fine i guess...

now is near to year
end...

but i still cant get over wat happen on e day b4
my bday...

it become part of my life...

a life which scares me whenever i am
out...

or when i am goin
home...

a life tat i have fear with
everyday...

i may seem normal...

but inside i am
failling...

i hate tat guy who causes
it...

i lost my normal self..

tat pass cheerful me are long
gone...

i am just someone who oput on a mask and goes out
everyday...

i tried prayin to
god...

but my fright is still with
me...

i dun understand...

why must i be e unlucky choosen
one...

why...

why must i be e one in e
lift...

why am i shoo stupid not to run
out...

i blamed myself for wat ve
happen...

i hate myself...

i hate tat guy!!!!!