woah woah woah, it has been quite some times since i last post any entries.. well, it has been a rather busy and tiring holiday for me.. Lol!! Still didn't really get to spent time with my bitches!! Oh Gawd!! i feel so freaking guilty, but doesn't matter, i am quite sure they did enjoy themselves.. :D

competition coming up~~ LOL, less than 5 days.. it kinda scary when u are competing in the same grade not just with ur batch of dancers, but also ur batch of juniors. well, scary in the sense that it is best not to go below a junior in terms of placing, it not what, but it just means that u as a senior have not been practicing much since u first join or ur standard just stays the same.. so well, it doesn't matter now, all i noe is i am gonna work double hard for every competitions with baby!! :D no matter how tiring or hard it gonna be for us.. we will work together hand in hand, as one.

oh, i was suppose to bake Darius some cupcakes today since i didn't do so on Sunday, but it turns out that,my little rascal is sick which mean no such stuff for him till a later date when he recover.. hmmm, i will probably bake e cakes for him, baby, and my 3 bitches this coming Sunday, after some serious competition and submitting of assignments that are due this week..

today was another kinda fun day.. lesson was kinda boring especially finance which i DO NOT wish to further elaborate.. Lab was fun though, lol.. captain Fahdil was seating beside me learning and i was wearing slipper, but nah, i didn't get caught, i got praise for being a fast learner instead.. LOL.. it really nice to hear this kinda of stuff once in a while, which actually make me more interested in that module more.. LOL!! well, lets just say i am more of a practical person rather than a theory person.. ehehehehx.. Lunch was enjoyable too.. Becos of ms dapiak who invited mr B over, i get to see baby for lunch!! hahah~~e 2 Mr ng join e 4 of us for lunch and well, it quite funny actually, seeing 2 guys so awkward.. LOL!! and not just that, we saw adede pork and haha!! samuel han!!

this remind me of the night walk for our camp, instead of scaring the campers, jy went to shout yan de bu rin nah, and Samuel shouted mali mali hom!! HAHAHAAHAH!!

ok, so i met jy for dinner today, had fun chattin with him and yes!! we saw someone with a super funny hairstyle!! LOl!! we kept laughin and laughin non stop, making fun and joke around.. LOL!! My good brother and companion, of course not forgettin the rest of the BGL!!

hmmm, alright i gotta go and sleep now, OMG!! look at e time, baby better not read this, if not i tink i will be dead meat~~ lalala~~ goodnight people..

wish me luck for my 2 upcoming comps and till den, i shall see u when i post once again~~

Loves!!

We're going to the Zoo, Zoo, Zoo

How about You, You, You

You can come too, too, too

We're going to the Zoo, Zoo, Zoo

Nice and enjoyable trip to the Zoo with my darlings girls with Brendan and Ray.

So yes, apparently i woke up on time, thanks to those 3 sweeties!! At first, i tot it was only the four of us with Rony and Ray, hmm somehow it seems like Rony have ONOW Cip to complete and couldn't join us till a later timing, and yes, Brendan join us. (Debbie invited him thinking that Darl would be going.. haha!!) Someone was SO QUIET at first but well, it didn't last long! LOL! Hmmm, I got to know a lot more about some stuff and yes, I'm grateful for what he has done for me. TGINR!! haha~ (Thanks God it's not raining) by the time we reached there, if not we wouldn't have the chance to enjoy ourselves. Jokes, fun & laughter, what a great day!!

Dear Brenda, please remember to take care of yourself when you are away.. (Though you won't get to see this till you are back, LOL) Take your medicine and enjoy yourself. Come back from your trip and start everything afresh! Be our cheerful and smiling girl once again!! With you, the four of us will never face any raining days in the future, we'll always have SUNNY day!! :D

Do you love hugs? From anyone, the one you love, family members or even just your friends and maybe even a strangers.. Does it make you feel weird? secured? loved? Idk why I've this feeling, but I LOVE HUGS! From the one I love, to my family and even to my friends. Maybe not from strangers, sometimes yes but well, it all depends. From what i got as hug definition, it can be used as:

–verb (used with object)

1.

to clasp tightly in the arms, esp. with affection; embrace.

2.

to cling firmly or fondly to; cherish: to hug an opinion.

3.

to keep close to, as in sailing, walking, or in moving along oralongside of: to hug the shore; to hug the road.

–verb (used without object)

4.

to cling together; lie close.

–noun

5.

a tight clasp with the arms; embrace.

those are the online definition.

But a hug to me is more than that, it was more of a feeling, a form of secured and a way of showing love or even comfort. Hugs from different person never fails to give me different feelings. But definitely, it always give me a very secured feeling. Just like anytime u know you are gonna fall, and there will be this pair of hands to hold u up, getting you away from the pain. Protecting you from every harm that you will face. A very sweet feeling I would say, especially from my love ones.

But, for my darl, I would prefer a hug from the back. It a good form of hiding myself, not bout anything bad, but just to prevent him from seeing any unhappiness from me which would then affect his mood too.. His firm yet soft at time, back and shoulder muscles make me feel warmth and comfortable, just as if he is telling me that he will forever be there for me no matter what happen and will never leave. That the feeling I've gotten from him!

Hugs from my nephew is always sweet!! I love hugging him tight and him doing the same back to me!! ahahhaz~ Darius is a very good hugger at his current age!! I could rank him first!!

I have cut my hair!! LOL...lalala~ i am a happy girl tonight!!

