I am sick and i am stress!!
i hate myself!!

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...
speech day finally end lerx..
e guest of honour came earlier when we tot..
he suppose to come after e Goh has form up..
but suprisingly..
he came when they are marchin in..??!!
hahas..
we are so dame luvky cos i wasn't feelin well today..
well..
e person i said ytd..
just love rubbin salt to a wound..
told him to stop but he just wun..
stupid or wat??
i dunno..
i will leave u to judge urself..
God teach me how to change this person.
or my tinkin towards him..
next..
when Don's house to play mahjong..
muhahaha..
we played for 1 hr and they gotta go back to school..
sad rite..
e shortest game i ever play..
den me and nana do make up for kenny..
will show e pics next time..
:)
sorry kenny..
hahas..
den came ome..
slept e whole afternoon..
fone..
i was seriously tired okay..
den practise e song foe E&D..
den online..
later gonna do mid-night study,..

pray for better concentration ltr..
tomoro till 1230 and gonna go down fsc...

tired arx.
den sat got practise..
and sunday actual day!!
whee..
den brother birthday also..
hahas..


baby i love u!!
thanks for everything u made possible...
thanks for makin all my days so happy..
*muachhies*

sick sick sick..
i have been coughin for 2 months with e exception of a few days recovery in between..
another thing is thank you tangugu for the help..
and finally u understand wat i mean..
really u did help a lot in counsellorin me also..
u make me learn thru all this..
and ya i really aapreciate that..
tomoro is e actual speech day..
seriously speakin i havent polish my boots..
and i fell really sick..
hope i dun faint tomoro and i noe it possible..
in the name of God..
and my ting keep on gettin lost in school!!!
lastly e&d is this sunday..
and everything will come to a end..
i dun noe if i should be happy or not..
sad becos we are gonna leave..
and worried for e juniors..
happy because i can finally focus on my studies...
and dun have to face some people..
the people i mention is definitely not my seniors...
mdms..
frens or my juniors..
just some xtra people who claim to be part of us...
well..
i dun care if ** is gonna scold me..
and i wanna tell my seniors and mdms that i am sorry i had to say this..
but i really had enuff of this person..
**** is such a idiot in **** way of treatin people..
i am not sayin e officers..
always tinkin **** is very good..
haiz..
GOD i pray that i will learn to accept this person..


thanks god for wadeva he has done for me..
~my few days of recovery..
~wisdom of solving problem..
~my parent safe trip to china and back..
~my nephew growin taller...
~my acceptance to others and placin myself into their shoe..

i can officially start a counsellorin centre when i am 18..
hahas..
this few days i have been counsellorin people..
i am tired..
pray for me.