Happy Bday to bro-in-law..
hope you really did enjoy ur day..
my sister is so dame good lor..
she got my BIL e bluetooth earpiece that he has always wanted..
awww!!
so sweet right??
so yea..
dar got his dad a father and son shirt from OP..
hahas..
how nice and cute when both of them wear it together la!!
:D
alright..
so many things coming..
just manage to finish all e tutorial...
exams coming..
due date for project also comin..
LIKE OMGWTF!!
i dun have any time to prepare myself at all..
it like suddenly e exam became such a ruh..
but yea..
:)
dance competition also coming,,
hmmm..
not gettin e amount of rest i should be having..
eyebag thicker and darker..
haiz..




anyway..
people as been sayin i am white..
LIKE WTF!
even my babe also say so when i webcam with her..
find it so true myself too..
like as if i have no blood sia..
hahah!!!
needa go tan myself..
but somehow..
tanning doesn't seems to work for me lerx..
how arx??
:s




gonna work tomoro..
alright..
i am extremely tired already..
goodnight people!!
miss me till den~~ :)

Ytd was a fun day spending with brenda jasmine kahwee and oth..
well..
nice and full lunch at ichiban..
went ard with with and slowly they had to leave one by one leaving only me and bebe..
we went to do our nails and yes..
my dear girl is so flicked minded!!hahas..
jokin..
so yea..
went on to work..
and i was half an hour early!!
OMG!!
haiz..
went ard to get some stuff den went to store early..
ok i shittty find out that i forget to bring my pos card and lanyard!!
wtfnot!!!
lucky derek was kind enuff to excuse me..
oh yea..
i was still shocked by the amount of ppl in my store..
there were like 11 of us!!
well..
reason being there were 4 MIT!
(manager in training)
and one idk whats his role but i suppose his name is chandra?
ok i dk how to spell so yea..
due to e mit training, only manage to leave store at bout 1050..
OMG!!
rushed home and i was famished!!
thanks god that wincy cook dinner..
eat bath..
by e time i settle down infront of my coup it already after 1230..
haiz..
complete my reflection...
and was waiting for df to come online..
was suppose to send df some stuff after work..
but df didn't come online at all!!
neither did df send me a sms or what..
wat make me even more piss was u did come online or should i say **ing..
freakin dumb to wait till 2 plus..
keep thinkin u will come online!!
end up was farkin tired..
couldn't wait and just went to sleep..
at least i still bother sendin u a sms..
but u didn't even reply!!
:(
tink i am stupid!!
anw so yea..
set alarm at 7..
but freakin tired.
end up only wake up at 9..
but doze off again till 11..
and this time round with my every nasty ulcers..
consisting of one on my lower lip causes it to swell~~
and e other 2 on my left gum..
one up and one down..
how fuckin nice!!!
speak as if i am short tongue or what..
so yea..
rush to school as i was extremely late..
den who noe lesson end already..
so yea..
meet brenda and oth for lunch..
well..
lucky for us..
went with e guys..
so we actually took ranjit's car..
(lester me brenda and oth)
den e others took ian's car..
(benaiah, leon, alvin, fazial and syarif)
alright..
those 2 guys were practically racing on e road la~~~
ahha..
but fun..
how nice when u have ppl who drives..
:))
so yea..
den went to ikea..
eat what??
hotdog bread!!
lols!!!
den went to shell and back to school..
attended tutoial and practical~~
den went to fc5 meet nessy for kfc..
freakin hungry..
den went up to clubhouse and went for dance..
wasn't in e mood..
sorry ben..
idk where..
but my whole mind was thinkin bout ~~~~~...
after dance stay back for more prac..
and wait till e seniors to finish their lesson..
den tried on peiwen's costume and had a short dance with samuel..
eh..
i was so paiseh can!!!
maybe i am not used to it la..
sorry.
den change out..
talk a bit..
den went home with leping and sam..
reach home bout 10 plus again..
haiz..
den tok to sis and eat den bathe..
den came online and e rest i shall not mention..
cos i was already frustrated..
even after i come online..
more stuff to make me pissed!!
WTF NOT!
:(:(

my whole mind was all about u today!!
shed tears..
does it help?
no..
it only make me more sad..
can u please dun do that..
cand just tell me what should i do??

anyway i got this from some bloggie..
cos i find it really true..
or at least should i say for my case yes,

When you are together with that special someone, you pretend to ignore that person. But when that special someone is not around, you might look around to find them.
At that moment, you are in love.

Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh,
your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone.
Then, you are in love.

Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back, to let you know of their safe arrival,
your phone is quiet.
You are desperately waiting for the call!
At that moment, you are in love.

If you are much more excited for one short e-mail fromthat special someone than other many long e-mails,
you are in love.

When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the
messages in your answering machine because of one message
from that special someone, you are in love.

When you get a couple of free movie tickets, you would
not hesitate to think of that special someone.
Then, you are in love.

You keep telling yourself, “that special someone is just a friend”, but you realize that you can not avoid that person’s special attraction. At that moment, you are in love.

While you are reading this page, if someone
appears in your mind,
then u are in love with that person.

So, who are you thinking of while reading this?

i can only say it you!

~~crazy tasha~~

~~toyo tasha~~

!!love!!

!!Squash!!

eve is turnin into a rudolph soon..
if her flu is still not gonna recover..
has been rubbin my nose since e movie earlier on with my darlings...
oh yea..
so yeap..
meet tasha sweetie at phoenix lrt and we bus to jp..
since we were both very late..
wanna cab but yea..
we bus instead..
meet kahwee and had lunch at long john..
den maznie join us..
but e ting is..
jp theatre is FULL!!
OMG~~
so we decided to head down to west mall..
yea..
luckily there were space~~~
hahas..
so we watched 2012..
hmm..
tat when my flu started..
lucky i got myself a milo to keep me warm..
thanks TASHA NADIA YAP for ur jacket also!!
hahas..
den show end..
went to novena..
yea..
took so much photo with TNY on train!! haha..
spam on fb already..
we had so much jokes to share..
ok actually all inside jokes!~~
e 2 station especially!!
hahahs
so yeap..
den eat steamboat...
reach home..
and bathe for dar!!
oh...
he has been mad at me this few day..
hmmm..
:(
just so glad tat i gotta spend some time with him just now,,
when elder sis went out..
leavin me to look after him..
and yes..
we are fine already..
haha!! LOVE him so much!!

a little tired tonight..
sorry to people whom i seems moddy to..
but i am really alright..
i am just tired..
no lyin..
:))

on a side note..
i still can't seems to forget certain things in e past..
it just keep flashin thru my mind..
how nice~~

dk why..
coulnd't webcam with tasha..
gonna try again tomoro.
and yea..
lpool vs mc tomoro night,,
startin at 840...
hopefully i will be back on time to watch..
:))

goodnight people...
loves!!

tomoro no school~~
lalala!!!
hahahs..
lesson was cancelled by lectures..
hmm..
this few day has been laughin and laughin!!
thanks to all my frens..
hehe!!
LOVE YOU GUYS AND GIRLS!!!


It is sometimes better to get a friend rather than a enermy..
agree?
:)


but e one i am and have always been tinkin recently is my secondary school clique..
...oops...
like e boys and girls brigade people..
my batch one la~~
4 yrs of life pass by pretty fast..
but they have always been there for me without fail~~~
Camps such as expedition..
and hillary challenge..
outward bound..
and alot more!!
of course..
there are also stuff like e&d..
national day..
speech day..
all these trainin..
oh how much i miss those time man!!

hahaha!!!
i miss JASMINE TOH XIU YI so much too!!!
haha!!
finally once again meeting her this sat!!~~
hahahah..
*misses*

gonna go people~~
i wanna sleep now..
*MUACK*

babe and hunk!!
haha~~
tat sound so weird..
ayite..
e crazy ~eve~ is back..
as of today at this moment..
ahha!!
reason being..
i dun wanna to let myself be affected by anymore stuff..
:))
i wanna be back myself..
whatever shall happen..
just let it happen..
whatever tat is not gonna happen..
let's just forget it..
:))
isn't tat how we go about living?
haha..
i am happy~~
gonna be e cheerful me..
people please guide me along the way..
i am still growin and learnin!!
:)


mummy's drawin of my family~~


baby and me~~ <3


HANBAOBAO~~


with syikeen..~~ <3


sleepin in fad class..~~ hahas..
lesson too dry!!!



loving you may be hard..
but i am just gonna take thing slowly..
and normal!!
no point forcing...
right?
:)

