..
i mean in chi,,,
e '4' actualli stand for die...
but maybe they got it add up so it is '8'..
meanin fa cai..
hahas...
but they were veri bad...
when they reach e house they were there complainin...
wat sia..
all these ashes were flyin up...
so we were rather angry..
den we say huai arg...
huai meanin also fa cai...
but in hokkien...
hahas...
den went up...
rest..
bathe...
lookin after my nephew..
ya..
and my mum make me bathe for him,...
wat sia..
haha..
but it was fun bathin for a 3 months plus baby..
lol..
den went to play..
at nine plus..,,
he gota go home..
so play with my cousin sons instead..
who ish also my nephews...
hahas..
and the younger one finalli like me carry him...
wakakaka...
shoo happi....
den was like tinkin back of e older nephew who use to bite ppl and hit ppl...
i mean tat was went he was young..
but he grow up to be a rather handsome boy and one who noe how to look after his brother...
he gib in to him..
dote on him..
help him in evrything he one...
wat a darlin boy rite...??
hahas...
den they all went home at bout eleven plus??
ya..
so i enmd up bein e oni one who help my mum to clean e whole house..
wash e dishes all tat...
ya..
and by e way..
tat was veri fun..
hahas...

thursday..
awake by someone..
stupid lol..
wash up..
cook maggie mee...
with hotdogs and meat ball...
den rest....
play with val..
ya..
den surf net....
den now gettin readli to go to church...
haiz...
got skit practice..
bye for now...

sunday..

went to plaza..

suppose to meet qiqi..

but saw aunt they all together..

so we went to print our stuff first...

den go back there to eat my breakfast..

but it ish already twelve plus la..

den eat chicken rice..

den buy tako ball..

went to christopher house..

with qiqi(after den she join us) yiyi matt

to eat my tako ball there also...

den went there play play play..

den make perline sleep..

den use comp awhile to check e movie tickets for collic..

den rush home..

cos no time lerx..

so never walk..

i took a bus home instead...

den run home..

den change into jeans..

den went out..

at lrt there didnt see liqiang..

so called to ask where ish he..

den it turn out to be i told him to wait at pheonix..

not petir...

den rush there top meet him..

den he told me sumting like..

lq: xinyu reach lerx..

eve: lol.. try askin her the buy the tickets lol..

den noe whether can go in anot..

a while later~~~

lq:e person say wanna check ic...

eve:hahas.. whose?? her..

lq:ya.. she say got one person ic can le..

eve:so e oni one ish u lol.. hahaha...

lq:ya larx.. dunno who late lorx...

{KICK}

obviousli ish i kick him...

hahas...

den reach lerx..

ask him go and try..

me and xinyu there talkin..

den he came back..

she say wanna see all 3 of e ppl ic...

so we were like how??????

den in e end decided to watch step out..

but e show ish 5:30...

and tt time ish oni 4:25..

so we went to arcade to play car racin...

lol..

stupid xinyu win me...

hahas..

cos i dunno tt e start key ish turbo maiz..

so never press..

den play fightin game...

den bubbles..

den car racin again..

den went up to buy pop corn..

cos 5:19 le...

den watch e movie..

STEP OUT ish strongli recomdement..

den veri funni...

due to e 3 of us seatin in e last row,,

we climb e seat to move..

hahas...

cos easlier...

den li qiang lost his wallet..

so he wasnt reali enjoyin e show..

den after e show..

they play one veri hip song..

so we were like there kinda dancin..

den found liqiang wallet..

haiz..

rush to toilet...

den went to arcade again..

play racin...

den in e end i finalli got 1st!!!

yipee..

hahas..

all thanks to li qiang help..

he help me press e start button..

which ish e turbo...

lol..

den went kopitiam to makan..

eat fish and chips...

den went home..

ALONE!!!

haiz...

den play with darius..

den make him sleep..

bathe..

den use computer..

nowloggin out lerx..

nitenite..

chinese:

Zong shi xiang xin you geng hao de
Huei zai qian fang
Jiou bu gu yi qie de
Piao yang guo hai qu
Yong jin yi shen xun zhao
Always thought that there'd be better

english meanin:
That's still waiting ahead
So I sail across the seas inspite of everything
Using my mind and body to search.


chineses:
Juan le lei le ke wang yong bao
Que zhao bu dao
Cai hu ran xiang qi ni
Hai zai wo shen ho
Jing jing deng zhe wo
Gei wo yi kao

english meanin:
Tired and looking for embrace
But couldn't find any
I suddenly remembered you
Who's still behind me
Quietly waiting for me
Giving me support.

