Today the best day, well, not second best day compared to my previous post!! :)

It all started from a nervous breakdown I've had 2 days ago, and yes..

It my traffic police road test!~

So, well.. Everyone knows that I'm being paranoid, ok I really am alright..

I got so nervous that my stomach went wrong since ytd morning..

And, I'm really not in the mood for anything..

Ok, maybe I know what's wrong with me, just I don't feel like mentioning anything..

But, don't you find yourself just so trap in-between?

People thinks what they want because they never know what the real reason behind, so just let them be..

Because they are judging based on the second part of the story..

Nope, I'm not affected, I'm lying..

Fuck seriously!

Ok, so I'm done with above!

I slept at 4 e day prior to my tp, trying to figure way to solve this..

Damn, 4 hours of sleep is really not sufficient for that..

So, I tried to prepare earlier at 12..

And I couldn't swallow my food down..

how bout that?

So, i force to swallow down 3 pop corn, pathetic paranoid!

and I head out, stress myself out the whole day.

So I was Kinda nervous and I reached earlier then I was supposed to, so I stay in the toilet making my hair..

Guess what, my rubber band snapped!! *first unlucky sign*

haahha~~

So, i tied them back, and I tried again..

then I went to buy a drink and waiting at the area..

Fuggg.. Guess what?

I couldn't open my drink and my hand kinda burn from e abrasion..

ok, *second unlucky sign*

haha, by the time I was already freaking out like some shit..

Then, my instructor leader just came and call my name..

I'm like "WTF, am i really so suai tdy~"

hahah~

So, yea.. I went for the training and all went well..

And the trainer told me, u are pretty alright, just rmb ur vertical move more to your right and you will be fine..

and yes, with that, he walk me up to the waiting room, and wishes me all the best..

though I keep hoping to see my instructor, but I didn't get to see him that day..

and yes, I'm stressing out like some nuts~~

I was chatting with this girl beside me, name li yan? haha..

we are equally nervous and we chatted..

so yea, she was called and follow by me..

ok, board car, tada tada tada..

thought I fail, and I was almost breaking down already..

tears rolling in my eyes, just when the tester walk in with my result slip, and told me I pass!!

yes baby, 10 points!!

would have been 4 if not for the final mistakes which I thought I would have fail at it..

:0

but well, I'm equally happy!!

Dk why, but I just feel like sharing with him the first hand news..

2nd sis came up and ask how did I fare, so did third sis..

told them I pass..

and when I saw elder sis, I tear..

The tears that has been rolling, roll down my chubby cheeks that day..

Tears of Joy!!

And after video viewing, when I went to take my new pics,

My babe surprised me with Gong cha from the back!!

omg, so touched and surprised she came all the way down!!

touched really..

Love you babe!!

Love you too, my bro!

Drive them home and met Jx for dinner tog with babe..

Guess what, daddy treated me dinner again~~ hehehx..

Omg, I'm a driver now~~

Please be nice with me!!

So happy to have share it with you, at least I know, that the first thing that came to me! ♥♥

One exact month just passed, and how I miss the day one month ago..

The way it was, the way things happen, everything..

Keep running through my memories today..

The best thing about it is, instead of hurting me, it keeps me smiling.

It what keep me going on still now I supposed?

Everything still seems so real, but there will be a time where I've to let go, right?

At times I really wonder, if I didn't ask you that, would things still turn our this way?

Or even, what were you exactly thinking.. It puzzle me, it really does.

The moment when you got so angry when I was so reluctant to talk to you because I was piss with you for ignoring me previously, and you just sat there, looking so hopelessly cute and I just sat beside you, refusing to utter a word. Actually, deep down, I was just wondering why you decided to sit there.. Finally I got my answer, when

Me:"I thought you wants to go for dinner?"

You:"You also don't want to talk to me!"

haha~ and that when I started to laugh at your silliness.. Yes, it kinda stupid to others, but it really funny to me.. The time when I first lean on you, and you hugged so tight, and all of a sudden, where your heartbeat just got faster and faster, faster and faster.. From a rhythmic pace, to what seems like not missing a moment beat.. :)

From then on, whatever happen is still flowing, and I've no wish to share it here.. Because, things that happen that night, are things I never regret for a moment. Not even till now, and the place, where only we know, still seems so pretty and I'm missing it.. Shall head back there if I ever do get my licences soon, just to keep those little tiny bits of memories..

Your tweet today kinda make me wonder who was it, e newly found? or was it someone else that you were texting.. Because I know it will never ever be me again, never ever.. :( Even if I wish it was..

The way I got so used to your texts every moment, and now, nothing, got me feeling so weird.. Wondering if ever one day my phone rang, will it ever be from you again..

Question 10: Your views on drugs and alcohol?

Ans: In the sense of abusing them? well, there nothing more I could love to say bout it, but I just don't understand why people have to do it.. Of course, if you mean in the type of medications and normal drinks, I'm pretty fine with it.. but not in this contact..

