hmm..
i really had not much time to post this few days ok..
but yea..
since pearlyn reminded me..
shall den post bout a hypocrite..
well..
apparently..
i won't call this person a hypocrite for no reason..
i mean she is rather fake larx..
tink she got high high position den very big..
actually not high larx..
it just tat she got authority over me..
it all happen durin e lesson..
one of the c is not yet here..
so she said sumtime like..
'i dunno why tat c wanna bring u guys here for..'
den e c jus happen to come in..
'okay everyone stand.. and listen to e c'
hmm
it okay if u dun understand..
i didnt expect u too..
well..
it just like maybe btw some of us..
i mean it like..
e c not here den u comment so much..
den when she here u pretend nth happen??
isn't tat so fake??
somemore u hold authority..
like to gossip summore..
shouldnt u focus on how u present urself??
hmm..
anyway,,
thias happen quit a few days ago..
i tink last week..
lol..
erm..
today we got compo test..
i wrote bout blogger..
as tat was one of the question,.
just hope tat..
i can pass larx..
saturday goin ice skatin with frens...
hahas..
omg..
i am so happy...
:)

e pig and mie..
hahas..
fat..
btw..
dun anyhow tink..
we are just bro and sis..

this is e crazy gerl in sweet's hse..
she remind me of her..

tony eatin fruits..
fruits are healthy okay..

this is my sweetheart..
despite her deletin one of e pics..
i got another one..
haha..

this is my irritating brother who love to disturb crazy gerl..
they do make a good match..
haha..

this look kinda..
thou shall not say..
haha..

sleepin BEAST..
haha..
jkjk..
my cool brother..

pearlz and me durin eng act..
hehex..

my classmates..

another one..

fine..
had not been postin this few days..
sorry as i had been really busy..
as in studyin..
hahas..
really..
seein this batch of o level result really made me very stress..
they got 100% pass a math..
well..
doubt i can maintain e standard..
yesterday went sweet house after church..
and study..
haha..
den watch x men II..
till 930..
den watch a chinese movie..
till 1015..
den leave..
hahas..
pigpigpigpig..
u are forgiven..
hahas..
smile brother..

hmm..
pictures..
hahas..
we are playin with sis phone..
:)

this few day suxs..
really..
i mean since u wanna say it tat way den i got nth to say..
but my daddy noe who is e one tat choose to be leave behind..
seriously..
i agree with my e other fren post..
and ya..
i am sorry..
i didnt noe tat how u have gone thru..
i mean ya..
had been in tat shoe before too..
and this few thing..
in fact e past few days..
set me thinkin alot..
and ya..
glad to say at least i am more clear of wat i wan now..
to me now..
wadeva over has been over..
tears tat has rolled down my cheek is over..
cutting is no more to ppls i have promised..
happiness or unhappiness..
God has it all plan..
he didnt arrange for all e rest of my life to be happily ever after after i noe him..
there are still..
tough time..
anger..
sadness..
no matter wat..
it still bring me closer to him..
and i shall have no regrets..
becos i love him..

i just realise i have no authority to choose your fren for u..
u have the right to choose..
who u wanna believe in..
but if cus..
just wanna say no matter wat..
i will still love you..
and i really do..
and i am really foolish enuff to break e promise..
which i promise now and i wun do it..
not anymore..
for i am still in love with you..
and i have no regret..

hmm..
my new comment or suggestion to my new p..
if u didnt saw wat am i doin tat day..
(i was writin e chinese letter)
dun anyhow say i wasnt listenin to teacher..
cos tat e work for tat day..
also..
dun test me on how to write you yu bu jue..
cos i noe how to..
and it is 犹豫不决..
i mean ya..
i might sound as if i am tryin to show off here..
but ya..
i am not ok..
my chinese sux as a matter of fact..
and tat word just happen to appear on e paper..
also..
dun come in and show us how good your chinese is..
cos it sucks!!!
and it totally sucks!!
also if next time there a meetin organise by her..
i will say i can't make it..
stupid meetin last for 1 hr talkin bout crap..
why dun u just get out or back off from my world??!!
i tink my 八字 with her no good..
hahas..
how come i am talkin bout superstitious stuff??
haiya btw..
she just sucks and that it..
end of the comment!!
start of school..
lol
one word stress..
homework everyday..
and ya..
includin sat and sun..
hmm..
chem spa and phy spa comin up..
chem on exact my bday..
:'(
den phy on 1 day before valentine day..
both day like so wat la...
wahh!!!

