yesterday scoleded the sec 2...
now is not just we disappointed ..
but even the sir..
and frankly speakin..
other people tells me they tink we cant make it!!
but i believe u girls can..
do your best and never give up..
dun let the sir tink they waste the time comin down to train u people..
dun let yourself tink u have come down for nothing..
never give up!!

WENT HOME CRYING TWO DAYS AGO WHICH IS SUNDAY..
MAYBE GOD HAS REALLY TOUCH MY HEART...
OR I AM REALLY DISAPPOINTED IN YOU..
I DUNNO WAT IS THE FEELING..
BUT I AM REALLY VERY BLUR..
I HATE THIS KIND OF FEELIN...

another tired yet scary day..
had NDP training today..
first round nothing much to do except shoutin e command for marchin out..
seriously i dunno why..
but i just started trembling after e GOH march past..
even though i still can shout but was trembling too much..
i tink alot of people do notice it lol..
anyway DON almost tripped lol..
den rest..
second round was a much more easier one..
still feeling scared but not trembling much..
sir suddenly tell us bout inspecting e GOH tat part..
i was like huh??
so fast??!!
anyway..
Mr tan gu gu..
can u walk slower and wait for me??
i noe ur leg very long but pls lerx..
my leg not tat short also lol..!!
den march in tat time need to follow parade 2 i/c..
den slow march for GOH inspection..
fun la..
but the mud too sticky lerx..
den went back to my place...
say e pledge..
den march past..
need to shout again..
but at least alot of ppl tell me..
which was very encouraging to miie..
that my voice got louder..
yea!!! thank you thanks you..
thanks sir for teachin me how to shout..
hahas..
and never ever compete with me when i need the toilet..
cos i will give my 500% energy just to go toilet..
hahas...
den supportin squad i got nothing to say...
really nothing..
only disappointed with someone..
but i am not gonna say who..
i can only say u own ur own intergrity..
maybe it was my fault..
fine den just treat it as everything was my fault..
to my GOH contingent..
i just love u gurls...
i admit there may be times when i stard gettin angry and scold u guys..
but take the fun we have for e past 2 yrs??
like example today durin ur water parade??
really enjoy being with u gurls..
now at home..
throat very dry and pain..
a bit hot hot..
sligh fever..
omG!!!
sian..
tomorrow i orderly incharge...
meanin i gotta go school early..
nevermind..
i will still do it...


只要笑一笑，没什么事请过不了！！！

SIR RONNIE!!
i noe u are gonna tag something funny..
hahas..
so please dont..
and i am NOT blushing today at all lol...
he is just my BRIGADE FRIEND..
NOT the type of friend that u people tot lol..
or should i say he is NOT EVEN MY FRIEND..
so PLEASE don't anyhow TAG or SAY~~~
thanks alot..
hahas..

i am really tired of you people la..
can u ppl like admit things tat ur have done
and not pushin ard the blame!!!
i know this sound very dis-encouraging..
but when i tink back..
i really cant help but to say it out!!
how many times had e seniors told u people??
why wun u guys just like heed the advice for once??
i really dont understand..
i am not pin-pointin anyone..
but the whole lot of junior..

taken on mummy's birthday and cousin ROM!!!

it just one day before..

hahas..

enjoy myself alot...

today was yet another tough day for me..'
have been going through a tough year..
and i decided to renew my promised with God..
i have not been a good daughter to daddy,,
but he has always been there for me..
so i am gonna do e same to him..
one of my fren ask me to go his church..
really felt very question mark at first..
but told him will depend on e situation..
den school was very sian again..
tomorrow mrs lim not comin..
dunno wat else..
oh ya..
got another new gan mei lerx..
:)
sometimes i wish i rather not know you den to knowing the truth..
because it only make me more heart pain..
but i am gonna foret everyting.. (if i can)

i guess the talk with my two teacher really help alot..
and i really love them alot...
muack!!!
hahahas..
friday night stayed at chalet..
lookin after my nephew,,,
hahas..
but have alot of fun..
tokin to my cousin...
den next day wake up..
around 2 plus 3 like tat went to arcade with my cousins daddy and sister plus nephew...
hahas..
play drum..
basketball..
some stupid games..
lol..
den change e tickets for some prizes..
that wat we were like when we were young..
den went inside X-SCOOP..
scooping e sweets...
hhaa..
fun lol like one-third of e bag filled with sweets...
den went buy some stuff for mummy..
den went back...
barbaque...
fun sia/..
hahas..
den celebrate mummy birthday..
having yum seng!!!
post all pictures next time i log in!!!
sorry guys..
:)

just attend cousin terence and rancy rom on friday...
well,, was late because having someting on..
sorry to my cousin,,
anyway,,
to those friend or teacher who tink i purposely skip it because they saw me goin home from plaza..
it fine with me..
but i can only say that my father was fetching me..
so dun ever give me that fuckin hell face for goodness sake..
dun sound as if like u guys are the best lol..
FUCKER!!!
i am sorry that i have to use this word..
BUT I HAD ENUFF OF YOUR STUPID ATTITUDE!!!!!

