i am so tired..

goin china in two days time..

gonna miss my family members and my bed so much...

haiz..

gonna learn everything in CHINESE...

dun tink can post for two week..

will try to ask cher..

but gonna post everything when i am back...

half way through packin..

mummy most likely gonna send me off on sunday mornin..

but i scared i cry..

anyway..

tomorrow is a combine parade with BB boys..

today stay back for practice..

cant' imagine e girls takin their caps off..

hahahas..

e hair will look like wat sia..

tink i have been stressing myself too much tis few days...

haahs..

goin crazy soon..

seriously need to relax!!

lots of problem goin on...

i am tired..

sorry..

haben been bloggin for a long time...

just xhange my blogskin..

exam no good at all!!

gonna double my study schedule next term!!

lots of problem has been happenin to me..

mostly are from my family..

why can't they just understand me more??

why am i blamed for everything that happen??

am i really your sister or not..

u have been treating me like stranger for e past 15 years..

do u noe how bad e feelin is??

i have to keep everything to myself..

why??

becos no matter who i tell..

it is always e same..

it is always my fault..

i hate YOU!!!

some photo regarding enrolment and dedication..

:)

why must it always be you??

why are you always the one that pushes all e thing to me??

be it e wrong thing you have done or e job assign to you..

why??

do you know i am such a idiot to believe you over and over again??

i am so tired and sick of you..

i am not gonna care about you if that the way you do things..

i rather wash my hands off you..

but i choose not to when things happen..

because i believe in you,,

able to make a own stand..

do things by yourself...

but afterall..

it doesn't seem to be so...

you keep makin me disappointed..

yesterday didn't go skool...

went to see doctor..

for coughin and blood test..

den ask alot of question..

hahas..

gonin for flu vaccin before tis weekend..

pain lol..

hahas..

den went diana house..

bath for dear dear..

den went jelapang for brunch..

den went home..

sleep..

wake up for tution..

hahas..

I HARTE POLYNOMIAL!!

lol..

den went diana house..

den come home..

now is 3:56a.m..

hahas..

goin with deardear for lesson at 2.30p.m tomoro...

den prawnin with cousin at 4.00p.m...

hahas..

good night..

love euu..