CCA Showcase performance was Success!! Hehex.. At least we managed to keep our formation throughout e whole performance.. and yes, i love e swivel!!! Everyone in formation was doing it together!! :D

Good Job To

*Cheerene & Samuel*

*Wang Jue & Jun Yan*

*Eve & Leonard*

*Adeline & Martin*

Of course, we still can further improve on our steps!! Lets JiayOU!!

I dk if i can upload e video, so yea.. But just for ur infos, i wun be uploadin ytd performance video.. :)

Oh yes!! Stupid Martin Zhang Totally freaked me out today!! LOL! First he gave me his fierce stare ( which he had no intention to do so, as he wasn't angry ) and after that, at e u-shape toilet, he scares me TWICE!! basket!! How nice, almost cried, or should i say what a teary pair eyes i have!! LOL!

ok, nothing much to update.. I can feel my eye closing with e fan blowin.. *yawn* but i have to wait for that super duper slow washing machine to finish washin all e clothes and hang them.. :3

Nvm, i shall wait..

till den,

Leonard Ng, I Love You!

byebyE!!

My eyes is super dry now.. yea i cried.. but well, all is over.. and it is due to childish matter.. but well, i will try my best to ensure it doesn't happen again.. cos i am tired of doin so, but i can't make a promise for that, cos i dk when my heart will feel hurt again.. but i noe i will be fine as long as i am with you..

ltr on cca SHOWCASE.. WOOOO!!!! Jiayou to Jft & Sft Performers!! Show them what we can do!! :D if i am not wrong, it is Gentleman and Rock & Roll? All the best, i will try to video them down tmr and upload it!! :D

Today is yet another sweet sweet day.. Went to meet ling at fc3 when lesson end.. hmmm, suppose to meet at concourse but well, he went back to clubhouse so yeap.. slack at clubhouse awhile while waiting for Bgl Darlings..Oh yea, i played Dota while waiting for adede.. hmmm, it was fun when i get to add in more and more stuff, learnin more skills and of course e different opponent to kill,. ehex..!! Must say a big thanks to e 3 Bgl guy.. :D went over to cck for dinner.. and ling send me home.. not exactly home, but he send me all e way to petir.. *sweet* walk over to pending bus-stop as that is e only station with bus 966 back to Eunos.. hehex..

i love the time spend with him.. thank you for your every word and action.. they never fail to make me smile no matter what happen that day.. I dun care how much tears that stuff is gonna bother me, i just wanna enjoy e times with you.. :D I love you baby!!

tiring week.. yet a enjoyable weekend spent with family!! :D

on Saturday, just decided to stayed home e whole day.. It has been a long time since i have eaten a home cook meal.. well yes, i mean it, a LONG TIME!! :( nonetheless, i loves to eat mum's cooking!! :)and yes, i love chatting with her whenever she cook, it like u get to learn a new recipe.. and normally, that when me and my mum will have a heart-to-heart talk.. I miss those time though, it like creating stronger bond between me and my mum.. :D After which, mummy persuaded me to go over sis house.. Since it has been a long time since i saw e little rascal.. hehex.. yes, i waited for him like 2 hour plus? before he reached home!! OMG!! i MISS e little boy so much!! hehex.. he is still as cheeky as ever.. Love you Darius!! Sorry yiyi couldn't stay over with u, cos i am super tired.. :x

on Sunday, headed down to east coast and support Brother-in-law.. Well, congratz for getting a 4th place and 14th place in the 1/8 and 1/10 car racing with overseas competitors.. :D It was a super sunny day!! feel so warm and due to not drinking enuff water, i was coughin like hell and slight headache.. hmm, luckily, sis decided to go over to east coast lagoon for some brunch at 5 plus.. LOL! yea.. Drank coconut and sugar cane.. COOLING can~~ hehex.. i wasn't suppose to drink any cold water, but really, i am super thristy.. so i couldn't help and drank it.. LOL! yea, took a long walk just for Darius to cycle awhile and headed home.. well, by that time, it was already at night.. hmmm, having a super bad headache by den, i suppose due to e morning sun.. But i never fail to get more awake each time i reach home.. LOL!..

oh, today i went for Gems Class.. LOL!! Personality test.. HMMMM.. somewhat true la i have to say... hehex.. LOL!! so yea, went for class.. and lesson ends at 230 today!! Yipee!! went for my addiction once again.. coughin now though, but well, at least it is not so jialat as ytd..

