wake up tis morning went church..

saw ivan.. hahas...

den went lrt station..

dunno for wat stupid reason can't get in...

so went to take cab..

reach went there..

den seat there for quite sometime before eating..

took some pics with jan and yi wei...

so happy...

den went fsc chattin with PRISCA and SU YU QI!! hahas..

BEWARE!!

this two women are crazy.. hahas..

den went plaza...

so leon and jing ni..

hahas.. :)

the two of them so sweet...

got so piss with some idiot..

lol..

jus gonna say..

idiot are always idiot..

dunno e truth but wanna blame ppl..

wat sia..

hahas..

den went home...

ren plaza meet denise..

go with mdm chin to visit cindy..

she isshoo much better..

and she recognise us...

even joke with us and tell us riddles..

hahas..

THANKS GOD!!

can see tha God s with her every moment even though she say dunno..

but it is ok!

den went home...

gonna do homework!!

yea...

love euu!!

me and janjan!! :)
jan jan! she look so japanese! kawai!
Yi WEI!! ahhh!!
me and YI wei!! hahas..
e three of us.. qiqi me yiwei! :)

just change my blog song again..

hahas..

really like this song...

sung by xu zhian and xu huixin...

especially the lyric..

you light up my life...

anyway..

congrats to the dancer of fajar!!

they got silver..

good job girls!!

:)

den also to band...

they also got silver..

dun feel sad!!

:)

round 6++ goin 7 tat time yesterday...

went to school..

for china immersion trip briefin..

that for both parent and us..

mummy went with me..

love you!!!

same room and groupin with kengying..

hahas...

gonna bring quite a no. of stuff...

anyway..

gonna bring my camera there..

but sadly mummy not gonna send me off!!

:'(

will you wish me best journey also??

baby and me...



love him so...



cute dear..


deardear with drum..

maybe i has been thinkin of you too much..

but as i tink it through..

it was really better that we are friends..

i mean..

i dun tink i will like it when we are too close..

cos we wun have time for each other...

and every little thing that went wrong..

i dunno if i am gonna get angry with you..

but as friends you know..

we are like so freedomly to joke around..

we are not shy at all when seein each others...

and i have someone to share or to talk to when i am sad..

yes..

so i decided...

maybe it was all a dream..

and now it is time to wake up from it...

i have been dreamin for a very long time...

and i have been turnin away from GOD..

but now..

things are different...

i decided to let GOD decided the someone for me...

whom he has created just nicely for me...

instead of one whom i dun like...

:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

jus change my blog song..

dunno why and dun ask me why i pick this song..

guess i really like the meanin of it...

i mean ya it may be out-dated..

but to me it e lyrics that matter the most.. :)

anyway..

exams coming soon..

so wun be bloggin so often lerx..

tomoroo doin flag duty..

dunno why..

hahas..

but at least better den sayin pledge..

also quite scary larx...

cos scared i too slow or whatsoever..

but after all..

just finish my math tution..

quite tired..

but gonna stayed up till i finish my homework..

yesterday went aunt house..

celebrate my niece birthday...

here are some video and pictures!! :)

went to batam last saurday..

took a ferry there..

after tat ms tan allow us to go to e crew deck..

so we went up and stay there for e remainin journey...

where we took lotsa pictures...

reached..

travel to harris hotel..

join them for some warm-up dance..

den went to e orphanage,,

really love them in first look..

but gotta do paintin..

den went to harris hotel..

had lunch performance..

den went back..

n e way something unpleasant happen..

shall not say it..

but anyway..

wanna say sorry to e guys in whom i have offended..

den went makan at vivo...

den t e pool and walk two rounds..

den went home..

journey home was a memorial one..

but e main thing i learn is..

the kids thee even thou face more problem den us..

but they are more brave then us...

they face e problem and solve it..

unlike us..

wat we know is to run away from it...

and wat they really need is love..

wat we have given them is only a half day love..

but e love they need is the one they required for e rest of their life...

when me and jerome was playin was july..

