As i was on the way home with Jasmin, I had another talk to her.. This is common since we are a pair.. LOL! hmmm... well.. I always have fun with them
*Sexy~Yvonne* *Naughty~Eve* *Bitchy~Jasmin* *Me~Cheerene*
Find the name familiar? It a song from Tata Young name Sexy Naughty Bitchy Me.. and we just decided to name ourselve after e song.. :) of course there are 2 more.. but Unrelated..
*Bitch~Samuel* *Bleach~Leonard*
reason being? we are crazy people who do crazy stuff.. LOL! I am thankful i have them in my life.. Everytime I am sad, they will be there.. and partially, they have change me.. Like i seldom or almost never speak vulgarities now.. so yeap.. :)

Ok, back to what i have to say.. I am feeling very sad.. for a comment some people made..
*you should just quit school and focus on dance*
reason being, i have been so involve in dance for the whole of January. I am not angry, but i am just seriously bother by it.. Imagine hearing this from people u are seriously close to, I feel hurt and I cried.. It just that I didn't expect that to come from you guys.. I mean I know your are saying that cos your are concern, but those word just come too sudden and too harshly.. For a moment, i just couldn't accept it.. Thanks still..

Maybe I wasn't suitable for what I am in.. Certain actions have to be act out for certain reasons.. I don't wish for that day to come so soon, but I know when the day it come, I will just have to accept it... The cold hard fact that will soon appear to me.. I have too many things to consider through..

Alright, I am not emo.. It just some thought that I have and I just wanna post them out.. So as to make me feel better, happier..

Later on will be JFT performance once again at school.. For what event? I don't know.. But I have to say I am mixing up both formation and the new cha cha routine steps.. Hopefully it won't happen later during the performance.. :x I mixed up the steps just now during rehearsal.. So sorry to Leonard.. PaiSeh!! i will make sure it won't happen tomoro.. The stage may be small, but we shall do our best to perform!!
JIAYOU!!
*Kenogi & Verona* *Leonard & Eve* *Martin & Adeline*
Lets show them what we can do!! XD
Lets make SPDS proud~~

Alright, I should be in bed now, if not tomoro i will really be showing the auidence Panda Jft since i am wearin black and white.. LOL!

so many days have pass..
so much have happen..
and i am still so lazy to update..
LOL!..
Cargo handlin is finally over..
now i am left with 5 papers to fight, 1 gem online quiz, 3 projects to go..
well.. times seems to be too short for me huh..
Competition was last sunday..
yes.. and once again i could like to thank daryl..
though we didn't make it far, but yes..
i am still grateful..
dun have to say sorry cos i dun tink i am any better either.. :)
i still have to work harder..
but yes it was fun dancing with you..

i am tinkin something..
something which i have greatly affected the other party..
should i or should i not?
tell me..

this post is to someone out there..
do u seriously think u are in any position to condemn?
we thought u WAS our close fren..
but look at what happen?
both times i could say was because of you..
i am not sayin we had no fault..
but where do u have to step in?
many a times i question myself..
do u really treat us as fren?
or just they mean more to u as compared to us..
ask urself before u decided to make the next comment and think twice~!!
becos if i were to once again make a comment..
i couldn't sound so nice once again..
i am serious..

this week is seriously so tiring... but still i love it.. reason being.. there are dance everyday for this week.. hehex... and yes.. i so wanna thanks daryl and leonard.. LOL!! Daryl thanks for joinin the comp with me.. we shall work hard together for e new routine ok?? jiayou!! of course for rumba too.. we can one,, haha!! no different feelin... my feelin is the same.. LOL!.. Leonard.. thanks for partnerin in class and formation.. lucky u are not drag down by me but instead pull me up.. ( not my cheek though) LOL! we shall work hard too~~ :)



after this week.. it will be time to study for exam.. cargo handling on wed.. OMG!! *faint* gonna study study after sunday's competition.. and i mean hard core studyin.. LOL!.. classy!! let all work hard and pull up our GPA results!! after wednesday and i will relax for one day.. after which will comes formation.. hope to perform but well.. if i am good enuff for the standard.. too many juniors and many are good dancers.. yea but i too will do my best.. :) jiayou!!



on a side note.. i am glad people tell me what they dislike bout me.. at least i can change and i thank God that they tell me.. for i do not wish to be someone who is self-centre and control freak.. i do not wann to sound vulgar and i do not wan to be mean. but of course from time to time i may forget about it and go back to the old way. so i am grateful that i have these group of people who are here beside me, my frens, family to change and correct me. of course i am not sayin anyone else but just a little thought i have with regards to all that have been happenin these few week.. thanks darling.. thanks for changin me and tellin me everything that i have to change.. i will and i want to change to be a better person.. i am learnin and is proud to say so too.. XD! people change for good and bad.. so which do u prefer? :)



alright.. i am tired already.. will update e photos soon.. and hopefully more from sunday's competition!! JIAYOU SPDS DANCERS!! XDXD!!