2012 is a NICE MOVIE!!
watch it~~
hahas..
yea so my day went like this..

meet brenda at dover station..
ok guess wat..
i took a train to cck..
den cck to je..
je to pioneer..
pioneer to dover..
den waited half hour plusplus for tat dear girl..
total??
i spent a whole 2 hour in e train station..
or maybe more!!
hahas..
hmm..
so went she reach,,
i show her one very nice action..
haha..
it just for fun la~~
but i swear i am seriously bored in e station..
tink ppl tink i siao one..
haha..
so ya..
den she reach..
and guess wat..
she told me i can't stay inside for more den 2 hr..
if not they charge me $2//
ahahs..
so i quickly went out..
den we saw tenghow.
.haha!!
yea..
gonna meet him for movie also..
so we went in..
lols..
took e train to causeway..
eat swensen!!
hehex..
nice one~~
YUMMY!!!
nice catchin up with brenda also~~
..MUACK..
so yea..
went to arcade..
zac arrive..
and alvin den kel..
haha..
kel tot we at jp sia~~
lols..
anyway.
me and brenda played e roller coaster game..
we got 2 free play..
hahas..
cos i tink other ppl put credit..
LOL!!!
yea..
hmm so we went up~~
lalala~~
bad seats!!
SUCKY!!
hahas..
but what matter most was tat e movie was nice..
omg..
i so agree with brenda..
e pilot was a hunk!!
hehehex..
but yea~~~
why must he die!!
anyway..
one part of e movie nice,,
ok..
quite a few part actually..
and we were like appluadin.
hahas..
nice middle finger from e girl..
shall not say too much..
it up to ur to watch it and comment..
hehehe..
hmm..
so after tat...
went went to eat ice cream..
lalal~~
den meet sis..
anyway..
i got my new hp strap.
e white one with my name on it..
finally got a new one to replace..
since e old one is like tearin..
:))
ok..
i shall end off early..
today has been a very tired day..
:))

realise i could trust no one anymore..
certain things are meant to be kept as secret..
but some just wun understand..

seriously..
i dun fuckin care if u did or did not read tat post..
i hae posted it..
and i wun change..
simple..


on a happy note..
i love jive!!
and i love my frens..
OMGOMG!!
haha!!!

is it a must to ask them?

wheeee~~~
darling han baobao has finally unlock his bloggie..
reason being..
o levels are over!!
hehe..
let meet up soon!!
anyway..
where got people ask for so many option one?!?!?
maximum 2 no 3!!
hahas..
miss you so much sia~~~
anyway u are still so cheeky!!
hehex..

went for sp sportday today..
photos will be up tomoro i suppose..
very tired larx..
went to work also..
i tink e supervisor name fareen?
sweet lady..
nice too..
:)
time flew..
ehehehz..
but i am seein stars..
no eat and drink..
tsK!!
but yea.
i manage to last till 10 50 and get a milk tea from mos burger to fill me first..
satisfaction~~
hehecx..

darling makin me feel so free and easy everyday..
haha~~
recently instead of just callin me xiao yi..
he started to learn from jayden didi and call me weiwei..
haha..
so end up..
everyday..
he call me xiaoyi weiwei~~ ♥
and of cus..
wat makes me so happy is havin him telin me goodnight darling everynight..
hehexx
♥♥♥

ok so now..
goodnight people~~
i am very very tired le..

tonight i have fallen and i can't get up..
i need your loveing hands to come and pick me up..

i am tired..
physically and mentally...
tired of facing all these shitty stuff everyday..
tired because i am not having enough rest recently..
can't wait to go mia..
which will be soon!!
:)


gonna start revising soon..
just started on 2 modules..
statistic and safety marine environment..
i wanna pull up my gpa to at least 3..
hmm yea..
anyway..
julien class today were kinda fun..
and i was slow in understandin his lesson today..
:(
ok but at least i did understand it in e end..
thanks to jalyn and alvin!! hahas..


alright i gonna sleep..
way too tired..
night people..
muack..

sometimes i ask myself..
why could i like you..
why i don't i like someone more to myself..
but then i couldn't find a answer..
and that when i realise love is simple..
but i will start avoiding all these little tricks which make me fall deeper..
cause at this point of time..
i am already having a hard time climbing out..
i am hurt enough..

seating in front og my lappy..

