i am not being emo by saying wat i should say for e previous post..
i am just being frank to the friend i noe..
i dun wish to carry on dragging things further simply be cos he is forever not there for me..
BTW for your info..
this relationship didn't even start at all..

today mark e last day of me being my sales promoter..
got my pay and went to meet nic @ tanjong pagar..
to get nat's clothes..
hahas..
in e end..
she wore e same as me but just diff colour..
pics can only be shown next week..
LOLS...
cos tat nic's weddin den..
anxious a little..
but i hope it is gonna be fun FuN FUN!!!
weeeeeeeeee...
den eat salty crab..
hahas..
my favourite..
LOLS..
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<<1!2!3!4!>>
lolls..

tomorrow ah ma's death anniversary
guess a lot or most i should say..
of my relative is coming over..
yes..
to pray..
so ya..
i wanna go out..
anyone??
but i doubt anyone could ask..
unless a miracle appear..
""-.-""

i am in deep shit man..
i guess i am startin to like a guy..
which i didn't expected tat to happen..
OMG!!
but i noe it will never happen..
anyway..
to people who ask me to link ur..
i will ok..
but really needa wait..
cos it is not easy for me to do so using lappy..
:)
take care people..
GOD BLESS!!

i am freking exhausted this few days..
LOLS
currently @ nic new house,,
haha..
not bad..
very classic and cosy for 2 people..
:)
yipee..
gonna change my phone soon..
and e good news is??
i already have my new funny no..
FUNNY??!!
because it is just 1 no diff from diana's.
which she and her husband force me to take it..
-.-''
but yeA..
den today went for dar's lesson @ forum..
den went shoppin..
meet up with grandma mummy and nic..
with to far-east,,
den went to eat in a thai restuarant..
hahas..
den more shoppin..
den went home..
den walk over to nic house alone.
.haha
not bad..
but i fell down..
and i am rather slow and seems a little funny..
ARX,,
my leg pain,,
*wah*
d now dar is goin round and round nic house..
hahas..
kinda like hide ans seek..
LOLS..

sorry to my fren...
i hope u understand tat there are certain things tat i can't help..
it is btw u couples..
ur should solve it urself..
and not askin my how or askin me to ask her..
seriously can't lie..
i am getting a little annoyed by it..

i gotta say sorry to d.l//
i hope u understand tat i needa someone who can be with me..
and not someone who is always busy..
yes i noe it is due to ur studies..
den since ur studies is more important den go ahead with it..
i use to tink tat things will change..
but no..
and i am tired of it..
tat why i choose not to accept u right from e start.

ARHX..
i am seriously tired..
totally exhausted..
haha..
i thank God tat i managed to noe a fren..
sad to say..
tomoro is her last day..
but i got to meet this really cute guy..
hahas..
he workin there too..
but different department thou..
guess tomoro is his last day too..
anyway..
today i manage to make some sales..
<>
and it comes bout 4 plus??
can't blame..
cos e stuffs there is really expensive..
e handphone charm cost $14.80..
but it is really worth it..
plus it is a Japan product..
so totally worth it..
:)
anyway..
do come and visit isetan..
there is a sales..
hahas..
at parkway parade..
well..
i am tired of standin thou..
FREAKIN TIRED..
lucky it is only for one week..
if not i will die..
haha
of exhaustion..

counting down in another 11 hour and 51 minutes i will be workin..
ahhas..
dun ask me if i am excited..
cos i am not..
dunno why..
anyway..
had fun chattin with some old frens..
HAHA..
surprisingly he is definitely more funny den e old him tat i noe of..
hahas..
thx anyway..
but he is just not as cute as ELMO!!
we will meet up one day..
and i for sure will pinch ur cheeks..
:)
lols..
anyway,,
goin to bed le..
sleepy bugs on me again..
hahas..
lastly..
i workin @ parkway parade, isetan..
hahas..
dunno wat e workin environment like..
so yea..
pls pray for me peeps!!
:)

nic's weddin gift..

e dress tat i bought..
and how i look from e side.



e front view..
e person told me to wear a 3 inch heels..
LOLs..
which i might consider since i am quite find with it,,
and i needa find a longer necklace to go with e dress..
becos of e v cut..
lucky it high!!
:)



e other dress tat my sis find nice..
but i dun really like cos e top is way too over..
as in i am not really comfortable with this kind of v cut..



nic and sherwin's weddin photo once again..