(july is one kid who me terence and jerome fight over..)

through e look of july...

can really feel that they need someone to be as their parents..

their siblings..

or at least someone who can company them..

someone who they can share their secrets with...

who will played with them..

joke or even to hug them as and when..

so if i ever get e second chance..

i will make sure i will give them e love just like how our surroundin people has been givin me.. :

:)

thursday..

el..

gonna redo summary..

and comprehension..

mt...

gonna do compo...

math..

common assignment 1..

humanlities...

gonna draw comics strip..

physics...

got 4 piece of work...

chem..

one piece of work!!

i am really stress...

i needa talk to someone..

i needa shoulder to cry on..

i am confused right now..

i am hurt!!

hey junior girls!!
it not u guy's fault!!
no worries!!!
just make sure u dun repeat it again!! :)

to nic and nandu..
hey sorry yea??
wasn't angry with u guys larx...
just wasn't feelin well only...
sorry yupp?? :)

tp batam trip people!!
sorry for not stayin to help today as agree...
cos i have to babysitt my nephew...
hope u guys understand yea? :)

sorry to kengying for not replyin ur msg..
cos was busy with my nephew and didnt saw my msg till jus den...
and also i dun ve e time-table with me..
so i dun noe..

anyway to jiaxing...
yupp..
told u le..
so u betaz tell me e next time i chat with u..
hahass..

to al..
zhi pa wo zhi zi hui ai shang ni..
ye xu you tian hui qing bu zhi qing..
xiang nian zhi rang zhi zi ku le zhi zi..
ai shang ni shi wo qong fei de yi..
most people who noe who i like say this song is just nice..
cos it is absolutely e situation btw me and him!!

tuesday...

went to skool as per normal..

except with a back pain...

lols..

den went help with e stragglers...

lol went back to class..

first two period is physics...

den mr yong took my long ruler without permission...

den i tot loss again till he suddenly come infront and ask whose ruler is this..

de...

den xinyu say next time my ruler loss know who to look for..

hahas..

den lesson end..

let him sign e class diary..

mr yong:"why are u e one doin it?"

me:"cos i like ma"

mr yong:"kpo"

me:"hey!!!!"

ahas...

den mother tongue...

mdm soh talk bout formal letter..

den nic wanna ask question...

but mdm soh keep tellin him to wait..

and let her finished first...

hahas...

funny lol...

she talk den keep on point to nic but her eyes is lookin at me..

hahas..

cos nic seatin beside me...

as charmaine took his seat...

:p

den chem...

eehhh...

do nothing much...

nothing really funny happen..

except iwas havin stomach cramp..

den recess...

mr ng walk over...

and ask if i am sick..

told him no den he ask if i am trouble or wat...

den told him no..

actually is yes..

hahas...

back and stomach pain...

but still gotta do duty...

mr ng is one of e teacher i respected e most...

:) he treat people with respect and he is polite.. (:

den math... today ms wong so good again..

hahas...

joke with us all that...

den go through notes...

first time whole class cooperate cos dun wanna stay back...

den eng..

sian lol...

always ganna scolded...

like for no reason??!!

not just me larx..

but e whole class...

den math last period...

do homework...

9.1 9.2 9.3

den halfway trough went to meet ms yong for china emersion trip meetin...

needa pay $100.00...

den went back class..

till bout 3.30..

finish homework lend kengying and went to meet e batam trip group..

goin batam tis saturday to do mural paintin...

den went plaza...

eat kfc went with rose buy her rubber band..

den went home...

rain..

so took out umbrella..

but who know there a spider...

den so many things happen...

hahas...

not gonna say...

today dame tired and sick!!!

everywhere pain especially back and stomach cramp...

urrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhh!!!