eyelid gettin heavier as each minutes pass..
but i told myself i can't sleep still..
or at least not till my hair dry..
but e prob is..
will i be able to wake up for tomoro's morning bukit timah hill climbin??
haiz..
tink sis coming to fetch me at 8.
so which mean i gotta get ready by latest 745..
:(
i am so tired..
after one whole day of activities..
went out to collect payment with sis family..
den went to east coast..
for darling to ride his bike..
but when we reach..
bro-in-law say tat we can actually ride too..
so we got 2 normal bike and one extra one with child seat..
yea..
ride from playground to to e place where people play water skateboard there?
as in near jumbo?
den ride back..
hmm..
had a enjoyable dinner at kfc at playground..
*anyway on a side note..
i tink i have been very naughty recently..
such as to skip meals when i shouldn't be doin so..*
alright..
so after tat we went back and rest..
chat online and sis decided to go biking~~
to holland for ICE CREAM!!
*faint*
lucky plan was cancel becos we only leave home at 12..
hahas..
cycle to beauty world instead..
nicole sis drive and fetch darlin with maid there..
hahas..
had supper at mac..
and we ride home..
woah..
diana sis almost cos all of us to had a HUGE ACCIDENT..
>.<
hahas..
no la..
just tat we all jam break..
LOL!
anyway.
.yea reach bout 2 plus goin 3..
and darling throw tantrum..
tsk!!
but yea..
after some time he cool down..
and lalalal~~~
:))
ok..
tink i really gonna sleep..
i am very very very tired..
goodnight people!!
:)

link has been change for another blogger..
:))
people who noe what i means can jolly well ask me for e link..
merci!!

*i have to say sorry to this person..
for puttin u into such a difficult position..
but i have to say..
since u have choosen this path..
a path tat u once say u couldn't walk..
so dun blame us for whatever that has or is goin to happen..
if he really did such a ting..
as in to gib something tat doesn't belong to him..
den i will say i feel so fuckin disgusted by his every action..
i wun take it back..
becos u have make tat thing so FUCKIN DISGUSTIN!!
but i make sure i will make u PAY!!
so u betta make sure u REALLY have WADEVA SHIT u need to PROVE tat it YOURS!!

jive jive jive!!!
i love it~~
hehehex..
jump jump jump~~~
gettin me high!!!
hahahax..
ok
i no i am crazy..
df say i am way too crazy..
cos i am very high!!
hahahs..
idk why~~~
we were practisin formation after dance today..
hahas..
so many junior squezzin in tat small area dancing..
but it was fun overall..
i miss formation!!
hahas..
can't wait for ltr on..
hmm..
e leanin part was funny!!
hahas..
*inside jokes*
hehe~~


hmm anyway..
darling was so cheeky just now!!
hahahs..
he was in e room alone watchin tv..
so i went in to check on him..
i tok to him with no reply..
so i smack his butt and decided to go out..
den suddenly..
darlin:i dun wanna tok to u cos u always hit me
i went over and..
me:awww.. sorry darling.. den i dun hit u i hug u can..?
darlin:cannot.. u kiss me la
(so i kiss him on e cheek)
me:can or not?? still angry??
darling:cannot.. kiss me on e lip la!
(surprise.. o.O cos darling dun like ppl kissin him. not to even mention on his lip..)
so i did as he say and kiss him on e lip!!
hahas~~
so sweet and cheeky right!!




ok i wanna sleep already..
goodnight people!!
i wanna dance in e rain..
anyone?

this week wasn't a good week for me..
so many things has been happening..
good bad..
wadeva..
i kinda miss the old times..
before everything started to change..
i miss my semester 1 lecturers..
it not tat i dun like my current lecturers..
it just i miss all my funny lecturers..
not lecturers tat will go on and on..

have been tryin to figure out my happiness..
manage to get some..
but not all..
still trying..

dance were fine..
at least i manage to catch up by goin recap today!!
thanks God..
but i still wanna improve myself..

work starting soon..
next week..
but lucky for me..
only wed..
:)
but sad thing is till it closes and i can't go for technic class..
:(

ok i shall go and sleep now..
long day tomoro..
*scary*
hahas..

u have misunderstand me..
i dun mean or ask for anithing..
i am just voicing out my opinion..
is it wrong for me to do so too??

Tonight I've fallen and can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
and every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are holding you
holding you
holdin you
tonight