OMG, I just love HUNKS~~\

And yes, including him, even if he used to be a teen drug addict..

It doesn't prove that people don't change..

<3 <3 <3 Awwwww

Friday, January 29, 2010

Ok, back to what i have to say.. I am feeling very sad.. for a comment some people made..
*you should just quit school and focus on dance*
reason being, i have been so involve in dance for the whole of January. I am not angry, but i am just seriously bother by it.. Imagine hearing this from people u are seriously close to, I feel hurt and I cried.. It just that I didn't expect that to come from you guys.. I mean I know your are saying that cos your are concern, but those word just come too sudden and too harshly.. For a moment, i just couldn't accept it.. Thanks still..

Maybe I wasn't suitable for what I am in.. Certain actions have to be act out for certain reasons.. I don't wish for that day to come so soon, but I know when the day it come, I will just have to accept it... The cold hard fact that will soon appear to me.. I have too many things to consider through..

Alright, I am not emo.. It just some thought that I have and I just wanna post them out.. So as to make me feel better, happier..

Anyone rmb this post I've made before? on the above state date?

Yea, I remember this, clearly. Every single thoughts of mine as I was blogging this post. It came back to me just like yesterday. So clearly, so hurtful once again. But well, how true it is?

I doubt I can dance anymore.. Even if I can, how long can I do so? 1 year? 3 years? 5 years? Or is it only gonna last for 1 months? a few weeks? 3 days? How long will it last till I'm forced to stop dancing?!

Maybe this is what they call revenge you know, after neglecting my friends for so long, dance decided to neglect me forever. It chose not to be my friend anymore. It chose to leave me alone when I'm happy, when I'm sad, when I'm hurt or whenever I need them here.

It leaves me.... Forever...

I'm feeling super guilty..

I regretted bringing you there.

It all my fault.

And there no way to bring you back anymore..

You have changed.

From bad to worse.

Bad headache today, at first it was ok, den getting worse..

Affecting my concentration..

Ok, as the title stated...

I'm not a frequent clubber, but I do club from time to time. :)

I do love this kind of nightlife...

Being out with friends staying out, partying.

Of course, knowing new cutie is the best part of the day~~

I don't love going every single week, but i do believe that once in a while is fine.

I do believe that whatever you do inside, you have to answer for you own action.

Well true enough, there a saying that goes, whatever happen there, stays there..

But, just make sure whatever you do, don't let your friends have a change view of u.

My friends and I were super disappointed with someone's action, or should I say surprised..

We didn't thought you would as a lady, but you surprised us with more than you should have..

Well, maybe that what they mean a wolf in sheep skin..

Most importantly, learn how to protect yourself dear friend.

#Aquarius Lover : They love to give pleasure, in keeping with their altruistic and philanthropic spirit. They also tend to seek agreement in your friendly and harmonious way, a real boon in the give and take of partnership. Aquarius also adore vulnerability in a lover. They need a companion who can help them get in touch with their innermost feelings and teach them to put the analyzing aside.

I know my dreams, and like everyone else, I want to pursue it..

As much as I want to, I've obstacles..

My back, financial, my ability to do so?

Yes, I'm doubting myself now seriously..

Can I?

I wanna dance like any other performance, to be able to express themselves.

Am i?

Finally a new change in here..

It getting dull you think so? hehex..

So I did change my blogskin.. :)

Finally I've completed my Port planning & operation project..

Stay up e whole night just to complete it..

Great accomplishment..

& as the person say, learning in a hard way?

I guess that person me..

But it over and I'm cool:)

Oh yea, feel like joining the SPCA run on the 27 June.

Anyone interested?

Gotta sleep driving tmr~~

Lovess!