I know i should be sleeping, but apparently, i am suffering from insomnia again!! :(

Question running through my head, will i be able to wake up on time later on for my zoo trip? or would i miss it and make my girls angry? URGH! i dun wanna tink bout it really, but it not that i dun wanna sleep.. But, yea.. HOPEFULLY i will wake up on time and go to ZOO!! Have been trying to keep myself occupied this few days.. which work quite well other den some exceptional i tink of the pig again.. hope he is having fun and enjoying himself!! :D

alright, darl coming back soon..and real soon i mean.. Wednesday, which is tomorrow night!! though i can't see him, but at least well, it glad to have him back to Singapore still!! haha!! it kinda weird for not seeing him so many days.. LOL!! 5 days to be exact and today the forth day.. which mean one more day to seeing him again!! *jumping around crazily* haha!! i tink if he ever see this, he will *laugh out loud* and say i am crazy.. but well, it my way of loving him~~

oh yea, i tink i am stupid enough to have completely forget my account password.. whatever way i use to log in to my laptop now is mine fingerprint.. can u imagine one day if my 2 finger ganna scratches how am i gonna log in.. anyone know of anyway to remove or reset the password without reformatting, or reboot? :3 I've tried many possible password to log in, but no.. just like what my bro call me, stupid.. :( haiz, maybe i am barx...

well well well, finally i get a bit tired now.. so i am off to bed!! YIPEE!!

night people!!

darl, i miss you and i love you!! :)

Hey Readers, how you feeling? Happy? Relieve? Stress 'o.O' eh? Siao arx, exams over still stress! Well, but definitely i feel more tired den i was during the exam week!! :( Couldn't sleep even at my normal 2 plus sleeping time.. Haiz.. Wander what's wrong with my body clock, everything seems to be screw up.. It not just that, have been sleeping nearly 5 or 5 plus after paper and waking up at 9, plus i have been out this 2 days.. URGH!! Worse of all, I'm not feeling well!! Cough, Headache and running nose that comes on and off..

Alright, enough of complaining. I guess that all cos i have been sleeping late and was under the sun for too long..

So, yes.. I went for my long await family picnic yesterday at west coast!! From eating to Cycling to Running to Climbing etc, all those exercise have really drained up all my energy!! Oh, well... I still enjoyed myself so much! lets see.. Reach west coast at bout 2, set up some stuff and everyone begin eating lunch!! Oh, YUMMY!! 5th aunt cook Mee hoon, curry chicken.. 4th aunt cook curry veggie.. diana fried finger food.. and mummy cook borbor chacha!! haha!! and went on to have some fun at e playground with e little boys! LOL! Den most cousins walk all e way over to e other car park, and rent a kart to cycle.. haha, it was fun!! Of course, when choosing the kart and making fun of my sis!! lalala~~ and walked back all e way.. Rest awhile and went on for some SWINGS!! WEEE~~ Omg, me and Jayden were screamin life haha idk what!! LOL!.. Went to play some soccer after that as request by Darius darling.. went back and rest.. couldn't tahan really.. LOL!! After which, someone kinda initiate a challenge for climbin e pyramid for r four of us, namely, Doreen, Derrick, Jiahui and me.. LOL!! Well, lets just say i was born in the year of monkey and J.H was used to climbin, so we were kinda faster den e two old ones.. ahahah!! We reach the top and took a picture with each of us 'guarding' one side.. LOL!! Climbin down was another problem face by e older 2.. haha!! but well it was fun!! Rest, chit chat awhile more and everyone headed home bout 5 plus goin 6? or 6 plus? haha.. i tink 6 plus.. (: SHIOK!!

Went over sis house since do ask me acc her to take her backpack before she head home.. Ask darius if he wanna eat dinner with us at jelapang and he agrees. So brought him there with doreen and diana for dinner.. LOL!! and back to sis house.. Well, darius was so cute and cheeky as usual.. hehex.. My little rascal!! He was playing WII avatar when i went home.. LOL!! which is bout 11 plus goin 12 midnight? LOL!! Naughty Boy who loves to call darl Ah Pek!! Muahahhahah!! actually, I taught him that!! LOL!..

This afternoon was spent at 5th aunt house.. haha!! Jayden is shooo cute!! ahah!! Today is his chinese birthday, and he is 4 according to e lunar calendar.. Happy Birthday Jayden!! (: After he was awake from his afternoon nap, he was having sinus.. i suppose and hope i spell it correctly.. LOL!.. well he asked me, wei wei yiyi, i not feeing well already. how? hahah!! so cute right?! and we were watching shinchan after that!! LOL!

Well, i am missing darl a lot!! haha!! though i say i won't miss him!! :3 haha! Weird me..~ He in Hong Kong with his family, and guess what, all goodies there are food.. which mean he will surely gain weight!! hahah!! So i told him i will pretend i dunno him when i see him again on thur!! Oh, i can't wait for thur to come faster!! I really miss this pig!! :( But, maybe this is really a good time for us to learn to cherish each other after so many things.. :)

OHOHOH!!

SWING!!

Pyramid!!

kart!!

kart!!

Some Photos of Darius!!

Happy Belated Birthday Kelvin!!

Guess who>?!
Debbie!!

Last but not least, BABY!!

ok, i gonna try sleepin.. If not i would really become a night owl already.. Sweet dreams people!!

Exams around the corner!! and yes, have you been studying? o.O

Lately, alot of things has been happening. I am lazy to type out and is tired to make any comments. So yes, I won't be posting anything new recently, other than my study trip to esplanade. :D

Alright, i have to go off now. Super tired already.. :) Goodnight people!!