just got back from HILLARY CHALLENGE yesterday..
fun, and lots of teamwork were required but tiredness still filled up my world..
had dragon-boatin,,
biking..
kayaking..
problem solving..
hiking and blabalbla.
really never regret of joinin..
so ya and i really love my teammate to bits..
they are just so important to me..
in these 3 days,,
if it wasn't for them..
i couldnt have e determination to continued the race at all..
so thanks guys..
anyway,,
even we didn't win anyting..
but we received two very impt thing..
one is team-spirit and our team philosophy..
not ourdoor adventure no hot chicks..
there one sir who like our philosophy alot..
hahas..
like wat we told mr maran..
we will definitely act out again if u ever request..
hahas..
and mr maran!! we RESPECT YOU!!

THANKS TO:
MRS WONG (PRINCIPLE)
MR NG (TEACHER WHO FETCH US DOWN AND KEPT OUR STUFF)
MR ONG (TEACHER WHO FECTCH US DOWN AND KEPT OUR STUFF)
MR JOSEPH (BB TEACHER-IN-CHARGE)
MS PHANG (NPCC TEACHER-IN-CHARGE)
MS IVY (GB TEACHER-IN-CHARGE)
MS SHAWNA (CAMERA TEACHER)
ALL OUR PARENT.. (OUR GREAT STRENGTH OF SUPPORTER)
BB BOYS,, (SUPPORTERS)
SIR ALEX.. (BB OFFICERS)
SIR EDWARD.. (BB OFFICERS)
SIR ISMAN.. (BB OFFICERS)
FAJAR PEER LEADER.. (SUPPORTER)
SOME OF THE FAJARIAN.. (SUPPORTER)

SPECIAL THANKS TO:
MR MARAN (TEAM J AKA 17 TEACHER-IN-CHARGE)
DARREN (TEAM LEADER)
KEVIN (ASST. TEAM LEADER)
WEN LUO (NAVIGATION LEADER)
ZHI WEI (MORAL LEADER)
EVE (TIME LEADER)
JOSCELIN (FORCEFUL LEADER)
NAZURAH (CHEERS LEADER)
JEROME (GUIDANCE LEADER)

thanks all you people!!!
muacks!!

I AM TIRED!!!
BE IT PHYSICALLY OR EMOTIONALLY,,,
I REALLY AM..
physically because i just went to kayak and cycle on tue..
which is like a whole day event??
hahas..
i really am very weak..
i am so sorry my team mate,,
please do pardon me for my bad tempered..
alot of tings has been happenin so i can;t cope currently..
mr maran pair me up with the 'gay' yupp none other den zhiwei..
who is so crazy abouit michelle from sec *...
so stupid larx..
hahas,..
but i really have fun in splashin water with the guys!
and catching..
YOU PEOPLE ROCKS!!
completin was also fun..
love the tree fallin part too..
yupp..
and e tree really fall..
by some construction choppin..
LOL!!!
stop sayin me pairin up with tat 'gay' larx..
like wat u guy say..
ZHIWEI WAS A 'GAY'...
hahahs...
stupid lol..
gotta end here,...
father chasing me home..
urrGGGHHH...
hate tat the most..
anyway lisen up u stupid BITCH!!!
stop flirtin infront of me...
so wat...
u jealous den u say larx..
not talkin behind everyone back and gossip about them u FFF bitch!!
sorry mr joseph for sayin FFF again..
cos tis bitch really make me dame piss off@!!

OMG!!
i just notice someting..
there are teacher viewin my blog..
but still i am only gonna type wat i wan..
and not just to make them happy..
lol!!!


saturday mornin went for hil;ary challenge practice,,
it was like so dame fun la..
play some game
den went for brunch at e roadside behind my school for hei mian..
with xinyu jos ms ivy and jasmen..
sorry if ur name is not spelled in this way... :p
den went back to gb for briefin on flagday..
den blablabbla..

sunday went church..
quite a no of tings happen..
collect shirt from mdm chin..
talk to sir ronnie also...
so funny got ur present le hor..
:)
den went meet qiqi at 107 there for lunch..
den went home..
went plaza..
den blablabla,,,
hahas,,

now got ppl noe my secret le..
hope they do promised wat they are suppose to do..
if not i am very presurised one..

loving you at every moment mr...
:)

cant update pics with sis laptop,,

so no pics today.. hahas..

went out with qq ytd den with sis...

reach home and e adult started playin mahjong..

so played with baby in sis room..

hahas..,

he is scared of tickle and tings tat is ticklish which is my hair..

hahas..

love u baby and deardear forever.. :)

couldnt tink of anyting ti write..'
sso postin later,,