Someone told me this saying earlier on,

"The world is spinning, people changed, no one stays the same."

I don't know how true this saying is, but somehow I think I've to accept it whether I like it or not.

Everyone surrounding me have change, since the first time I know them.

Maybe, I, Myself change too, just that I didn't realize.

But I don't why, I don't like changes.

Maybe I'm just too used to my comfort zone such that, when there a intruder, I felt threaten.

This is me, something that I don't understand about.

The feeling comes when there a huge change, a change that I do not understand why.

Just like what I told this someone earlier,

I don't know why, but I felt sad and worry for those people, the close one.

With what ever that were happening recently.

Yea, you told me some people learn things through the hard way.

But if this hard way mean destroying their future, I'm really worried for them..

Maybe I worried too much huh?

I don't know, I don't understand.

Maybe I just don't want to.

Can't seems to understand why a human can just say change and change.

What about the pure little being that has been long forgotten inside of you?

Has it left you? have it decided to desert you?

Will it only comes to you when something went wrong?

I don't deny, certain changes is good.

But what if you have change into a complete different person?

Are you sure it will benefit you?

Don't force me to take you out of my life which I've no wish to.

I don't know how to open my mouth.

But, HBtYJY.

In life, I'm pretty sure we all face obstacles.

But, how are we gonna cross each and every single of them?

With faith,

and determination,

I've crossed many of it.

The most recent one, I would say would be my Fyp proposal.

I won't say what had actually happen, maybe certain people will know.

Yea, but to those, that will be all I'm gonna say.

I'm very tired, looking at those people who graduate, will I be one of them next year?

Will I?

ENDURANCE!!

Just 2 weeks and study break here I come!!

Time to focus on those topics that I've miss out greatly..

Stress about FYP and projects etc..

Neh, don't be.

It's time to be selfish.. (This is what J taught me)

You choose what you want, neither will affect us..

Time to party after exam!!

Looking forward to it!!

Year 3 I hate YOU!!

You make me wander if I can graduate next year at this point of time!!

Everyday, I would find a reason to be happy.

Each time, a smile would just appear on my face.

A smile that would never disappear.

Something that would forever be with me.

*Never to wear heels, back aching like shit!!*

Have you ever feel like screaming at someone right in their face but was pull back due to certain reason? Be it right or wrong, I believe everyone have their own reason for that urge to do so, ya, people may call us barbarian if we were to do so, but think again, what is the force that drives us at the back? Was it you and your childish thinking, or was it something that is not shared but yet keep being provoke unintentionally?

Yea, we seems barbarian when we say out those words of hurt or anger, but think about it, who doesn't have this moment? No one is perfect or so saint that they won't get angry at all. Alternatively, think about it, the force driving from the back. What with the person doing so? For fun? Revenge? Please, it just PLAIN CHILDISH! You feel like saying what you like, or what you enjoy hearing and then go around spreading it like a butter paste rumors, posting on blogs, making yourself sound very knowledgeable, when in which, you are not. Because your so called knowledge was just making fun of people who you think you have a problem with.

In life, we often face this kind of people who just have to piss you off with every little thing that they think they know about you. So why not we just let them be? Let them have their little fun and whatever giggles or comment they want or have to make, after all, it their mouth. You can't possible shut them up with a staple or threads and needles. They will in return know how it feels when the world turn against them. Because those that were with them, are just little gossipers which is also known as back-stabbers that will do that to them one of these day.

You know what, MAY GOD BLESS YOU PEOPLE. :)

ok, back to my life. So, now that FYP has officially started, and that when the stress started coming in? Yea, I suppose so, as there are many research to be done, many arguments to follow up with, many brainstorming required and of course, many time sacrifice, all for a year long, 8 credit module.

Let's see, so after much debating about which topics to choose, and which direction to heed, we have finally decided to go down on shipping and the environment. No, that not our title, but just a rough guide on the directions that we are heading together as a GROUP, not one, not two, but five of us.

It seems so easy for all other groups to come out with a topic and their title but not so for my group and that where the debating started.. So it seems that, our group were not only just us, but we had a additional members and whatever we decide on, we have to choose the best for us. One that is what everyone understand, and can make their stand in during the presentation. Not something that we want to do because the title sounds fun, what people were choosing or even what have been chosen seems boring. For we do not have the wish to pull down any one grades and also the whole group if neither of us had a mutual understanding toward this topic. After all, it a five person grading and the grading has started since we got our project supervisor.

I'm pretty much grateful for him, because without him sending us the email, we wouldn't have finalize on our topic last Monday,

Ok, I've to end, it getting late, and I'm tired..

I'm missing Taiwan so much right now!!!

In fact, I miss this,

This pretty roller coaster ride here is call the Ring of Fire, which actually rotates 360 degrees around the whole thing and in between, one actually get to feel the gravity cos the safety protector kinda actually loose which is made for people of all size.. So for us, it seems like we are falling down from it at the top of the ride, but well trust me, it is SAFE and very much FUN!! :D

Next,

This is call Screaming Condor,Gliding in the air or make a 360-degree spiral whirl when flying and pluge down in 90-degree angle when spot a prey, the biggest drop can reach 56 meter and the highest speed is about 122 km/hr. You'll become an eagle soaring in the sky within this one minute and thirty seconds.

here goes the whole of it,

See this 2 pillar structure, well only Brother-in-law was brave enough to play this.. I wanna go for it, but Klive sis keep telling me no.

Next, it time for some WET WET RIDE~~

This,Big Canyon Rapid Ride, built based on the Colorado River, USA and its surrounding is also constructed based on the Grand Canyon of America, is the best ride of all..

Lets see, even Mr Darius Darling is brave enough to play it and he wants to PLAY!!

Not only that, he also wants to play this,

but is forbidden to do so cos they swerving force really too strong!!

Ok, I'm gonna stop here first!! Of course, more will be up!! SOON:D