There's a boy I know, he's the one I dream of, ooh
Looks into my eyes, takes me to the clouds above, mmh
Ooh I lose control, can't seem to get enough, uhu
When I wake from dreaming, tell me is it really love, uhu

How will I know
(Don't trust your feelings)
How will I know
How will I know
(Love can be deceiving)
How will I know
How will I know if he really loves me

I say a prayer with every heart beat
I fall in love whenever we meet
I'm asking you cause you know about these things
How will I know if he's thinking of me
I try to phone but I'm too shy (can't speak)
Falling in love is all bitter sweet
This love is strong why do I feel weak
Oh, wake me, I'm shaking, I wish I had you near me now
Said there's no mistaking, what I feel is really love

Oh, tell me
If he loves me, if he loves me
If he loves me, if he loves me not
Ooh, yeah
If he loves me, if he loves me
If he loves me, if he loves me not

Oooh
How will I know if he's thinking of me
I try to phone but I'm too shy (can't speak)
Falling in love is all bitter sweet
This love is strong why do I feel weak

How will I know (How will I know if he really loves me)
How will I know (I say a prayer with every heart beat)
How will I know, yeah (I fall in love whenever we meet)
How will I know (I'm asking you cause you know about these things)

How will I know?

The last time? was either 9 or 10 years ago..
That was the first though.. haha..
Today, I did it again, after not wearing any for 7 years?
ahahha..
The anticipation of pain was much awaited, but I guess i worried too much..
haha, maybe a sudden shock, but pain level? 30%.. ^^

Now the next challenge is 3 days later when I've to remove it to squeeze out the pus..
So hopefully, it would be good already!!
Pray for me?
^^
Saranghae~ ♥♥♥

Looking back, I'm glad I did move on..
Yes, it was a tough journey, one that I was reluctant to walk through..
But, i did.. and i never look back again..
I'm sorry, for deciding not to reply you times and again, but similarly,
I tink you should moved on too..
No point telling me how you were touched by the past and how you think of it..
Maybe, if this happen a year ago, I would really be foolish and fall back to you..
But, I'm sorry..
This doesn't happen to the me now..
At the moment, my heart wrenched times and again, shattered over and over again..
But now, someone else picked me up, and I'm strong enough to move on..
Our in between, love and friendship was too awkward to carry on..

The sight when you sweep your hair up
Bit by bit, time pulls us apart
From where? Because of what?
Even holding your small hands makes me terrified

Anyways, to me who is aware of parting
Even when our meeting was short, there was no regret
Though no one can ever replace you
No, it’s not that, I’m just regretting
The moments I wanted to freeze, the happy memories
You who I couldn’t give up for anything
Do I have to give up for my tears now?
Now that I’ve realized the true feelings you’ve been hiding

Further than love, closer than friendship
I’m leaving those feelings of yours towards me now
I hate myself who protected you more than myself, more than anyone in this world

The moments I wanted to freeze, the happy memories
You who I couldn’t give up for anything
Do I have to give up for my tears now?
Now that I’ve realized the true feelings you’ve been hiding

Neither a lover nor such a friend
Having enough of that awkward relationship, I’m leaving
The fate between us that was even shorter than our friendship
Inside of it, I’m leaving you

Further than love, closer than friendship
I’m leaving those feelings of yours towards me now
I hate myself who protected you more than myself, more than anyone in this world
Neither a lover nor such a friend
Having enough of that awkward relationship, I’m leaving
The fate between us that was even shorter than our friendship
Inside of it, I’m leaving you



I hope after reading this, you would too understand my rational behind everything..
Thanks my friend, e.s..