chinese:
Ni shi wo de ying fu ma?
Wei he xing fu rang ren ru ci you yu?
Ai qing
Qing chu muo hu
Ni de fu chu wo zong bu gou qing chu
Ni shi wo de xing fu ma?
Wei he xing fu rang ren bien de you yu?
Wo ai ni
Bu zai huai yi
Zhi xiang duei ni shuo..
Wo yuan yi

Hu Xi Zhe Yi Zhong Gu Du De Wei Dao
Xin Tiao Zai Ni Chen Mo Yi Hou Man Man De Bei Dan Wang Diao
Wo Xiao Le Xiao Fan Zheng Ni Kan Bu Dao
Wo Yao De Xing Fu
Yi Luo Zai Ni Huai Bao

*Dang Ai Shi Le Jiao
Na Xie Zui Chu De Mei Hao
Zao Bei Ni Ge Zai Yi Jiao
Jie Shang Yong Ji Ren Chao
Zou Zhe Kan Zhe Dou Shi Cui Mian Fu Hao
Ji Yi Ting Bu Liao
Chuan Guo Du Ni De Xin Tiao
Chuan Guo Xiang Ni De Wei Dao
Wo Zhi Xiang Bu Bei Da Rao

Jia Zhuang Duo Hao Qo Zhi Yao
Zhi Xiang Yao Zai Yong Bao Yi Miao
Qu xiang Xin Ni De Yong Bao
Yi Zhi Hui Rang Wo Yi Kao
Ji Xu Deng Dai
(Hai) Xin Gan Qing Yuan De Bu Xiang Tao

repeat *

# Jia Zhuang Duo Hao Yi Ran Shi
Yi Ran Shi Ai Mei De Tone Diao
Yi Ge Ren Wu Li Qu Nao
Liang Ren Shi Jie De Jian Ao
Wo Bei Zi Ji Kun Zai Zi Ji She Xia De Quan Tao

Xiang shi Tuo Niao
Xiang xin Shi Jian Shi Wei Yi Jie Yao
Shi Er Bu Jian
Sha Dao Le Wu Ke Jiu Yao
Qi Shi Zao Ming Liao
Ni De Ai Yi Sui Feng Piao
Xiang Yao Zhao
Zai Ye Zhao Bu Dao

Jia Zhuang Duo Hao Wo Zhi Yao
Zhi Xiang Yao Zai Yong You Yi Miao
Qu Xiang Xin ni De Yong Bao
Hai Xin Gan Qing Yuan De Bu Xiang Tao

repeat #

Jia Zhuang Zi Ji
Yi Jie Kai Bing Leng De Shou Kao

SaTuRDay..
went to gb drill..
todae dame tirin..
like none other practice..
tink becos most of e J.O are down for fancy drill..
but oni nine ppl..
so never teach..
haiz..
den dunno wat happen..
maybe due to cough,,
i cant reali breath properli..
so rest..
but still cotinue la..
den lunch at 12.oopm...
went to mama shop to buy chicken abalone noodles..
den go down to huixian block to eat...
den went back to school..
drill again..
den went home...
before tat went to play matchsticks larx..
shoo scary..
cos we wearin company tee with skool skirt..
den went home..
rest..
blablabla...
play woth Darius...
den went out for dinner..
yea!!
in dad's new car..
wahahahah!!
now my family ve got 3 cars..
not to show off or wat show evar..
just becos it ish my dairy to wryte tat out..
lol..
den came home..
rest..
surf net..
ya..
tomolo still gotta go church..
shoo gotta rest earlier...
somemore my cough sems to be gettin worse...
haiz..
gotta go to bed..
night..

seriousli..
i realii dunno wat to type..
anewax..
didi told me my blog too small to read..
so i make bigger lol..
i mean it like..
i ve drill at 9.00a..
but here i am..
not sleepin..
but surfin net..
veri bad i noe!!!
HE ISH GONNA DRIVE ME CRAZY!!!
anewax...
rather happy...
cos i got into 3E1...
practicalli i got pure science...
pure chem...
pure physic..
a math..
lit..
anewax..
ms ivy told me i can jus go to her whenever i wana note or i needs them..
even though she might not be teachin me..
how touchin rite..
she shoo good..
den same sub as xinyu..
toalli all same..
lol...
nairne??
she gott in e same class...
but she choose history..
lol..
den went plaza and bought a shrroom burger meal..
normal set..
ya..
den eat la..
den went to grandma house,,
den went home..
ya..
just wanna say..
u are veri cute!! baby darius!!






baby darius first ation...




me and darius...




i grin... hehex..

