Alright, i know this post was suppose to be uploaded on Sunday night, but well, i reach home really late and is super tired to do so.. hehex.. Hence, i drag till now.. Doesn't matter, since i have to wait for another hour for him, i shall upload now. :)

Was suppose to meet Samuel in the early noon to get cupwalker before that, but apparently, i was super tired and decided to msg Samuel near to 1230 telling him I can't meet him. hehex.. And of course, not forgetting Baby sms to remind me and wake me up. hehex.. Was suppose to wake up and prepare at 2, since i meeting him at 4. But well, at bout 1:50p.m. baby told me i can sleep awhile more since i tell him i was still tired and guess what. I really fell asleep till 230, the next msg i receive from him to tell me he will be late.. LOL! my first reaction was,

OH SHIT!! I AM LATE!!

hahahah!! Baby told me aiyo, nvm it ok.. haha SO i rushed to bathe, prepare etc.. About to leave home and baby told me dun rush and dun leave home yet, cos he will also be late.. Hmm, didn't want him to wait, hence i decided to leave home and reach there earlier to wait for him. He asked me where and which bus stop i am at, but dun tink he will know since he stayed at the east i just told him, tell u u also won't know.. hehehx..!!

Bused there and guess what,

I OVERSHOT MY STOP BY 3 STOPS

and guess where i end up, Clarke Quay. So, I end up have to train back. LOL.. Baby end up reaching earlier den me.. hehex.. Wanna surprised him by going behind him to scares him, end up, i saw something that makes me lost of words and really surprised. Baby brought me flowers!!

He TRIED to surprise me first by wanting to go my house, end up I left earlier den he could have reached.. den he tried meeting me at the bus-stop but failed.hehex.. Den, he TRIED another time by hiding the flower behind his back at Cityhall, but who knows I went behind him trying to scare him. hehex.. Told my friends and they say I spoiled his surprise, hehex, sorry I dun mean to.

We walked around and went over to Suntec and walked around. Wanted to show him the swimming pool that Darius once went to learn swimming at, but well, they have lock up that place so nop. We walk around and decided to go over to Marina Square. Continued walking aimlessly, hehex. we went to TIMES bookshop. But baby was having a backache, so i decided to take a sit just in front of the playground. Well, see so many cute little kids. Hehex.. End up we continued walking and decided to eat at Just Acia.

After which, we went over to Esplanade wanted to take some photos. Guess what, we got to see a girl who win him in a competition names Impresario 2010 which she do Sand art, and this lady name Erika Chen. Please feel free to watch this lady perform, i tink she is really talented. It is in a earlier post. :)

Of course. we tried taking photos. But apparently failed, as my phone doesn't work in a night mode and the flash is really irritating to our eyes.

and oh yes, baby tried styling his hair. hehex.. though he failed.. LOL!! It look nice hehex!!

Afterwhich, we went to a pub opposite ten mile to celebrate sis's fren bday.. Since she invited my whole family. hehex.. Well, I guess baby really wonderful. He gulp down one full cup of beer, knowing he is gonna have very red face later on, and doesn't mention anything even though he sees me drink. hehex.. He even stayed till 12:10am when he is suppose to reach home by 12am. He stayed just to sing the Birthday song and see Darius. hehex.. So Sweet!

Baby, you make me love you more and more each day with no regrets!

Happy First Month Darling!

I love your surprised even though i dun really get to see it. But I believe i will be super touched!! :D

Just as the title suggest, today is a special day.. Well, not really special in that sense like it is anything big, but it is definitely super meaningful to me. :) A lot of things happening within this period of times, be it happy or sad, we have walked through this time together. Definitely, there are more tears than anger, more silence than noise which wasn't suppose to be happening. Well, it doesn't matter. Really. But of course, without my friends staying by my side, I could have never make it through, namely : J, Brenda & Debbie (bitch) for always keeping me accompany, and listening to me. Junyan, Martin, Adeline & Samuel (bgl) for always providing me a listening ear, giving me advice and protecting me from a lot of things. Fetching me to school, lending me your shoulder, telling me your stories & patting me on my back or head when I feel really hurt. Thanks brothers and sisters!! Thanks Baby!! Your every hug makes me feel super secure, sometimes it may be suffocating like what I used to do to you, but doesn't matter. For I know you really won't let me go and will hold me up. Your sms makes me melt with sweetness and sometimes I can't help but wander if you are the male or female in this.. hehex.. ♥