i am seriously sick and tired this whole week..
it e orientation week..
me aaron and jos was e hall i/c but hahas..
ya..
aaron should noe whats wrong..
in facts..
we were lack of help when it seems like we got everyone helps..
dunno why..
maybe we are kinda last mintues..
i was home this few days like after 9..
which mean my sleepin time were *cut* *cut* *cut*
cos i still have homework..
ya..
den yesterday..
nornin school..
den immediately went home change for orientation..
alot of unpleasant tings happen den...
well..
i really feel piss...
seriously..
i mean was it our fault tat e actual plan as this and u came back only ytd and say change??
den may i ask who e one abusin his/her authority??
den not just tat..
i was also scolded for like no reason when e stuff wasn't mine..
dunno larx..
just this few days..
alot of probs correct already..
but was glad tat God has send me a bunch of ppl..
they guide help cheer me up this few days..
they share my problems in their view with me..
and ya..
also..
went 163 to eat..
and we talk..
it was xinyu tony weiyang arnei and me..
after tat go sis house bath..
went to partyworld and sing k till 4 plus..
with cousin and my family..
den reach home bout 6 plus..
cos went to fetch mum..
den wake up 8 for gb..
went fsc to help..
den went plaza plan stuff shop ard..
ok fine..
arnold stanley you are so dead..

for sayin wadeva u shouldnt have say today!!

i will make sure u are under attack..

anyway..

will be planin next week games with jos xinyu weiyang arnold tony..

ya..

pls bring dark colour tee and extra shirt...

it might drag..

but promise it gonna be fun..

Don't Give Up.... .

One day I decided to quit...
I quit my job, my relationship, my spirituality...I wanted to quit my life. I went to the woods to have one last talk with God.

"God", I asked, "Can you give me one good reason not to quit?"

His answer surprised me..."Look around", He said. "Do you see the fern and the bamboo?"

"Yes", I replied.

"When I planted the fern and the bamboo seeds, I took very good care of them. I gave them light. I gave them water. The fern quickly grew from the earth. Its brilliant green covered the floor. Yet nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo.

In the second year the Fern grew more vibrant and plentiful. And again, nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo." He said.

"In year three there was still nothing from the bamboo seed. But I would not quit. In year four, again, there was nothing from the bamboo seed. I would not quit." He said.

"Then in the fifth year a tiny sprout emerged from the earth. Compared to the fern it was seemingly small and insignificant...But just 6 months later the bamboo rose to over 100 feet tall. It had spent the five years growing roots. Those roots made it strong and gave it what it needed to survive. I would not give any of my creations a challenge it could not handle."

He asked me. "Did you know, my child, that all this time you have been struggling, you have actually been growing roots?". "I would not quit on the bamboo and likewise I will never quit on you."

"Don't compare yourself to others." He said. "The bamboo had a different Purpose than the fern. Yet they both make the forest beautiful."

"Your time will come," God said to me. "You will rise high."

"How high should I rise?" I asked.

"How high will the bamboo rise?" He asked in return.

"As high as it can?" I questioned.

"Yes," He said. "Give me glory by rising as high as you can."

I left the forest and brought back this story. I hope these words can help you see that God will never give up on you. Never, Never, Never Give up.

For the Christian Prayer is not an option but an opportunity. Don't tell the Lord how big the problem is, tell the problem how Great the Lord is!

Heavens' doors opened this morning, and God asked me..."My CHILD, what can I do for you?"
And I said, "Daddy, please protect and bless the one reading this message."

God smiled and answered, "Request granted."


Indeed, praise the LORD! Late as it may be, I can't resist posting this very insightful passage. Do feel free to copy this and pass it around, for indeed i have been most blessed by someone who passed it to me!

The ultimate wisdom and ways of our God, far higher than us humans who do not see the whole picture, not seeing the roots that God is slowly nurturing in us. Be rooted and built up in Him!! =)

Let me rise high, high up for You.

S-E-V-E-N things that make me smile:
(they are not in order except e #1)


1. being able to know God

2. my fren and cuzzin stupid jokes

3. STUPID JASMINE toh.. (she is e one who cause me to be crazy)

4. my church buddies

5. my wonderful family members..

6. Praise and worship

7. knowin people


S-E-V-E-N ways to win my heart:



1. Loves and follows God wholeheartedly

2. Able to make me feel comfortable

3. Able to understand me

4. someone whom i can really go to thru sadness happiness and all..

5. love the people ard him

6. be like who u are.. dun act..

7. love me too!! muhahaha..



S-E-V-E-N things I believe in:



1. My God e 3 in 1
2. Christ has taken away all my sins..
3. God is good powerful and almighty..
4. God is in control of everything, thus I will not worry
5. u can change ur attitude if u wan..
6. christ has risen 3 days after death..
7. i am who i am.. in e way God created me..

S-E-V-E-N things I'm afraid of:

1. insects
2. qurraels with family or frens tat are really closed..
3. not being able to please God in e stuff i do..
4. losin all my contact no..
5. not being able to help my fren who is in need
6. Stress
7. leavin God..

S-E-V-E-N things I do everyday:

1. Pray
2. Eat
3. Sleep
4. walk
5. Laugh
6. Talk
7. study

S-E-V-E-N people I want to see now:

1. God
2. someone in my heart
3. jasper e pig
4. aaron
5. jasmine
6. adelene
7. everyone in fact

S-E-V-E-N people whom I choose to do this:



all of u who view my blog!!




[x] You know someone that cares about you.
[ ] You have a boyfriend/ girlfriend/ fiancee/husband/ wife.
[x] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[x] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[x] Your parents are still married.
[x] You have more than 2 best friends.