AN0THER SURVERY amenda dear WAN ME D0!

In the past 24 hours, have yoo :
cry : nopes!!
Worn jeans : nopes!!
Met someone : yesh!!
Done laundry : nopes!!
Went hungry : yesh!!!
Talked on phone : yesh larx!!
Said i love you : nopes!!

Do yoo belive in
yourself : ya.. i tink i needa to..
yeurr friendds : some larx.. not all..
T0oth fairy : nopees ba!! haahs..
Destiny/fate : sumtimes.. lol!!!
Ghost : nopes!! hahas..
ufo : NOPes!!!

Friends && life :
Do you ever wished you had another name : used to!! hahas..
Do you like anyone : used to.. lol..! oops.. :x
Which of your friends acts most like you : pretti not sure.. u go and observe ba..
When you cried the most who was there : xinyu?? natalie!!!! yesh!!
What's the swittest feeling in the world : fall in lubb barx!! hahas..
What's the worst feeling in the world : Break up.. quarrellins..
What time is it now : 10.58pm

Which is better :
chocolate or vanilla : chocolate!! yums!!
Coke or pepsi : wat e diff?? i will choose both.. hahas...
love or lust : love!! definitelli!!

Your pick :
Mac or KFC : KFC!! lubb it!! hahas..
Single or group : group.. lol..
dates : no commants...
Adidas or Nike : ADIDAS!! nike still okay larx.. hahas.. oops.. :x
Lipton tea or Nestea : Lipton tea!!
Cappucino or coffee : Cappucino..

Do yoo :
Smoke :nopes!!!!
Curse : nopes!!!
Take a shower : yes larx..!! de..
Have a crush : not now barx... hahas..

True love:
Think you've been in love : used to..
Like school : truth!!!
Want to get married : still a long way to go.. hahas..
Have my own child : ya!! a ger and a boy.. haha!!
Believe in yourself :yesh!!
Think you're a health freak : nopes!!

In the past month :
Drank alchohol : nopenopes!!!
To the mall : yeshyesh!!
Been on stage : yeshyesh!!
Eaten sushi : yeshyesh!!
Been dumped : nah!! i harte him..!!!
Gone skating : nopenope!!
Dyed your hair : nopenope!!!

Have yoo ever :
Played a stripping game :nope nope!!!
Changed who you were to fit in : nah!! i wun!!


Getting old age :
yoo're hoping tuhh get married : hai hao barx!!
I love : my swittest memories..
I am : a cheerful ger!!
I hide : my secret..
I miss : him...
I need : GOD!!

jus scan them in..
do gibb me ur comments..




Baby me.. :p




e yangz faily gerx.. :x




Grandma and e five of us.. :p




i am a spy..
hahas..
oops.. :x




me and derrick on our bike.. :p




blur me and dodo.. :)




me and dodo on our bike... :p




yang nic and blur me.. :OOO

wednesday...
wake up at round 8.30...
den iron clothes...
den rush to gb...
again..
so sianzz...
lolzxx..
den drill again lol..
normal..
except i feel some type of UNFAIRNESS larx..
i noe tt shouldnt be e feelin i should ve..
but if they are sec 3,,
does tat mean they can do wat they like??
somemore my fRENX there helpin them larx..
i dun mean anything..
if u felt offended,,
den i ve to say tat i am sorries..
but tat too overboard lol..
i mean,,
they get to stand with their frenxx,,,
but we gotta stand with juniorss..
and not with our frenxx..
aarrgghhhh!!!!
den nvm...
my class got outin at 10...
but i didnt go...
why??!!
all becos of gb...
but they were like there..
arent u leavin??
i mean..
they might not mean bad larx..
maybe i too sensative..
but ish like..
if they ask too mani times..
u sure fine it irritating also right,,,
den nvm...
me and jos leave at 11.30...
went to plaxa to take lunch..
den walk to 16++ there talk talk...
den she walk with me till outside skool gate..
den went home..
play with baby..
but he was kinda dame not feelin veri well..
plus he ish oni 3 months plus..
so bring him to see doc..
den waited for my father car there...
den come home..
eat dinner..
play with baby..
den surf net...
ya..
tats all...