Question 11: your current relationship, if single, describe how is single life?

Ans: Yes, I'm single but not available.. Sorry but my heart is still left with some particular guy which I'm super reluctant to leave with.. As much as I tried to forget him, I can't. And actually, deep down, I'm still hoping there would be this little spark in between, even if it deems as impossible.. I'm not afraid of getting hurt by anything as long as you are there, for i realized, my life pretty not the same without you.. Ok, single life is great.. Because you get to meet anyone, everyone, guys and girls without restrictions.. But of course, when you need a hug, and you know your heart looking for that someone, but they are no longer there.. It not such a wonderful feelings right?

Question 12: Things You want to say to an ex?

Ans: Ok, it pretty obvious, Mr Ng. Obviously, as you have say before, your life pretty much better off now.. And yes. I wished the same for you.. You indeed, living your life happier than you were before, still dancing on your Mj showcase, your latin dance... Something you really loved, but well. You have also shown me how people change over time, maybe it just part and parcel of life that we learn not to take things for granted.. you have taught me a great lesson, of course, and you showed me the fact that guys lied and how they deny.. Yes, I know people will be commenting once they see this. But let face it.. Your lies, I can counter them face-to-face with you. But anyway, thanks for the beautiful 9 months and i mean no wars.

Question 13: A date I would love to go on?

Ans: Somewhere where only we knows. :)

Question 14:Something disgusting I do?

Ans: Woah!! There would be no end to this!! hahahha.. ok, let see.. I love acting cute ok!!! hahah~~ Omg, this just remind me of another joke that Jx told me earlier on!! E gold cave!! hahahhaa..

Question 15:The best thing to happen to you this week?

Ans: End of exams would definitely be one!! hahah~~

Ok, I've started this on e 2nd Aug, and so I'm here to complete the remaining 7 questions till 9 Aug:)

Question 1: weird things I do when I'm alone?

Ans: I'll look into the mirror and play with my different facial expression and just laugh to myself.. Best, I love to play with my eyebrow~~ hehe.. >.<

Question 2: how have you changed in the past 2 years?

Ans:well, I tink personally, I've change tremendously this 2 years. From someone who is not very open to someone who is clear of what she wants today. I used to be super wishy-washy about what I want, ok, I know now I still am, but if you were to know me 2 years ago, u will know I'm never able to make my decision without constant reminders.

Also, I'm never someone who ans a call just because someone rang or what, I would, end the call or wait for it to end, before smsing the person asking why do they call me. Well, it a exception for family. But now, I'm more open to answer phone call, though not really but at least I tried.. hahha!

Ok, I used to look dame retard, and I'm super timid ok! I can scream even at thunder and laugh, cry and get angry at the most silly thing..

Now?

I won't say I've change much, but definitely, my hair colour change, I'm no longer that timid, more sensible, direct and also, think things through before getting angry or what, smile at everything even if it upsets me, because no point getting upset over things that would only waste my time thinking about it..

Question 3: what kind of person attracts me?

ans:well, I don't have any particular traits that I'm going after now, but definitely.. Muscular and tall guy would be a bonus.. So does guys with attractive eyes.. But of course, I rather go after the heart then to hear all sweet talk and end up only getting myself hurt. I got tired of every sweet talk that I've heard from my previous relationship, what first and last, promises that are not meant to be kept..

No, I'm not saying it is not a good thing, but I mean constant saying of these stuff just make me irritated.

All I'm asking for now, is just a friend who can be there when I needa someone to talk to, a hug to spare and of course, a shoulder to lend. I believe that, if 2 person are meant to be, even if they are separated now, they will still be together one of these days. ♥ ♥

Ok, I've pretty much side track a lot!! haha..

Question 4: what I wear to bed?

ans: hahahah~~ Normally I would wear my home clothes like t-shirt or singlets with shorts.. But recently, under my sister influence, I'm tempted to sleep with only my shorts/ boxes on. Ok, with my room door close and of course my blankets on.. well, i did try once when I was younger and alone but stopped as I'm sleeping with my sis.. At least now I know i'm not the only one doing so.. hahah..

It not a bad thing to be frank, it just making urself comfortable.. Just like I wouldn't hide this by saying I've not done so before.. Like it pretty common of course I don't do that when there is someone else at home, neither do i walk ard naked. Obviously i'm dressed once I step out.. :)

Question 5: 5 things that irritates you about the same sex/opposite sex.

ans: woah, can I do this as a combine question? hahah.. Hmm, I got irritated when people keep thinking about themselve only, like the whole world revolve around them only.. 2, I got irritated by people who keep saying one thing but do another.. 3, also people who keep throwing me last minutes things. 4, i got irritated by people that pushes me in the train.. Damn! it reminds me of the bitch that push me out of the train when I was in a rush on Monday! and the door literally close in front of my face.. Last, I got irritated by people who loves to stare.. hahah!!

ok, I might not show that I'm irritated by someone, but I'll be like grumbling to people I'm talking to be it in sms or msn.. haha.. Everyone needa vent right? Yes, and if u happen to be talking to me, you will hear what I've in mind.. :)

Question 6: The person I like and why I like them?

ans: hmm, this is a tough one, because I don't really have anyone in mind. ok, maybe there is this one person but I couldn't find a reason to tell why I like him, in the first place, do you even need a reason to like someone? If you have, then can you even find another of his bad habit to like him for?

