once again this word i say..

COMMITMENT

a meaninful yet stressful word.

have i been committing myself to too much stuff..

that i neglected my own studies??

i dunno..

perhaps i have been,,

and i didnt notice it myself lolx..

ytd went to school bbq..

well..

i really thinkin if i should go back and help out u see..

i mean i am not close to e juniors and i feel very out of place..

maybe this is wat denis feel sometime barx..

sorry sir..

maybe i have to go back on my word..

i really need to reconsider about it again..

now my main focus is only my o level..

i dun wanna care about any other thing anymore..

i am really sick and tired of it lerx..

whatever u are gonna say..

i dun care..

that your mouth..

i can't stop u from e way u look at me..

but i can only say go ahead..

laugh at me..

today mother tongue paper..

well..

don't know if i can do well.

it seems to be easy but well..

no one will know how the actual score will be..

let hope i have..

seeing you make me agitated..

make my heart leap..

it make me feel uncomfortable seein u..

but i can't deny e fact that when i need help u are always there..

and i still like u..

maybe it better to treat u as a brother..

or forget everythin  that we have been thru..

e days that we spent together,,

e things we learn..

e smile and laughter and everything else we had gone thru..

forget them shall we..

it better off..

let me at least keep this good side of u deep in my heart..

i got back my exam result ler...


it is extremely speechless..


in a bad way..


haiz......


anyway my back pain is finally alot more better lerx..


thanks peeps for prayin and askin..


yesterday people came over to my house..


cos it is ah gong death anniversary..


den play with dar dar and den den..


hahas..


two of them..


my precious darling..


dun mind takin care of them..


really..


in fact..


i enjoy being with them,,


and i envy them..


children had no worries..


they dun have to worry botu wat gonna happen in e next mins and they will never understand..


all they have to do us jus to cry and thigns will be given to them..


how wonder isn't it??


but being a teenager wasn't tat bad,..


cos i get to go everywhere i wan..


eat everything that i like..


being with my loved one and of cus..


spendin time with my two little darling..


btw..


den den is jayden..


my cousin darlin son..


as for dar dar..


he is my naughty little tiny man..


my precious darling..


as quoted from benson..


who is my cousin..


hahas..


cute right..


naughty little tiny man...


ehex..


anyway,,


mon is gonna be my exams..


o level exams..


for mother tongue..


hope i can scored a1..


den at least i secured one a1..


hahas..


anway,,


just gonna post some pics up today..

finally finish exams lerx.. 

but i tink i will fail quite a no of paper..

WAH!!!

anyway..

thanks for all my frens concern,..

my back is a lot more better...

hahas..

den ytd i went wild wild wet..

i was playin e  blue slide..

forget e name lerx but e most aggressive one..

hahas..

i scream once e person let go of his leg..

cos it really scary and i got e feelin i am droppin..

hahas..

but i really had fun..

cum dardar also playin..

but e thing is he is havin fever..

haiz..

den today after last paper..

went to mac with ky veron and don..

for breakfast..

den send dardar's breakfast to him..

don and veron went also..

hahas..

cos veron goin home to change..

don paid for our cabbie fare..

MUHAHAH!!..

den went don's house take sumting..

den played awhile mahjong before diana came and fetch me..

hahas...

den went collect money..

fetch dodo..

den went suntec swensen for lunch..

den walk ard e fountain of wealth..

hahas,,

den went collect more money..

went jelapang..

but didnt go down as dardar sleepin..

so waited for like almost one hour for them..

den came sis house..

hahas..

playin doh with dardar just now..

haha..

sweet..

shall end here..

goodnight everyone..

God iis my only reason to smile..

hmm..

i was really thinkin about wat to blog this few day..

but nothing seems to interest me this few days other den e stressful exam..

fine.. 

let us start with topic 1..

first..

my sis told me tat she will reward me with $$ if i manage to score 16 and lower for 8 sub..

or even 13 or lower for 5 subject..

i wasn't after e cash seriously but i dun wanna disappoint her..

sir ronnie den told me to score 10 or lower for 8 sub!!

i was stunned and i noe i couldnt do it..

but by reassuring of God's love for me and my hard work.. 

i am sure that i can do it..

and i wan to do it..

:)

thou i am stress..

next.. 

topic 2...

tink i injured my back lerx..

when i bend den straighten feel e pain..

haiz..

tink because of holdin heavy weight with improper bendin..

just hope it will recover first..

and i noe it will with God's care..

topic 3.

i am so happy to go out with shunana and jessie today..

hahas..

i sure hope someone ear wasn't itchin at all..

or maybe it was,,

BLEAHX!!..

but seriously she deserve,,

i mean not revenge..

but by e way she do things..

we joke and we had fun..

thou it was just 3 hours plus..

but i really had a lot of fun..

thanks..!!

lastly i just hope that i will be able to fulfill God's instruction..

that was sir is blablablabla..

and i hope i will be of much help..

i dun wanna disappoint anyone anymore..

for my past sixteen years..

i have been doin that..

and now..

i wanna put a stop to it..

and first priority is God and my walk with him..

second comes my studies and family..

third fellowship and gb..

forth is all other things..

i am studyin currently..
hope i can do well now.. :900