is getting a reward more important or what e student need more important? by forcing us to go in your way, neither of us will gain.. Maybe we MIGHT, BUT definitely, NOT in the short term.. Plus the fact that, we are gonna be only in it for 3 years, what about the batch that is coming in after? and next? sometimes we can't only tink for ourselves, but also we must tink for those coming later..

so yea, kinda wasted 3 hours of my life there.. someone kinda shock me though..

lucky i have movie after that.. since cheerene and samuel took charles' car, e rest of us ( Adeline, Martin, Junyan, Leonard and Me ) took train to bugis... oh well, we still have our crazy jokes with e three retards guys there.. LOL.. so yea, lucky we were still on time for e movie.. well, Diary of a wimpy kid? Rated :3/5 *? around there i suppose.. kinda retard though but yea.. After movie went to have dinner!! YEAP~~ without cheerene and samuel.. hmm.. den charles left around 8 50 goin 9? so e remainin 5 of us went for dessert.. YUMMY!!! *LoVES* den went to walk around and home at bout 10 plus.. LOL!! enjoyed my day with them!! Lovely peeps!!

*just a nice song to share*

*~i wanted you~*

I wanted you to be there when I fall

I wanted you to see me through it all

I wanted you to be the one I loved

I wanted you, I wanted you

I wanted you to hold me in my sleep

I wanted you to show me what I need

I wanted you to know just how down deep

I wanted you, I wanted you

i love the way you look at me.. :)

Don't Know Why

I waited 'til I saw the sun

I don't know why I didn't come

I left you by the house of fun

I don't know why I didn't come

I don't know why I didn't come

When I saw the break of day

I wished that I could fly away

Instead of kneeling in the sand

Catching teardrops in my hand

My heart is drenched in wine

But you'll be on my mind

Forever

Out across the endless sea

I would die in ecstasy

But I'll be a bag of bones

Driving down the road along

My heart is drenched in wine

But you'll be on my mind

Forever

Something has to make you run

I don't know why I didn't come

I feel as empty as a drum

I don't know why I didn't come

I don't know why I didn't come

I don't know why I didn't come

Great Weekend at Resort world, Universal studio & Dance workshop..

went over to Resort world for a night stay after dance practice and dinner on Friday.. well, that place, is just like a Chalet hotel kinda stuff.. lol.. but end up, i didn't even get to sleep.. Darling was havin a fever, and after he fall asleep, his mummy went over to casino.. so yes, i have to look after him.. CHeckin his temperature every half an hour.. early next morning, went over to their gym.. LOL.. anyway.. My Bmi was 18.5!! i just reach normal weight categories whereas my sister is seriously underweight.. haha!!! e machine can't even sense her weight a few time when she was standin on it.. LOL..

so yea.. after that we went back and prepare for check out.. den had breakfast and off we go to Universal studio.. well.. it was fun.. and for my 18 yrs of life.. i finally took a ride on roller coaster.. A bit unbelievable right? LOL.. i always give myself excuses to get away from seating one.. i will always look at e warning signboard, and tell myself i have a weak heart so i shouldn't try..haha!! kinda dumb though.. so yea.. my first ride was on e mummies one.. daddy ride with us too.. o.O well, couldn't see much since it was a indoor one.. but i am freakin sure i was grabbin my eldest sister hand hahah!! after that, third sis decided to bring mummy for lunch.. since she was hungry.. and my bro-in-law jusyt decided to try galatica-px and cyclone before headin for lunch so that he wun vomit.. i was hesitated to join them as i never like it.. but yea.. i decided to follow him and my forth sis just to watch them play,, but somehow or rather, i was drag in into e queues.. and guess wat.. Don(brother-in-law) decided to take e first row... despite him allowin me to hold his arm, i stil think he was tryin to get me killed.. LOL.. and we got e first ride of the day!!( after e test run of course since it was a new vehicle) :x

so yes, i board it.. it was goin up slowly, and with a sudden g-force, it just zoom up and down.. WTH!! for a moment, i tot my heartbeat was gonna stop.. but apparently, i was e only one who feel that way as sis and tarsi also feel it.. hehex.. but after that fall, i feel shiok.. e feelin of being twisted around, i LOVE it... hehex.. so after coming down from it, don decided to tried cyclone straight.. ( blue ) OMg,, i was ready, and e blue roller coaster seems ways more freaky.. we got a rest for less den 5 min.. and he say let just try and not waste time.. tarsi decided not to give it a try as she couldn't tahan all e 360 degrees turn.. so yes i went with them to try.. and once again.. e very nice man decided to take e first row.. i still freakin tink he was tryin to kill me.. it started experience e same g force,, LOL.,, i never like that.. but i do love all those 360 degrees turn!! haha.. a total of 5? well.. i am still proud of myself for all those roller coaster rides.. hehex.. of course i took others, but none were as good as those!! :) anyway goin pls jio me ok.. haha!!!