Well, sometimes I really don't understand a lot of stuff.. Maybe that how it is with the adult world, stepping into legal age doesn't seems to be fun, instead each and everyday comes with a brand new challenge, more challenging than the one before. I remember how I can't wait to turn 18, but now, I just wanna go back and be a baby with no troubles. Just eat, sleep, shit & play. How easy but well, that was a silly thinking. More challenge means more ability to stand firm when facing difficulties. Alright, I am contradicting myself.

Hmmm, e pig won't go to bed without me sleeping!! I shall end here and continue posting tomorrow. :) Hopefully I would have some photos to share and more memories to be included here.. ♥♥

Alright, I am gonna play some speed pool before my ten mins up!! Goodnight peoples!! hehex..

My dear sis!

Time sure passed by very fast, you are turning 21 as of today!

I was just thinking bout our childhood time, how crazy we can be, and how fun it were!

*U never failed to DISTURB me since Young! You love to bully me!

Of course, I'll never forget the crazy time when we are sleeping on bed, and you would just turn to give me a bite for no reason or even just to push me down the bed! DUN DENY IT! haha! When there are happy times, there bound to be unhappiness! Our quarrels! Oh!! sometimes it was quite fun too~!! hehex.. Kinda stupid if u really were to think bout it now. But well, we grow from it too dun we? :)

I just wanna thanks you how much you have been there for me. Be it in times of happiness, or even when i am at my lowest point in my life. You have influence me a lot. & u really spare a lot of thoughts for me. thanks!

Happy Birthday to you!

Will it ever be possible to forget? I wander, really.

I'm really upset by whatever that has happen to my babe. I don't understand, why must we have to go through it?! But yes, dear sweetie. I must say, u are really brave! & I am glad that you are able to stand firm and stay strong!

I really don't wanna lie, but I believe you can! For me, years but I still couldn't get over it. Useless or what? It has cast a super dark shadow in my life ever since den. But girl, I want you to stay strong, cheerful and lively! Just like how I know you to be! We will be by your side, anything just feel free to share. Anytime for drinking, I'll be there for you just like how you have help me with in the past! :)

Well, back to my post. LOL! A wonderful day is never complete without the love of my life! :D I love your hug baby! I have never felt more secured that ever before in my whole 18th years of my life!

Projects, assignments are all coming in!! OMG!! The best part, they all have the nearly the same deadlines!! OMG! *faint* Have to jiayou!! hehex.. But yea, just had my e-com lab test today, well, it wasn't as hard as i thought so yea.. :)

alright, i gotta sleep already.. Super tired!! :p

Just as I log in, i realize i don't know what to post about.. Maybe there is nothing happening in my life currently, or maybe I am just not in the mood to do anything..

Oh yea, have been super sick for the past week and well, let's just say i have yet to recover.. My cough still there with e stupid sticky phlegm. hmmm, it really sucks,, I tried to restrict myself with the food i eat, but apparently, i am somehow tempted once or twice and i just couldn't recover.. :( But still, i am glad there is no more fever for now * keeping my finger crossed* or i should perhaps say i have recover from it.. yea..

I am still thinking bout something with regards to Sunday. Should I or not? Deep down, I wanted to go and I dun wanna miss me. But there is this small little part of me that say I shouldn't. Keep asking what if I started to break down again, what happening to me!?! What should I do?

Baby, I just wanna say I really love you a lot..

and have never once regret loving you so much.

