argg..

finalli last IMPORTANT paper is over..

hehex..

but..

when i go plaza..

suppose to be shoo happi..

but i got so angry..

i dun understand why must she always compare me to my cousin..

i mean pls ler..

we in diff class..

diff level lol...

in fact..

diff paper also..

i need freedom..

im jus a lock-cage bird with no freedom...

not even flyin jus in e room..

at least these is wat i feel..

i noe veri wat larx...

but obviousli u dun like also right..

and i quarrel with her summore..

so there lookin magazine..

listenin radio..

okay i admit..

crying also...

i dunno why..

my tears jus row down drop by drop...

i just feel so sad...

but got better after im awake..

seriousli..

den use comp...

feelin dame much better..

hahas...

im obsessed..

lol..

but seriousli..

mummy,, im sorriex..

u ve raise me up..

& this is e way i treat u..

i feel so ashame of myself..

why an i so childish...

why cant i grow up..

i am so sorriex mum...

forgive me..

forgive this stupid idiotic daughter u ve..