Aquarius emphasizes a lot on feeling and doesn’t fall in love easily. Just a simple glance and that person may have already caught Aquarius’s eyes. Aquarius uses one second to fall in love and a lifetime to forget. Aquarius is slow in finding out feeling for another, in some cases; they may be the last person to know. At time, Aquarius may find it hard to know their feeling, not knowing what one is doing, feeling lost. Aquarius feels that love should be two-sided and hence will not force the other party. Aquarius will not reveal their feeling easily before confirmation as they fear they may lose it. Perhaps it is due to lack of security, or perhaps it serves as a mean of protection or maybe selfishness. Aquarius will do anything for their best friends. Aquarius may appear heartless as they do not want others to see how sad they are and they will not feel safe. They tend to cry alone. Aquarius is a servant to love. No matter how cruel the other party treats them, they will think that it is their fault. They rather be the one upsetting than seeing the other party sad. They always think that they have super bearing power, always think that they are very strong and think the others as weak. They don’t know that the one who are getting hurt is them and they do not know how to show it. People may have this perception that Aquarius are flirts, very cold and selfish, and full of themselves. However, nobody knows that in an Aquarius’s heart, there is only space for one and it is not correctable. Being naïve they may wait for their love till the day the die. Having no courage, they can only let go of their love helplessly. Aquarius have the tendency to mix happiness and sadness together. In actual fact, they may not seem to be that happy however, at the same time, they may not seem to be that sad either. Only when they are sad, they will put on a happy mask. Only those who really knows Aquarius can see that underneath those eyes there’s presence of spurious agony and also understand what makes Aquarious be duty-bound not to turn back, what makes Aquarius hard to fathom and will realize that Aquarius being strong is just to cover up their weakness. In constellation, Aquarius are always the one not being cherished by the one they love. Why? Maybe the answer is in their hearts, just that Aquarius just do not want to admit. Aquarius not only need someone who can deeply love them and accept them for who they are, they also need a shrink.


u noe after readin this~ i realise it was true!! Being a Aquarius, like what they say. i can take just a second to fall in love.. but it will take me forever to forget them.. but i tink i must add in one truth about me which is i dun fall in love with just any guy.. but e one whom i wanna live forever with.. e rest are just admirer i could call them? or eye candy.. and of course.. i agree with e fact that i am slow in realizin people like me.. well cos it happen quite a few time.. maybe i just dun pay much attention to that.. sorry>.<>


i am sorry for whatever i have say just now.. i feel guilty for sayin them so i apologise.. but i just wanna tell u how much i cherish u as a fren and how much each and every fren means to me..

anyway.. exams coming soon.. competition this sunday~~ lets jiayou everyone.>!<

Jives complete.. LOL.. Another dance routine complete.. quite tiring.. but i am glad my legs didn't gib way today.. :) suppose i learn another impt lesson today? how impt a partner is in latin.. hmm.. i wanna find a partner to dance.. compete.. work tog toward a same goal.. not one whom cares bout only themselve.. not one who is there to have fun.. i do not wish to further elaborate bout what happen to my previous partnership and i hope those who noe.. pls kindly just keep it to yourselve.. dancing with a crazy lion today.. den e last steps was OMG~~ cos doin 2 diff turn.. and we just continue doin tat for quite a few tries just to get it right.. end result.. TIREDNESS!! *zzz* ROAR!!! will be joinin nationals with daryl.. :) thanks.. lets jiayou barx.. :)) Thanks to sam also for practicing with me ytd~~ LOLS.. k la noe u tired la.. LOL.. thanks!! :) and of cus to pw for lending me her costume once more.. :)) THANKS..


end of sem comin soon~~ omg!!!! it like on e 27th of january for cargo handlin.. gonna work double hard.. and yes.. e rest of e 5 paper? on 8 to 12 of feb... just nice before new year.. hence stress but love it.. stress cos too much to study and too little time.. love cos it ends b4 new year!! *double like* hehehx.. ok gonna work double hard.. can't wait for exams to come!! *double love*


darling is sick.. OMG!!! he is havin fever and his voice change like totally... :( i miss him so much.. didn't see him for e past whole week lor.. but he is still my baobeis!! yiyi love u.. tc ok? will find u tmr after dance or sat if i am too tired.. sorry darling..

oh.. i am so not gonna mention SOMEONE's name here.. hehezx.. thou i had a HAPPY time spend with tat SOMEONE!! i am so NOT gonna mention SOMEONE's name and NOT gonna post SOMEONE's pictures!! hehehx.. she is SHOO gonna pester me i suppose.. but too bad she FAILED@!!! hehex.. jk la.. tmr when i blog ok? DEBBIE LOW YING YAN!!! let's go swimmin!! hehehex..



u are not simple~~ neither am i~~ BEWARE!!