MONDAY!!

skool started...

mrs lim is using class contact to teach again!!

omg..

can't we like talk more and bond together as a whole class???

like for class tee??

nvm..

at least i like her lesson..

hahass,,

den english..

sian lol..

two period..

ms phang is finally showin her truth colour!!!

know u wasn't a good one when e first day u walk in..

hahas..

den chinese...

nothing fun or angry happen..

hahass,,,

den recess..

social studies..

hahas..

so funny...

nic seat on my place..

cos charmaine seat on his..

so i took shanky's seat and he tok ashraff's seat..

den when he ask i look at nic and say 'ahem'

hahas...

nic faster turn to his seat tat direction and say 'ahem' also..

hahass..

den math..

ms wong told all of us to change back..

if not she callin mrs lim!!!

hahas..

so we guai guai changed back lol..

den physics..

mr yong so funny when he sayin e chapter force..

hahas...

den act..

but b4 tat when canteen..

bought biscuits and nugget..

den went back...

today act also very fun...

first time see cher never angry at all lol..

hahas..

because we all so guai..

hahas..

den went plaza eat long john..

saw jun yang and his stead i tink..

hahas..

den went home..

bathe..

rest den mummy ordered pizza...

hahass..

MY FAVOURITE!!

den surf net..

hahas...

al...

zhi pa wo zhi zi hui ai shang ni..

bu gai rang zhi zi kao de tai jing..

pa wo mei she me neng gou gei ni..

ai shang ni xu yao da hen da de yong qi

enrolment and dedication service...

hahas...

watchin e whole parade...

very nicely done..

GOOD JOB GUYS and GIRLS!!

well done to e BB fancy drill squad...

it very nice too!!

DEN SERVICE AT SCHOOL..

omg...

hahas..

played e songs to glorify GOD's name!

and to worship him alone and no one else..

played 1 wrong key..

hahas..

den lunch...

food is 'nice' very 'nice'

hahas..

i am not lying..

but i would cook better..

hahahs..

run to look for sir and took pictures with him..

and folow him everywhere he go..

den cleanin..

den fall out..

today is e by right passin out parade..

but by left we are gonna ve it on e 19 of may..

really sad..

was almost crying...

but hold back my tears..

den when joyce pass over e squad book..

i dun feel like taki it...

cos it symbolis they are passing out...

den went home..

change and went aunt house...

gonna do homework now..

seeyea guys..

BB fancy drill!!

good job guys!!!

SIR!!




Pioneer girls with sir




tom sir and weijie




me sir and jos




darius with keyboard

today my heart was totally spoilt by her..

i dun understand why?!

u know who i like den why accused me of tat i like ur guy??

i am really upset!!

thanks to u!

now i can;t stop cryin..

tat wat u wan??

u got it..

u happy??

u make me totally lost...

I HATE YOU!!

was it my fault if he wan advice from me??

my fault??!!

what u wan me to do??

how u wan me to face other people??

wat about my pride??

my personality??

dun u tink u are very selfish??

to only tink of ur happiness and make mine miserable??

I HATE U!!!

First Luv

Once in a while

You are in my mind

I think about the days that we've had

And I dream that this would all come back to me

If only you knew every moment in time

Nothing goes on in my heart

Just like your memories

How I long here to be with you once more

You will always gonna be the one

And you should know

How I wish I could have never let you go

Come into my life again

Oh don't say no

You will always gonna be the one

In my life

So true I believe I can never find

Somebody like you

My first love

Once in a while you are in my dreams

I can feel the warmth of your embrace

And I pray that one day you'll come back to me

If only you knew every moment in time

Nothing goes on in my heartJust like your memories

How I long here to be with you once more

You will always be inside my heart

And you should know

How I wish I could have never let you go

Come into my life again

Please don't say noNow and forever

You were still the oneIn my heart

So true I believe I can never findSomebody like you

My first loveYou will always gonna be the one

And you should know

How I wish I could have never let you go

Come into my life again

Oh don't say no

You will always gonna be the one

So true I believe I can never find

Now and forever

This ain't a song for the broken hearted

A silent prayer for faith departed

And I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd

You're gonna hear my voice when I shout it out loud


(Chorus)
It's my life

It's now or never

But I ain't going to live forever

I just want to live while I'm alive

It's my life

My heart is like an open highway

Like Frank, he said "I did it my way"

I just want to live while I'm alive

It's my life


This is for the ones who stood their ground

For Tommy and Gina who never back down

Tomorrow's getting harder make no mistakes

Luck, it ain't enough, you gotta make your own breaks


(chorus)