i love you darling!!
thanks for sending me to cck and end up getting urself a overstayed fee. LOL!
thanks for loving me so much and always making me smile..
sorry for throwin all those tantrum on u..
but i just wanna you to know!! i love you and i will always be there for you!!
♥♥♥♥♥
Leonard darling, I love you too!! :D ♥

alright, i took a super long time to upload these photos i noe..
but well, i have been super busy..
i wanna thanks this 4 person for staying in my life throughout e whole holidays..
when i am happy or sad i noe i've got them in my life..
YOU GUYS ROCK!!
BGL UNITED!! XD LOVES!

is it true that as we grow older, we will tend to face more political stuff in life? and decision we make will have to be beneficial to ourselves even if we have to go against our friends?

i dun understand, but definitely, i noe that whatever this friend of mine, who have done certain things wasn't in wrong.. it is not that i am siding him just because i am closer to him. but if u really were to take a step back and understand the whole situation, maybe u might have a different point of view.. Others, as so far i am concerned, has also started to turn against him because of whatever he have done or say just because of well, other's influence i could say.. I am not saying that what the others say were wrong, because if i were to stand in their shoe, I could understand why they say it too..

But hey!! please dun misunderstood whatever i have post here, i wasn't trying to pick a fight, i am just stating what i feel because i dun wan anything to happen.. It like everyone is turning against some other because of a hopeless person? well, i dun wanna say names so if you dun noe who, den dun ask me.. :) Back to topic, i am a neutral person when it comes to this kind of stuff, as i dun wanna take one side and go against e other.. So yeap.. i hope all will be clear soon and everyone to treasure all..



i have to say i am very sorry to this special someone.. because i am being super selfish, i have been putting you in a super difficult spot.. a spot that u could never actually have to step into, and could not have to feel guilty for.. sorry.. i hope you understand that i didn't do it intentionally, but it is just whatever tat me inside is feeling.. but after all, i have say before.. it is your life, your choice, if u have choose a certain way just go for it.. i am not worry bout it for i have your reassurance over and over again, but i wish u wouldn't blame me for feeling that way, after all which girl would not feel the same.. i won't feel good and to be truth, i am quite a sensitive person that why i can't help but to agree with what you two have say.. i am learning, gimme times.. at time i might just break down, i dun know when i dun know why.. Maybe i noe, it was just me being SELFISH..


ok back to main topic, school have started for one week.. and i have missed twice a 8 am class.. lecturer are ok, but i do have this super cute lecturer that keep saying *are YOU with ME* LOL!.. class have been fun as usual... well, it time to bond once again.. :) i love it!!

i have not been spending much time with my family and for that i am angry with myself.. so from today onwards, every Sunday shall be my time spent with them UNLESS i have super urgent stuff to attend to.. but well of course, i will make it a point to go home earlier and less of going out time with friends.. :) becos i LOVE them!!


*p.s, i love you!

thank you for everything..
thank you for staying by me when i needed you the most..
thank you for letting me know you will always be there..
thanks for making me smile when my sight was grey..

words can't expressed how much i have to say.. so i shan't say anymore..

I am back.. hehex.. miss me? well, i have a few cutie who actually sms me when i am there.. sorry that i couldn't reply to any of your sms as i dun wanna pay 80cents for those chat that i can get in Singapore.. hehex.. Sorry!! :) But obviously, I did reply to some which I tink is important..

Kl competition, well one word *disappointed*, with myself.. :(i dun wanna talk bout it, but yes to those who know what happen, thanks... Thanks for all encouragement but it just not what everyone could understand.. I didn't expected for that, but it just had to happen.. Nvm, like what partnie told me.. At least we make it to semi-finals for jive and rumba.. I hope i could surpassed u, yes u.. but I didn't manage to do so.. :(

alright, the trip was super memorable!! Ramily Burger sold directly opposite e hotel is love!! <3 oh yes, time spent with everyone, every single dancer is love.. Thanks to those who took care of me, since my idiotic body could no longer tahan.. Fatigue i could say.. Headache was so bad that i have never had that before.. it was just cold, it makes e holding room even colder den it was suppose to be.. Ok, so i wanna thank everyone. :) Didn't really shop much as i do not wanna spend much.. But stuff that i need wasn't sold there, such as Hollywood tape.. LOL!

okok.. I shall end this post here, will do another quick upload soon.. :)
Till den, miss me! :D


*♥*cause you've got the keys to my heart*♥*
~Back At One~

idk why.. but i just have to agree with what nicole and adeline say.. :3

alright people, i shall do a small update before heading to KL later in e afternoon.. :) Competition on Sunday, we shall jiayou!! hehex.. Gonna be gone till Monday? LOL.. which mean i will be absence from school hehex.. and yes, i have already receive my sas notice with regards to that.. LOL!efficient or what?? hehex.. so well, yes people, miss me when i am gone this 3 days..

anyway, my family once again make me cry.. not becos i was scolded or what, but becos they never fail to be there for me.. Mummy also make me cry again.. LOL.. i noe it is a 3 days short trip, but i am super touch for whatever they have done for me.. Appreciated! LOVE!! :D

ohohoh!! my addiction gonna be cut for 1 week.. like wth!! :( but apparently i can't drink it now also since i am having a bad cough.. Gonna just push myself for this 2 more days.. and hopefully i will get enough rest next week!! My dear body, please stay strong or at least till Sunday.. Dun ever make me give in to you, you were forcing me today already.. Just for 2 more days please..