I kiss a girl.. O.o..

2 JOkerz.. LOL.. XD




cheerene darling~~




Samuel~~ X)




Shank'ra darlin.. :LOL!!! XD





yvonne and me~~




Yvonne Cheerene Eve.. <3!!



Peiwen and me.. XD!!





Leonard and me~~ XD!!





Leonard Samuel Eve!! <3..

oh.. i hate it when my frens noe what i am tinkin.. hahas.. i may have tell u certain thing,.. but i definitely do not wish u to guess what i am thinkin CORRECTLY every moment.. u make me feel so *speechless*.. u definitely surprise me with all ur *clever* guesses.. but yea.. i still wish to keep it to myself or i should say between us and i hope u understand.. :)

to me.. he is a special person.. not because of what he have done.. but because of who he is.. yes i like him.. i admit.. (no point denyin) like i have say in previous post.. he causes me to have e special feelin deep inside.. and yes.. no kiddin... my heart starts to pump faster.. but sad enough to say i dun blush.. hahas.. which is good u noe.. LOL...

on a side note.. i enjoy spendin time with e person i like.. and i wish i could be with him when he is not happy or wat.. but i couldn't.. i am not desperate for a relationship.. it just i am expressin out what i have to say.. but nonetheless... i noe i am not worthy enuff for him.. he is too much for me.. too much because to me.. he is special.. hahas.. is tat a feelin u will have when u like someone? idk.. hmm..


i never plan to say how idiot someone was.. neither am i gonna say it.. i wanna thank this person instead.. for makin me realise my real feelin.. thanks.. :)

liking someone is a wonderful feelin huh?
haha
LOL!!..
alright..
i am being sarcastic..
but i realise it is true..
it not about goin around tellin people u like someone.. but it is about tat little feeling tat is growin inside of u.. and it sparkles everytime e someone makes u happy.. which causes one to have fast heartbeat.. resulting in faster blood circulation.. and yes,, BLUSH..
LOL!!!
hmmmm...
i am sure most of us have that feelin before.. lol.. no point denyin it.. hmm.. it is a very sweet yet awkward feelin i could say.hahas..

i can hardly wait for wed to come.. i wanna recap jives.. :) suddenly i realise how much i miss dance.. yea.. i have gotten e hang of it,, hehhex.. den thurs.. lesson.. should be completin jive routine? how nice.. hmm.. i wanna work on my steps.. gonna take recap? most prob yes.. tink my vein will tear sooner or later like yea.. (as if it will tear) alright jokin..
:))


oh yea..
skipp ports and terminal today.. with my babe tasha,, haha.. a bit mean.. i was TEMPTED by SOMEONE!! and i went to tempt her.. hahahs,,

will be goin for this comin monday concert.. to support faris and of cus.. SPDS seniors!! JIAYOU~~.. :)) see faris u owe me a big one.. hehex.. beta do ur gees infront of e class.. hahas..

just change my songs once again.. enjoy~~



gonna sleep now.. i am tired enuff..
lazy to explain stuff.. neither do i have the heart to do so..
just feel like dancin..
:)

Sat JFT~


once again~~


last STunt ♥


Charles with Joanne.. :)


Martin and Adeline.. :)


Shank and Wangjue.. :)


Leonard and Eve.. :)


Jun Yan and Jasmin.. :)


Kenogi and Sisi.. :)


e pose with lotsa mistakes.. XD


Jive stunt..


Charles and Joanne.. :)


Martin and Adeline.. :)


Shank and Wangjue.. :)


Leonard and Eve.. :)


Junyan and Jasmin.. :)


Junyan and Jasmin.. :)


Jasmin and Eve.. ♥


Martin and Adeline.. :)


Martin and Adeline.. :)


Charles and Joanne.. :)


Martin and Adeline.. :)


Jump SHot~~!!


Shank and Eve.. :)


Charles and Joanne.. :)


Shank and Jasmin.. :)


Shank and Eve.. :)


Leonard and Eve.. :)


Bernard and his popCorn~~!!


Skye and Samuel.. :)


Skye and Jasmin.. :)


Skye and Eve.. :)


Leonard Samuel Eve.. :)