Question 7: Your opinion on cheating on people?

ans: u better have a good reason to say, if not trust me, my view on u is as good as nothing worth me to even think about..

Question 8: Something you're currently worrying about?

ans: that would be my exams next week and also my tp which is soon.. :)

Question 9: your last kiss?

ans: something that would forever be in my mind. Thank you. :) The most weird taste kiss I've ever receive!! hahah!

Alright, I'm off to bed.. Goodnight~

As I've promised, the photos I've collated the photos from the trip out with Eve on 02 Aug. (:

There were too many to begin with, so I've put them into a collage so it won't lag the whole page.

Even after combining there's already a lot collages, you see how many photos we snapped?!

It kinda looks better in a collage too. I think I'll start doing up collage for posts w too many photos.

Note: There's like "Add your text here" words in some of the collages. -.- Ignore please.

Tried to make it disappear but failed. So just make do with it.

That day after knowing I've "graduated" from BBDC, so happy to leave the place.

Went back home first, changed into something happier & nicer, and went down to SP to meet Eve.

My dear girl thought the plan was to study which gave me a very big shock ;p

Hahahaha! It wasn't, and we headed down to Bugis to have our deserved trip.

Lunched @ Bugis, A Hong Kong Restaurant. Forgotten the name.

Had a good long chat over lunch, about everything. Mostly about people lol.

Left soon after to just walk around. And continue our chat stuff.

Went to Metro and fooled around at the toys section.

Walked to Illuma afterwards. Rooftop! It was super quiet, it would have nicer with some seats.

It was kinda windy that day, or are rooftops windy I don't know.

Pitstop: Toilet! And where toilets are concerned, there are mirrors to take photos with. (:

Haha, the short spam of time that Eve was inside the toilet, I was snapping away! :D

And when she's out, we continue the snapping!

On our way our for KOI ! Ice Cream Milk Tea FTW! <3

Queued a while for KOI, afterwhich decided to walk down to Marina Square/Esplanade.

Bypass City Link and mannnn, I saw a dress I like! No money -.-

Reached Esplanade & sat down to just enjoy the night scenery.

It's weird how it doesn't get awkward of us to do such stuff. (:

I love long walks, sitting down at a spot with a good view to watch. Silence really doesn't matter.

The view was awesome. Did you know the lights coming from MBS flashes every 2 hours?

Bet you didn't know that! Learnt this info from a friend.

Not sure how long it lasts for each time, but they are spectacularly beautiful. <3

A perfect place if you want to enjoy some moments with your loved ones.

Last few shots before we left for home.

Had been a splendid day & evening spent with her. (:

It's good to know that whatever happens, we can count on each other at the end of the day.

It always got us thinking what it's gonna be like 10 years down the road.

Guess we're going to find out 10 years later ^^

Been having study sessions with Eve lately. It's just hard to find a place to settle down.

Becoming MOS Burger regulars.

ok, So i'm back to post.. Happen to chance upon this tumblr, and decided to read on..

Remember I said I'll learn pole dance some day? So it seems it won't be any sooner since I am not of the qualified age, and my back not exactly ready for such challenge yet.. But yes, I'll do so and is determine to. :)

ok,next to move on.. I then saw this sexy heels! Omg, I wan it please!! Can someone tell me where can I get e exact similar one? If e heel higher, I don't mind.. In fact, I love to wear high heels! hahah, make me feel tall and slim for awhile before facing the reality that I'm short.. Nabei!!

Ok, Next I move on.. Bweeeeeee! I'm so in love with this hot babe here.. Well, ok..

On a second thought, I wouldn't call her hot! But instead, a pretty young refine lady..

She really very pretty ok!! and I missed her fine long hair..

But well, she's still pretty with her short hair...

Nonetheless, she have the face of an angel.

The smile from her face can easily trigger a cold heart to melt..

Yet telling you to stay clear..

!Pretty woman!

Can someone please tell me where can i take photo of such places? I've always since nice view from blogs, but never once chance upon them myself..

Ok, moving on! someone please bring me to swing please!!

E one near my house has been remove, and I really missed playing on it!!

Pretty please!! ^^

Lastly, I believe everything happens for a reason..

Like meeting and knowing you, the best reason for my smile even now. :)

Have been meeting up with bitch recently, to study, chat.. Love her so much!

Thanks for staying by my side when I needed someone to be there..

Just to end on a high note, I need a hug right now.

Any kind will do, anyone?