PHWE!!
i am freakin tried from all e shoppin today..
hahas..
went to meet nat for breakfast..
well it more of brunch la..
den over to my house to change..
and down we go to forum for dar lesson..
so me and nat went to toy r'us for more and more shoppin..
LOL!
den we went to central point for even more shoppin.
this time round to shop for e dresses to be wore on nic's weddin!!
believe it..
i tried more den 5 pieces of clothing and i am really tired..
but i did manage to get e one tat suit me e most..
and mind you..
this is for e mornin part..
which mean i migght go for another shoppin for e dinner..
or i will be wearin my sis tube dress..
which i tink it quite cute..
haha...
THXS to nat sabo..
i might otherwise be e mc for nic's weddin..
but i am gonna leave it to God to decide..
cos i sabo nat first..
haha..
ya..
after much shoppin..
i got tat dress for $70..
paid by nic..
LOSL!!
den went over to xiang le for dinner..
and blablabal..
e rest are history..
LOLS!!

i really don't mean to be racist when i request JOSH to name his pup as wiwi and val.
it just kinda remind me of my 2 dogs..
of e same name..
yes..
val pass away and wiwi no longer live with us..
he is living with my sis-ex..
mum say she no longer wanna have a dog in our house..
becos we never wan to take care of it..
however..
i believe mum never regret loving val before..
she dotes on her thou she always scold her..
i dun mind people laughin on e way i suggest e name..
but i hope ur understand i am not being racist..
and thou i noe Josh wun use these 2 name..
i still prayin for his pups!
cos i wish tat they could just be as cheerful like val and wiwi..
adorable and obedience..
of cos..
fun loving and always so cute..
:)

tomoro dardar will be back from hk!!
i can't wait to go see him..
anyway..
finally goin bookfest with xinyu tomoro!!
:)

GOD BLESS EVERYONE..
SMILE AND JUST PRAY!
ALL TROUBLES WILL BE GONE AS LONG AS U PUT UR FAITH IN GOD..
EVEN IF U FACE IT..
DUN WORRY..
GOD IS JUST MAKING U A STRONGER PERSON BY DOIN IT..
JIAYOU PEEP!!

I AM FREE LERX!!
after waiting for such a long moment..
i can finally shout this out!!
O's level is over..
HAHA!!
i suddenly got e feeling of emptiness..
e suddenly feeling of BORED!!
becos my job is only startin next week and this week there is no outin!!
well..
friday maybe..
if xinyu wanna go..
hahas..
to bookfest mean..
lotsa new book is on sale lerx..
*itch*itch*
hahas..
den just 2 more days till i can go and fetch my little boy..
LOLS!!
tink he is very happy with so many stuff to play with..
:)
so many outin not confirm..
but tink countdown should be most likely confirm..
:)

anyway..
today 1 of my fren ask me a very funny question..
she a gerl larx..
but i promise not to say her name ler..
LOLS!!
she ask..
"wat kind of boyfriend are u actually lookin for.."
so my rpely was..
"0.0 u interested in me arx"
hahas..
we joke like how we use to joke again..
lols..
anyway my final replay was..
i dun nid tat guy to be with me everytime..
or even have to chat with me everytime..
i believe each of us need to have our own freedom..
to be with our frens and family..
being together everyday or almost daily make us bored..
i mean..
thou i like him a lot..
(tat for sure if he is my bf)
i dun wan to tie him down..
and definitely i dun wish he do tat to me too..
i dun nid him to be carin for me..
and @ times just treat me like his buddies..
tat would e fun..
cos we get to do e favourite things tat he like..
and mine of cos..
but of cos..
i wish he could remember certain important dates..
ok actually only 2.
my birthday and of cos..
e day when we are together..
and..
i hope tat he is a christian too..
at least we wun have diff opinion bout religious view..
cos sometimes when it is diff..
it is hard to not quarrel!!!
and tat e end of it..
will update if there is more..
LOSL!!>
am not lookin for one now..
but if i really found e one..
den why not..
hahas..
and so our chat continues..
we continue jokin bout our futures..
which she reminded me of certain things..
and it totally freaky to have her as my fren k..
cos we are both crazy..
HAHAH!!!
gotta go..
night peeps!!

tomoro mark e final day of my o's level!!
yipee!!!
guess everyone will be goin either out to celebrate..
or home to sleep..
hahas..

currently @ sis house..
since she is oversea..
and my mum is not feeling well..
i have to take down customer order..
and well..
writing invoice..
hais..
it is fun yet tiring..
and it can be confusin and frastratin @ time...
LOLS!!
i am not complainin by sayin so..
i tink it gives me a idea of how tiring a adult can be..
when they are workin..
and i must realy take my hat off for these peeps..
:)

anyway..
i heard a very sad news..
mr ng is leavin fajar..
well i mean thou i won't be stayin at fajar anymore..
but it is a pity for them tat such a good teacher is leavin..
mr ng is really one of the very few teacher tat earn my respect over my four years in fajar..
he can be fierce @ times but he is really caring!!
he is also one of the teacher whom i never see to gib up on anything..
mr ng..
just wanna wish u all e best in whatever u do..
u have really been a great teacher to all of us..
especially e seniors since we have been with u since sec 1...
i will never forget e pe lesson u had with us in sec 1..
a teacher who teach not only exercise..
but also a person wel-being and FUN!!
May God bless u and your family in ur family..
hope to see you around during graduation day and well..
even after we grauate from fajar!!
:)
thank you once again..
Mr Ng..
you will not be forgotten by 1e1 student of year 2005..