Better stand tall when it's calling you out

Don't bend, don't break baby, don't back down


(chorus x 2)

PRETTY BOY

I lie awake at night
See things in black and white
I've only got you inside my mind
You know you have made me blind

I lie awake and pray
That you will look my way
I have all this longing in my heart
I knew it right from the start

Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you

I used to write your name
And put it in a frame
And sometime I think I hear you call
Right from my bedroom wall

You stay a little while
And touch me with your smile
And what can I say to make you mine
To reach out for you in time

Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you

[BRIDGE]
Oh pretty boy
Say you love me too

Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you

jus for u..

me jos ms angeline and julia





celest me jos and julia





celest and me





and some entertaining video!!! :)

went for leadership conference ytd...

had fun but was borin!

yupp..

BORING!!!

imagine from 9am-8.30pm

hhaahas..

gotta know celest,julia,amenda,qianmay,michelle!

they are really great fren..

hahas..

love CELEST!!

she crazy one!!

hahass..

so tired..

come home still gotta lok after nephew...

arrggghhh!!

goonna post e pic up!!

me and shunana..


posing for e camera.. :)



i love her so much.. hahas..
dear mr ahem of shuna.. pls dun be jealous..
hahass..




one.. two.. three..
we are e crazy one..
BOO!!
hahass..

today..

went out with shuna ailena tingting and jessie..

went causeway point..

playin e drum..

hahas..

thanks my crazy lao gong..

hahas...

pass zhengjie his present..

tingting they all say e whole things look very nice..

got him a pigpig photo frame...

a bag of precious moment sweets...

lol..

and so she say she dun mind holdin for me..

meet him at krangi..

cos he is goin to causeway..

while we goin back...

say my voice change alot..

hahas..

den pass to him..

so rude lol..

hahas..

open immediately...

lol..

but he like it den can le...

hahas..

den went plaza for dinner...

shop for awhile den went to e playground..

den make fun of tingting and jun chang...

den went home..

ailena and shuna send me home!!!

hahas...

but i hai ta ganna grounded from today onward...

i am so sorry shuna!!!

so sorry...

baby darling laughing like hell..

hahass..

photos of yesterday speech day.. and some house one..

so sorry joyce that i spoilt e whole contingent..

my shoelace came off when i was donin

hamtup..

so sorry!!!

today went for band practice...

hahas..

so fun..

gonna post a video up..

hahas..

enjoy..




there is maybel mr joseph and arnold..

stop actin cool yea??

hahas..

just wanna thanks a few of my frens who have help me today..

or encourage me..

thanks my dear daughter pearlyn for takin care of me today...

thank ...... for prayin for me and encouragin me not to give up..

thanks dar for tellin me wat to do...

thanks shuna for being there to listen bout e probs i face...

and also alot more..

but i forget le..

headache!!!

i injured myself..

while tryin to dodge from a bag..

so painful..

it like a sudden one..

so painful..

pray for me..

anyway..

was askin joscelin should i give him up...

though she given me e option to choose from...

but be it yes or no..

i still feel e pain...

but it a fact tat it is impossible to carry on...

aarrrrrggggggggghhhhhh....

so many things happen this few days...

I LOVE YOU!!! (L)

gonna put up some video regardin sat gamess..

we are crazy..

hahas..

no offence here..



juicy watermelon.. :)



save e 'day'?? or save e 'eggs'?? :p



dog and water instead of dog and bone?? :))



more of dog and bone or water?? :p



we are e 38th coy girls.. no mistakes.. hahas.. :))



cheers!!! :pPp



common cheer more!! :)))

went for gb today..

den got first-aid test..

hahas..

me and shuna practically helpin one another..

but i don't mind it..

cos i love her too much..

den carry ard her bag and pretendin i am her..

sayin i missed p.c soo much..

ahahs,,

den she took my bag also sayin e guy name..

but in a soft tone.. :)

thanks shuna..

gonna post e video next time..

den went home..

rest and went for dinner..

sorry denis didnt went to see ur performance...

havin a headache now..

please pray for me!!!