mon..
went to sckool..
in a rush again..
haiz...
always like tat..
wahhh...
anywax..
start to fall in..
lol..
den do abit of marchin here and there...
den recap..
homat kehalaban..
pandang kekenan..
pandang kekiri..
homat kekenan..
homat kekiri..
keblakan on marchin..
belok on marchin..
slow march..
pardon me if e spellin ish not rite..
ya..
den we started compeitin with e band who ish louder..
hahas..
obvious we are slighty louder..
lol..
den started rain,,,
den went under shelter..
there march...
den went for lunch..
at 163..
haas..
eat ke kou mian...
den went mamashop..
buy kinder bueno..
den eat one..
e other one share with coreen joyce and shu na..
ahahs..
den march under e rain..
lol..
shoo fun..
purposeli splash water..
den veri cold..
so me seraphina yasmin cheryl started huggin together..
hahas...
den start to drill..
learn kekiri on marchin..
wanna thanks shuna for teachin me kekenan on marchin..
den train..
den end at 1.40pm...
den started playin water bomb...
den splash water here and there,,
hahas...
all wet..
me coreen and joyce e most dreadfull one..
den walk home with shuna..
cos we wanna buy kinder bueno..
den i bought al zi cai..
hahas..
den went home...
eat longan..
den boil water..
den bathe,,
den play with darin darius..
den sleep till bout 7...
play with him again..
den surf net..
lololool..
gotta go..
byebye..

Survery askked by dear amenda

Message: can u name 11 people u can think of right off the top of ur head ? don't read da question underneath until u rite da names of all 11 people . this is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list da name first . NO CHEATING !


#1 nairne
#2 huixan
#3 xinyu
#4 jun hao
#5 eugene
#6 zheng jie
#7 shawn
#8 jian zong
#9 amenda
#10 seraphina
#11 cheryl


1.how did u meet 10 ?
- in gb?? ya.. hahas..

2.wad would u do if u have never met 6 ?
- nothing ba...? hahas.. :p

3.have you ever seen 4 cry ?
- nope.. ahhas..

4.wad will u do if 6 and 2 dated ?
- i dun tink tt possible.. cos they both kinda got 'stead' le.. oops.. :x

5.do u think 1 is pretty ?
- yes... she ish a rich taitai!! hahas..

6.tell me smth about number 11.
-she ish my junior.. lol!!

7.how do you knoe 8 ?
- through xinyu ba.. lol.. oops..

8.would u ever go on a date wif number 5 ?
- nope.. he like other ppl le.. oops.. :)

9.wad's 7 favourite colour ?
- well i oni same class wif him in pri one. and oni jus keep in contact recentli..
hahas..

1o.wad would u do if 2 confessed tt she liked u ?
- nah!! i am not a les..

11.Fact about 9
- she ish my darlin junior.. :)

12.who is 6 goin out wif ?
- i am not sure!! but i noe she ish a ger.. haha!! :p

13.who is number 5 to u ?
- my pri school fren?? YEA!!

14.would u ever live wif 11 ?
- dun tink shoo ba.. hahas..!!??

15.is 2 single ?
- dunno how to answer tis.. lol.. oops.. :x

16.how much does 3 mean to u ?
- not veri much ba... oops.. :x no offence..

17.wad do u think about 1 ?
- she ish my kinda les.. but not reali.. hahas.. :p

8.wads da best thing bout number 8 ?
- he ish still kinda gentle to gerxx.. haha!!

19.wad do u dislike about number 10 ?
- nothing ba.. lol.. she ish my daughter lerx..

thursday...
wake up at bout 12 plus..
den rmb dere ish a yfc thingy..
so rush all e all e way..
frankli speakin..
i was rather slack larx...
den meet qiqi..
at petir...
somemore rainin...
poor me..
gotta run under e rain..
haiz..
hahas...
den we took lrt to cck..
where we change to mrt to woodlands..
becos we are late...
weiyan ask us to roll down e stairs..
but we took escalator..
so we decided to walk slowli instead..
hahas..
den wait for minmin and xinxin..
lolx..
tot me and qiqi were e latest...
haiz..
den when to yfc..
play polar bear games..
den a talk..
den went to causeway..
den makan at mac..
den went to cold storage buy cheese cake..
but no more le..
so me and geok went to mrt to take mrt..
but i cant go in..
due to insufficient amt..
so ask geok to go first..
but she wait for me..
thanks GOD!!
cos i hate goin back alone..
den we in mrt there talkin..
feel much more better talkin...
den saw sharon at lrt..
so introduce e two of them...
den we talk talk talk..
hahas..
den geok get down first..
left me and sharon..
so we talk talk talk...
den walk home together..
talkin bout bpp...
well hate it man!!!
mdm used to tel us tt we still can go in after graduate..
but when we go,,
they saw we cant go in..
isn't t rubbish??!!
den went home put stuff..
den gotta meet kaiqiu a mac..
cos got skit practice,,,
den we there buyin fries..
hahas..
xinyu serve me..
hahas..
rush to church..
den start practicin..
haahs..
kaiqiu: xiao xiao
me: xiang xiang
zhiwei: wei wei
weiyan: min min
weiliang: lao shi
edna: dao yan
but weiliang didnt come..
so edna took his place..
den we were like laughin larx..
so dunno who say next prac laugh must pay 50cent..
-.-'' lol..
den end le..
kaiqiu and me went plaza..
makan..
den she sent me home..
hahas,,,
see my 大姐 shoo good..
hahas..
den she stay my house awhile..
den w edere joke joke...
hahass.
den she went home..
so den i bath and surf net lol..
den scan in some pictures...