Trust me, your reply definitely make me feel Happier den I have ever been in my life.. :D
I am sorry to have went over the line that I shouldn't cross, but Idk why am I doing that too.. Sorry..

Great Job to all FOP performers.. !! :)Well done!! Dance prac for the whole of last week, but well.. Everything was worthwhile, it is not just about performing to them, it means a whole lot other stuff.. This time round, we were separated into 2 different teams, one dancing Gentleman and the other dancing Groove with Me Tonight .. I will be posting up e Groove video, since my friend have already uploaded on u-tube,, but i am sorry to e other as i no not have e video.. :)

Alright, so I have a rather Cui weekend, feeling so sulky.. But thanks God I felt better now.. I'm SO GRATEFUL to my BGL darlings.. :) Definitely feel much better after e chilling myself, jokes etc etc.. Things will surely happen in life, be it good or bad.. It is your choice on how you want to look on it.. Of course, I still feel somewhat guilty for whatever that has happen, that I can't deny.. So i hope you will find yours soon.. Sorry!!

Oh oh oh!! I am so ADDICTED to North-East line for a reason..LOL.. and i am loving it!!

Anyway, just a song to share.. :)

I don't know but
I think I maybe
Fallin' for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting 'til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of
Holding this inside my head

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you

As I'm standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It's just you and me

I'm trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of
Holding this inside my head

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you

Oh I just can't take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you
I think I'm fallin' for you

I can't stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can't hide it
I think I'm fallin' for you (x2)

I'm fallin' for you

Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I'm fallin' for you

Wonderful Wonderful!

oh, once again, i have a WONDERFUL weekend.. a weekend which i would never wan to ever forget.. :)

yes, it was e 11th Nationals which took place in Raffles Institute. Well, i did not make it to finals but i am GLAD enough to make it to semi-finals.. seriously.. i never thought that i will make it that far, i thought by second rounds and i will be out.. so yea, i really wanna say a big thank you to my partner!! He really did pull me up a lot, and he really make me wanna just give my 200% to him in dance.. But still, i am so sorry.. Sorry for dragging u down with my basic.. I will work harder.. Let's Jiayou for KL comp!! :) Thanks for being so patience with me also!! and definitely, thanks for bringing me into semi-finals!! :D

so yea, i tan myself with Jennifer's help!! Thanks so much!! :) reason being, i am too white for Emi's costume!! on a side note, Emi, thanks for lending me ur costume once again..! :) So yea, i was kinda shock though.. LOL!! by the change of my skin colour.. :p It was fun though.. Really wanna thank Emi, cos she was telling me bout my mistakes which i really appreciate them!! Of course, washing those tan was a hassle.. haha!! now i finally understand how my seniors feel.. i actually stay in e toilet for twice my normal bathing time.. LOL!

Buses and train home.. LOl.. Bus with 5 other dancers in a 45 seater bus!! LOL!! dumb.. anyway, Darius came over to stay!! Reason being, we were going tomb sweeping today.. well, it a once a year stuff.. but somehow, this year there seems to be even more jokes going around.. We( e cousins ) never fail to forget which tablet belongs to which ancestors.. So we will always (without fail ) need our parents to remind us which is whose.. hahah!! alright jokes jokes jokes... everywhere!! haha!! laughter that never fails to be with us whenever there is a gatherin.. Love it!!

alright, gonna go for my rest!! night people!! :) it gonna be a busy week ahead.. :p

Sweeties!!

Adeline and Eve!!

Once again!!

Yihan, Eve, Adeline!

Hannie & Eve!

Once again!!

Partnie and I!!

Once again!!

BArry & Hannie!!

Winners!! :)

Hannie, Shank, Leonard!!

Cheerene, Shank, Samuel!!!

Shank Darling & Me!!!

Junyan, SHank, Eve!!!

(: *!BGL!* :)

Friends for life!!

Sp Competitors!!

Ladies with Riane!! :)

Gentleman with Riane!!!

Gents!!

Ladies!!!

*!Thorn among the Rose!*

*STUNTS*

Babes!!

Eve & Barry!!

Kenny & Leonard!!

Kristal & Kenny!!!

My 2 Partnie!!

Leonard & Eve!!!