Everything was worth, but for that I am not sure.

another week has passed, and soon it will be the 4th week for school term.. Well, I realized till today, I have missed a lot of lesson!! *faint* i am trying to catch up with the class, and hopefully i am able to do so..

well, so today i went for a swim and Debbie's mini gathering.. Hmmm, let just say i am feeling super uncomfortable currently.. Wasn't suppose to turn up since I was having a running nose and cough.. But tinking of how much I have neglected them since last semester, i decided to still turn up. So well, e sky was dark when we reach, but we decided to try our luck, hence we change and jump in.. Oh well, just went we finished one lap, it started drizzling.. So we stop as there are thunders and lightning too.. Urgh!! But we went on to seat in e small pool when e rain got smaller.. Just relax for 15 mins and now i feel like shit!! :(

E whole body is super uncomfortable, my temperature starting to soar.. How nice.. :3 But, doesn't matter, at least I still get to meet them for awhile.. :D I wanna recover soon!!

Photos will be uploaded tomoro night.. :)

You are Everything To Somebody
Right now at this very minute-----------

someone
is very proud of you




someone
is thinking of you



someone
cares about you


someone
misses you




someone
wants to talk to you



someone
wants to be with you


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hopes you aren't in trouble





someone
is thankful for the support you have
provided



someone
wants to hold your hand

someone
hopes everything turns out all right


someone
wants you to be happy





someone
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someone
is celebrating your successes


someone
wants to give you a gift



someone
think you ARE a gift



someone
hopes you are not too cold, or too hot


someone
wants to hug you




someone
loves you



someone
wants to lavish you with small gifts



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admires your strength




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is thinking of you and smiling




someone
wants to be your shoulder to cry on


someone
wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun




someone
thinks the world of you



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wants to protect you


someone
would do anything for you


someone
wants to be forgiven



someone
is grateful for your forgiveness




someone
wants to laugh with you about old times




someone
remembers you and wishes you were there




someone
needs to know that your love is unconditional





somebody
values your advice



someone
wants to tell you how much they care



someone
wants to stay up watching old movies with
you




someone
wants to share their dreams with you




someone
wants to hold you in their arms



someone
wants YOU to hold them in your arms



someone
treasures your spirit




someone
wishes they could STOP time because of
you




someone
can't wait to see you



someone
wishes that things didn't have to change




someone
loves you for who you are




someone
loves the way you make them feel



someone
wants to be with you
someone
hears a song that reminds them of you



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wants you to know they are there for you


someone
is glad that you're their friend


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stayed up all night thinking about you




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believes that you are their soul mate




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misses your guidance and advice





someone
values your guidance and advice





someone
has faith in you




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trusts you


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needs you to send them this letter




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needs you to have faith in them



someone
needs you to let them be your friend




someone
will cry when they read this

What a wonderful weekend once again.. :D Went down to West Coast park and had fun there!! Oh i really love Darius!! hehex.. Such a cutie to me forever.. Always so caring and so sweet to whoever he know.. Including Jia le (Sherwin Jr) aka third sister child, born in coming august!! I can hardly wait for e arrival of nephew no 2!! :D My house, will soon become more lively with e two little boys.. Of course, more love to be shower on them both.. ♥♥♥

Alright, back to topic... Darius was playing playground!! LOL.. and it has been a long time since i last play with him.. I dun mind climbin up e slides with others lookin, for my main thought is just to ensure my slightly short and small in size darling is safe, especially with all e obstacles that he choose to play.. Like e balancing bar, e swing etc.. It was fun though!!

So i see this family there playing, e swing.. LOL.. e Dad tried to help a small boy who can't get up and end up getting his dick kicked!! LOL!!! Everyone started laughing, no i am not being mean, but it just so funny and e next moment he fall to e sand.. haha!! But well, it sure is fun when your whole family is playing together!! :)

Sweet Moments.. ♥♥

2 years will soon be over right? I am waiting for that day to come, as soon as possible.. Sometimes, i wish it could be shorten to 1 year, but it won't and it can't.. My dears, tell me I will be fine during these 2 years no matter what, and that I will learn to stay strong..

Baby I love YOU!!♥♥♥