oh yea.. me saw lester lim inside.,, and being a idiot, he told me it was nice seeing a shuai ge right, and i told he was sayin in universal studio there were alot of hunks, which was somewhat or rather true,.. but turn out, he was sayin himself.,, zzz LOLS,, but well i ENJOYED MYSELF!! :D

den on sunday went for dance workshop.. great workout... ahah!! not much of a muscle ache but yea,, i feel super tired though.. i tink it was helpful like seriously.. :)) after that, went over to marina for lunch with adeline, martin, leonard, jill, yihan, junyan, barry and jennifer @ burger king.. :D den we went to walk around.. yihan and jill leave first.. so yea.. left e few of us and we decided to walk over to suntec since i wanna see e stage,, but apparently, e stage was not yet set up.. :( but nah, we just continue walkin and chit chattin.. :) martin and adeline left after that as martin have to go lakeside to made his costume.. so left 5 of us.. and we decided to catch a movie.. but welll, there wasn;t anymore show at there, so we went over to bugis, illuma.. haha!! we saw joanne who was workin at cheeky chocolate.. :) oh it was nice.. queen of heart reminded me of someone's eyes starring at Leonard though,, haha!!! and i keep makin fun of him for that.. LOL.. even junyan also agrees with me!! LOL!

well, does she remind u of someone? tink harder,,, though i got a feelin someone gonna be super mean to me if he ever read that but nah, i dun care.. LOL.. it just came to me!! hahah!! especially when she was lookin at e black knight when he rather choose to be killed den being banished to a island with e queen!! MUAHHAHAH!! sorry leonard!! LOL..

hmm after that we went to had desert,,

and i am super tired to continue e story.. so i am gonna rest.. goodnight darlings!! :)

enjoy ur week ahead though mine is gonna be a super tiring one..

loves!!

Daddy change my thinking.. Once and for all, completely..

I used to think Daddy was a rather slack person. Since sometimes he dun go to work due to certain reason.. and i dislike him for that.. But come to think of it, as I was going off to school today, Daddy left with me.. Somewhat or rather, i was surprised why is he leaving at such a early timing.. Den i realized his work schedule had been rearranged. Idk, with such a timing, how is he gonna get all his rest.. I have been selfish enough not to think for him.. It kinda hurts me deep enough to be ashamed of myself for being such a daughter who doesn't think for his father.. As we were walking out, Daddy told me he had to go first as his bus has arrived, and he ran to chase after the bus.. All i was worrying is would he fall at e speed he was running, what if he trip? :( But thank God he didn't.. he board the bus safely..

People say you can't choose who your want to be part of your family.. Because everything is predestined.. You can only choose to love them, cherish them and care for them for the rest of your life.. But yet, i failed to do this.. And i didn't even realized that..

I will change Daddy, because u have show me how selfish i have been... Give me time and i will prove to you.. Love you!

ten years later, where would you be?

would you be living according yo your dreams?

would you have then accomplish something great?

or would you still be doing what you are doing currently?

went for kite flying at Punggol this afternoon..

woah.. it was fun!! and yes.. bro in law bought a new kite.. well it a penguin? LOL!! super big though.. but still smaller as compared to e other fish kite that he owns.. hmmm.. HEAVIER!! LOL.. but still he managed to let it flew e highest and furthest once again!! :D and yes.. how can such a nice outing be without food? Mummy wakes up early in the morning and cook bee hoon!! with curry!! YUMMY!! LOVE IT ♥♥♥

tomorrow shall be going ice skating at Kallang with my babes.. oops!! let just say i can hardly wait!! ♥!!

everyone get to be a bad person from time to time..

and now it is my turn..

i am not sure if i have done the right thing..

but i do wanna enjoy myself to the fullest..

cos everything might just have to end when result is out..

maybe this is life.. part and parcel of it..

people just have to learn..

be it in a hard way or e other..

jiayou!!

i believe things will turn better..

