COMMITMENT

once again this word i say..

COMMITMENT

a meaninful yet stressful word.

have i been committing myself to too much stuff..

that i neglected my own studies??

i dunno..

perhaps i have been,,

and i didnt notice it myself lolx..

ytd went to school bbq..

well..

i really thinkin if i should go back and help out u see..

i mean i am not close to e juniors and i feel very out of place..

maybe this is wat denis feel sometime barx..

sorry sir..

maybe i have to go back on my word..

i really need to reconsider about it again..

now my main focus is only my o level..

i dun wanna care about any other thing anymore..

i am really sick and tired of it lerx..

whatever u are gonna say..

i dun care..

that your mouth..

i can't stop u from e way u look at me..

but i can only say go ahead..

laugh at me..

today mother tongue paper..

well..

don't know if i can do well.

it seems to be easy but well..

no one will know how the actual score will be..

let hope i have..

seeing you make me agitated..

make my heart leap..

it make me feel uncomfortable seein u..

but i can't deny e fact that when i need help u are always there..

and i still like u..

maybe it better to treat u as a brother..

or forget everythin  that we have been thru..

e days that we spent together,,

e things we learn..

e smile and laughter and everything else we had gone thru..

forget them shall we..

it better off..

let me at least keep this good side of u deep in my heart..