T O T A L: 6

[x] You dress how you want to.
[x] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[x] There is a computer and laptop in your house.
[x] You have never been beaten up.
[x] You never cry more than twice a month. (tears of joy or laughter)
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[x] Your room is big enough for you.
[x] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to a concert.
[x] You laugh more than twice a day.



T O T A L: 10



[x] You have over 50 friends on Friendster.
[ ] You have pictures on myspace.
[x] Your parents let you have a Friendster.
[ ] You have no problem in your studies.
[x] You collect something normal.
[x] People don't make fun of you to be mean.
[ ] You look forward to going to school.
[ ] You don't wish you were someone else.
[x] You do something after school at home/outside
[ ] You always pass ALL the subjects in exams.

T O T A L: 5

[ ] You own a car.
[x] You usually don't fight with your parents.
[x] You are happy with your appearance/looks.
[ ] You aren't self-conscious at all.
[x] You have friends.
[ ] Your parents working salary monthly is more than $4000.
[x] You know your parents care and love you.

T O T A L: 4

[ ] You know what is going on in the world.
[x] You care about so many people.
[x] You are happy with your life.
[ ] You usually aren't sick.
[x] You know more than one language.
[x] You have a screen name.
[x] You've gotten awards/prizes/trophies before.
[x] You know the words to more than 5 songs.
[x] You dont have any enemies at all.
[x] You are Happy that you're living.

T O T A L: 9

Now count the number and multiply by 2. I'm 68% happy! LOL…

I know it’s a bit dumb but haven't done such things in a long time already.

But PLEASE DON’T take this gauge too seriously though - there are many more things we can be thankful for that’s not mentioned in this ‘test’ hahaha.. Praise God from whom all blessings flow!

i change my blog skin again..
hahas..
sorry arx..
cos dunno why e one i like e most cannot use lerx..
so ya..
and i am very glad that God gave me this tot of this blog..
ya..
so do enjoy your stay here in this up-coming year..
anyway..
today e stupid fat pig..
i shall make u account for my jaw!!
hahas..
jkjk...
had alot of fun with my sweetheart they all..
didnt get to play IBS..
hahas..
but i play it ytd nite..
hehex..
den went plaza get my stuff and headed home..
this comin week shall be a busy one for me..
so ya..
peeps..
please pray for me..
:)

well..
first time i am so open up durin singspiration..
thanks god..
i was glad tat * and ** help me out..
* gave me alot of ideas on how to lead..
and helpin out with alot of stuff..
whereas for **..
i am really happy tat despite r msn..
u learn sumting thru ur qt today..
which is good!!!
thanks to * and **..
service was fun..
e Chinese and English assembly combined..
hahas..
seriously my opinion change alot..
i mean well..
i didnt noe i was so childish in sec 1 and 2..
and ya..
so does my fren..
some of them change some didnt..
some not as shy as e past le..
:)
and today's sermon was very inspiring..
it makes me learn tat in time of difficulties..
remember God..
remember what he had done for us..
and e characteristic we should ve is
~be strong=>like able to withstand difficulties
~remain faithful in God
~be ready for suffering=>(verse 3-6 of 2 timonthy 2:8-9)
character of soldier,farmer and athlete in hardship
=>stay focus in God
=>be discipline to follow regulations
=>diligent

dardar and me wishin everyone happy new year..

:)

Happy New Year Everyone..
hope u people have fun ytd..
to wherevea count down or party etc..
i tink i spent it rather fun..
but let me start with 31st..
i went to plaza and meet up with shu wen, jasper and weiyang..
we were doin tony's bday card..
hahas..
practically e guys are slackin and e gerls are workin..
den went church play IBS!!
WOAH!!!
though i still not very sure how to play..
but ya..
i still enjoy cos i just blur bout e biddin part..
hahas..
but now i noe okay...
hahas..
den went to pl..
really tink alot..
tink alot of my brain cell die but thanks GOD for givin me new one.
hahas..
spent 2 hr plus inside..
which i never regret goin..
tat in fact,,
is my best time spent with GOD..
den while waitin for jolin and jasper..
cheryl tok to me..
and i am really glad..
cos i get to share with someone how i feel..
den went to ten mile and eat dinenr after tat..
back to church bout 10 for service..
hahas..
we sing song for e first 20 mins..
den doin sharin among e youth..
till eleven..
den went back had open sharin..
den a short sermon...
ya..
sang 2 more song and pray den HAPPY NEW YEAR..
ya..
we sang tony birthday song..
went to office and wrote his cards..
grab all e ym'mers...
hahas..
den pass to him..
took pictures,,
smash cake on his face..
hahas..
den they taopok him..
hahas..
den jolin follow my sis car home..
ya,,
send ppl wishes and went to pasir panjang..
den went plaza mac and had supper..
hahas..
went sis house..
bathe..
use lappy..
den sleep at ard 5 plus..
hahas..
1st jan..
wake up den went turf city..
cos sis car got prob..
den went home..
rest went tpy..
haha..
shop there and ya..
bought quite some stuff..
den now reach home..
sian arx..
tomoro school reopen..
T.T