maybe i has been thinkin of you too much..

but as i tink it through..

it was really better that we are friends..

i mean..

i dun tink i will like it when we are too close..

cos we wun have time for each other...

and every little thing that went wrong..

i dunno if i am gonna get angry with you..

but as friends you know..

we are like so freedomly to joke around..

we are not shy at all when seein each others...

and i have someone to share or to talk to when i am sad..

yes..

so i decided...

maybe it was all a dream..

and now it is time to wake up from it...

i have been dreamin for a very long time...

and i have been turnin away from GOD..

but now..

things are different...

i decided to let GOD decided the someone for me...

whom he has created just nicely for me...

instead of one whom i dun like...

:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)