*eve & junyan*

*eve & junyan*

*barry, leonard, ghost & junyan*

*who boss*

*barry, eve, junyan & leonard*

*barry & eve*

*leonard & eve*

*pinch & poke*

*BLeahx*

*kai & eve*

*kai & eve*

..Bloated cheeks..

*BOO*

*puffer fish*

!JFT!

!JFT!

!SFT!

!JFT & SFT!

*Dancers*

*JUMP*

*MArio Jump*

* Oppa & Me *

* Leonard & Me *

* Leonard & Me *

*AH! Jasmin eating me*

*JunYan & Jasmin*

* Me and Leping *

* Me And Gary *

*SENIORS*

~Group Pic~

`once Again`

* Jasmin & Me *

*PeiWen And Yihan*

*Jasmin & LepinG*

*DOn and Barry*

*Barry & Yihan*

*Wangjue & Barry*

* Leonard *

can u feel those raindrops?

can u hear the sound that it makes?

can u smell them?

why is it raining so heavily? why wouldn't it just stop for a second? i just want to see that rainbow for a moment.. so that i will noe that i am not alone in this world, so that i will noe this world is not just black and white.. but a lot of other colors too.. colors that brings different emotion, such as happiness, anger, sadness..

super confused at this moment in life.. i just don't understand.. why is it that when we ALREADY know certain things we do will be hurtful to others, yet we are still doing it.. why is it that human beings only learn it from the hard way? why are we so selfish? WHY?!

i dun like that feelings... yet at times i can't help but do it to some others, in fact everyone does.. it just we didn't realize it.. but by the times we realize them, it already too late.. cos that when something happen.. Apologize won't change the fact that you have already hurt someone, neither does it makes the person feels better as e hurt has already been created..

i am tired..

gonna sleep..

hope tomoro will be a better day..

night people..

Cheers.. (when i myself dk how)

Have you ever thought before?

Out of so many billions of people, how does 2 people actually meet and becomes a couple?

Also, what brings them together?

Is it really fate? by chance? or by seducing?

well.. sorry if i sound very funny by asking these few questions.. but i really wandered.. out of so many billions or even zillion of people.. how do u actually meet your the other half.. and how do you actually know if he or she was the right one that you have been waiting for all these while.. sorry once again but i am really puzzled.. especially by oversea relationship.. well it is a good things at least it proves that they are really in love despite they are distance apart..

hmmm if u are wandering why am i so weird today, it because i was reading my sisters mother & baby magazine.. and it just show how couples from different country get together and start a family.. well surely i am surprise.. hehex.. and also, reason being thanks to all my surrounding friends.. with one in my mind in particular.. he broke one years ago.. but they got back together.. maybe that just love that not everyone will understand? hmmm.. i sure hope one day i will when i found my true love.. :)

oh yea.. i realized something.. it is never easy staying on the neutral side when something bad happen.. it like no one is able to avoid everything, or having to avoid something.. it is so hard!! sometimes i just feel like giving up.. no.. but i can't take either side too.. SHUCKS! i dun like tat feeling!! feel so stuck in between..

went over to sister house today for dinner.. well i haven't been there for like weeks.. LOL!! once again, i love spending those crazy times with my nephew.. like bathing for him.. pillow fight with him..

i shall upload more tmr.. ((:

alright.. i should be in bed now.. but i just decided to do a post.. LOL! sound like it a must, very important.. ahhaha! nah.. it not.. i just decided to do a post.. LOL!.. since i am bored.. hehex..

went back to dance today.. yes! i miss dance like seriously!! though i do go back on and off like durin exams weeks for short practice and last week for formation.. but nothing felts like today.. e urge to dance and to practice is seriously strong..so yeap.. i went back..