yipee!!
i finalli noe how to scan pictures lerx..
i am shoo happy!!!

survery anenda dear wan me t0 d0 =))

FIVE YEARS AG0..
1) h0w 0ld r u?
- 9 years..

2) whiich sch diid u went t0?
- BukiT panJang primAry schOOl..

3) where diid u w0rk?
- oTher den helpiN mY mUm,, nO..

4) where diid u stay?
- bUkiT paNjAng,,

5) where diid u hang out?
- hoME and SchOOl..

6) h0w ur hairstyle?
- raTHer lonG,, keePin frInges..

7) diid u wear braces?
- nO..

8) diid u wear glasses?
- No,,

9) wh0 was ur best fren?
- wEi eN bA.. hAhaHa,,

10) wh0 was ur crush?
- i wAs stIll ratHer iNNoceNt..

11) wh0 was ur celebrity crush?
- naHH..

12) h0w many tatt00s diid u have?
- noNe.. i Am oNi pRi 4...

13) h0w many piercing d0 u have?
- noNE yet!!

14) what kind car d0 u have?
- nah! i dUN drIve,,

15) what ur favourite band gr0up?
- forgeEts lols..

16) what was ur m0st fear?
- InSeCTxx...

17) have u sm0ke a cigarette yet?
- naHH!!!

18) haven u drive yet?
- cAr raCin in ARcaDe,, YES!!!!

19) have u been arrested?
- nAhh..

20) have u been to a real party?
- de!! yesh!!

21) have u heart br0ken?
- naHH,,,

22) single, taken, married, div0rce, bitter?
- no boYFRenx meanz sinGLE..

WHAT M I N0W?
1) h0w 0ld r u?
- 14 years..
2) what grade r u n0w?
- seC 2.. nexT yEAr seC 3..

3) what sch diid u g0?
- fAjAr seczz..

4) where diid u w0rk?
- nAh.. i duN woRkz..

5) where diid u live?
- bUkIt P@njang..

6) where diid u hang 0ut?
- hoME.. schOOl.. plaZA.. lot 1.. churCH..

7) diid u wear braces?
- aBoUt tO.. nOT yET..

8) diid u wear glasses?
-nAhhH,,

9) wh0 ur best fren?
-nAhhH..

10) still gt t0kk t0 any of ur best fren?
- yesh!!..

11) wh0 was ur celebrity crush?
- nO ONe..

12) h0w many piercing d0 u have?
- 2.. lEfT anD rIGHT..

13) h0w many tatt00s diid u have?
- nAh..

14) what kind car d0 u have?
-nONE<>> i dUN DRivexx..

15) whiich band/singer u l0ve m0st?
- k one?? tinK sHOO..

16) what ur BIGGEST fears?
- dArKneSS..

17) have u been arrested?
- nAHHH..

18) have u had a br0ken heart bef0re?
- yesHH,,

19) single, taken, married, div0rce, bitter?
- sInGlE..

todae..
same ba..
gb..
ya..
suppose to meet eugene..
but he ended up still sleepin..
shoo no choice...
den went to take lrt..
wake xinyu up..
hahas,,,
den wait for her bout 5 mins at cck interchange...
lols..
take mrt to woodlands...
dere talkin..
ya..
blablabla..
den go ard lookin for breakfast..
in e end,,
eat a cheese-boat bread...
hahas...
rather stupid la...
den went ard askin ppl donate,,,
blablabla...
went plaza..
buy makan..
meet hui xian..
den went to her house to take bag..
ya..
i left it for a long time le..
den went home..
play with darling..
eat my tako ball..
hahas..
den went bathe..
rest..
den to church...
den plaza..
den buy makan home..
den bathe..
den online..
i can oni say i am deepli hurtzxx..
but i ve learn tis..





it ish hard to accept..
but i shall learn...