just came back..
went to take some stuff from my fren..
whew..
seriously..
i had no knowledge of all bout singapore history..
hahas...
but thou shall not say it..
since it looks like a hidden secret..
:)

anyway..
i am really tired these few days..
dunno why..
tink e sleepy bugs are all creepin up to me..
HAHA!!
gotta go lerx..
countin down 3 more days to dardar return!!
which is @ nite..
guess i will be travelling down to fetch him again..
hahas..
see you guys!!
:)

i am shoo happy today..
luckily before paper start..
mrs lim say she goin to cancel e chem 5 hour revision..
haha...
den ater paper..
went with jas xinyu and jun ru to eat at 163!!
den took bus and train to find dar at airport..
in e end i reach earlier den them...
some people say i very stupid go do this kind of thing..
but frankly speakin..
is tat any of your business??
and i do tat becos i love him so much..
so yea..
e trip back home was bout 2 hour..
and i am freakin bored!!
almost dozed off quite some time on e train!!
ARGGH!!

i dun tink people really do understand me..
not even my own family members..
well..
it just seems so stupid lolx..
imagine everything is your fault but u are not e one..
and no one really understands how u feel...
sad!!
plus e fact tat dar is goin hk tomoro..
and i can't send him off..
at first tot of sendin him after my paper..
which last for 1 hour..
but who noe..
i gotta stay back for chem till 2 plus..
sucky right..
tat not worse.
e worse part is dar is only comin back on fri night..
which means our grad day!!
hopefully i can meet him with my new phone done and new haircut!!

tue also have to go school..
for chem once again..
chem is our first apper to start and last paper to end..
hopefully i can do well too!!

pig is still havin 4 more papers to go!!
jia you k!!
dun slack!!
LOLS!!
because u are a pig!!
:)
everyone jia you!!
just a few more days to go..
to be exact 3..
den last till fri which is grad days!!
WHEEEE!!!!!!!
and everyone it is time to PARTY!!

tink this yr is really my change to adulthood..
hahas..
a lot of things is happening and some is goin to happen..
it is gonna be e first countdown party too!!
anyone interested??
hahas..
got a few cfm le..
but more peeps to join??
hehex..
LET ROCK DOWN OUR TEENAGE LIFE THIS TIME ROUND!!]
WAHOO!!

i had change my blog skin!!
another 2 more papers and tat it..
guess i am really sick and tired tat why i choose not to go phy today..
but i will be goin for chem..
hahas..
anyway..
my job should be more or less confirm..
just waitin for e final confirmation next week..
:)
a lot of outings coming..
which include to the book fest with xinyu..
next is outin with xinyu and bitch...
hehex..
den with huixian..
and with pig..
and i might have to go back to gb..
well..
it shall all depend on God where he wants me to serve..
anyway..
for many people infos on why i am getting a job early..
becos i have to pay for my outings and my allowance..
i needa learn to save money..
plus i am payin for my own phone bills...
so..
it just u work for what u want..
but of course..
my faith is still in God that he will provides for me..


me together with huixian and xinyu went for bf today.
we chat a lot..
and i tink one topics which i could like to openly discuss is frens..
in primary school..
all girls will like i fren u i dun fren u...
well..
it kinda funny and stupid when u look back now,,,
maybe it is just part of a growin stage..
den it comes to secondary school..
u tot u will find someone who u can trust..
but it turns out..
e people whom u trust e most..
are normally e one who hurt u emost and who betrays u..
well..
i dun mean..
everyone is not trustworthy..
there are of cos some whom i trust to a certain point..
and these normally happen btw girls..
with e exception of some guys...
but for mine case..
i normally told guys more secret den gerls fren..
cos e will forget e next day when u told them anything..
or they will be too lazy to bother with it,,,
how nice it is..



dar dar is goin oversea next week AGAIN!!
hahas..
but he is sick..
so i ask of u people to pray for him please!!
THANKS!!

ok,..
i noe i should be sleepin by now..
but i just got so excited after watchin f1 online..
guess wat!!
LEWIS HAMILTON IS THE F1 2008 CHAMPIONSHIP!!
whee!!!
and he is e youngest..
@ e age of 23 with dunno how many months and days!!
hehex..
gonna share this with shanky since i noe he is supportin L.H too!!
till den..
goodnight everyone..
:)