went to clubhouse first since there wasn't much people.. lol.. slackin there.. chit chat..den benedict came.. hehe!! but we were still chattin.. jokes!! laugh like mad lor.. LOL!.. FUNFUN.. so we went down when verona arrived.. changed and we started practising e new cha cha routine..haha!! like super funny can??! i help Verona with her steps while Leonard help Benedict with his steps.. den went on to practice jive as Verona has to teach Terrence.. so Leonard teach him again.. super funny while watchin them once again.. hehex.. so cute! haha!! den Don arrived!! he was super high can!! hahah! Kenny and Peiwen arrive shortly after tat.. LOL!.. den we started dancing.. LOL!! Practice was super shiok today.. partner Benedict and Leonard.. LOL.. SUper Funny alsO!! lols.. someone WAS TICKLED BY ME!! lol.. hmm so yeap.. lisa arrived too! lol but she went for dinner with Benedict and Kenny.. Verona and Terrence left after tat too.. so left Don Peiwen Leonard and me in the room & we continue practice.. Love those Practice!! tried formation with a few cha cha music!! LOL! super!! den emi and her partner arrived.. LOL!! suddenly so quiet.. haha!! nah.. but we didn't take too long to warm up again.. yea!! learn more on groove with me steps.. hehex.. thanks peiwen!! :D Kai came after tat!! Zhangjie too! LOL!.. we practice cha cha once again!! haha!! now is lisa and zhangjie learnin!! haha.. funny funny!! oh yea.. we sat down and chit chat.. haha!! jokes around and someone scratches me.. even tried puttin back e skin but end up pullin my skin off!! :( shouldn't have tickle him! REGRET!! ahaha.. but yea.. today was seriously a enjoyable night spend with them!! Love it!! thanks people!! thanks Leonard and Benedict for partnerin me for practice!! XD thanks oppa for helpin me bring down e score!! LOVES YOU GUYS!! hehex.. i wun say it out but i will type it out!! :)

ok i have to go and sleep!! shall upload e performance photo @ IMH tomoro.. Night darlings!! :)

hello people.. i am back!! LOLS!!! so sorry.. i have been super busy to update e past few weeks.. but still am glad for readers who always make it a point to come to my blog for my new updates.. i promise now i will try my best to update every now and den since i am having holidays now alright.. :)

yea.. i finished one more performance @ IMH.. everything was in such a rush.. LOL.. when e emcee was introducing us, we were still upstairs. LOL.. den we had to ran down to the backstage.. haha! no.. i tink i was folding my sleeves with 2 darlings( Leonard & Jasmin ) help.. den we rush down.. LOL.. first time walk in performance with stage curtain close.. LOL still can talk one while getting into position.. hehex.. curtain open and performance started.. well.. mistakes here and there.. like for me and partner is our swivel and our hand strength.. not pushing against each other.. swivel i like miss the last 2 beats. haiz.. but overall it was still ok.. for e other couple i dun really noe.. but i tink i did worse as compared to e previous 2 performance.. well it over and yea.. concentration shift to dance practice now.. :)

anyway.. after tat.. was suppose to go home.. but somehow.. i was being psycho into travelling to e east before heading headin home.. LOL.. maybe i am just too bored.. haha.. so yea.. it travel to Eunos station.. and went to e bus stop.. lucky for me he noe e way.. if not i suppose i will be lost once again.. but nah.. LOL!.. yea called mummy for dinner and sis say she will fetch me.. LOL.. at Eunos.. haha!! den went east for dinner.. LIke LOL!>.<>

darius has been super duper cute can!! LOL.. he came over today.. and brought a disc over.. LOL.. it was from his teacher.. a video of him sayin certain stuff to do over chinese new year.. do gimme ur comment upon viewin it yea? hehex.. oh yea.. he suddenly came forward and ask me.. xiao yi.. how u fall? and i went o.O.. seriously i was surprise he still rmb it and ask me so out of a sudden.. LOL! i love goin kite flyin with him.. hehex.. super cute baby!!! MUACK!

oh yea.. i MET LIM JIA XING already.. lol... he say he got a shock upon seein his name in CAPS and close e window.. LOL.. zzz so yea.. meet up with him and we chit chat over my dinner. LOL.. more meet up yea?? :) oh oh oh!! i am meeting my BITCH tmr.. JASMINE TOH XIU YI!! like since idk when la.. hehex.. still left my lee jy, ms ang xy.. LOL!.. and not forgettin my class darlings.. waiting for deebie the BITCH to be back.. hehex.. muack!! karaoke session!! at KATONG?!.. omg.. travel to Eunos was e nearest MRT station there.. haha.. once in a while should be fine.. :)

Performance..

Darling

KuKup Trip photos.