i noe i am very late..
but yea..
still happy father day to all..
especially my daddy..
actually i had nth much to post today in exact till i read my sis post..
i was really touch and i cried..
i couldn't believe well..
a post could touch me deep down so badly but yes..
it did..
and i really feel bad about myself..
especially e things tings tat happen since jan of 2008..
my daddy has been givin me e best tat i wan since e day i was born..
but yet i could still complain about how unfair and stuff he is..
i noe tat very selfish of me..
i remember there once when we went for *jia dou*...
and i saw tat keyboard.. (e one in my house now)
i told daddy i wan it..
at first he say no to my request...
but after which..
he biao it for like 200 plus for me and my sister usage..
i was really happy den..
another one..
i was lookin past e pics a few days ago..
or should i say tat will always remain in me..
when i was 2 or 3 yrs old..
daddy carryin me..
with a piece of my bday cake in his nouth and tada~
e pics is out..
thinkin back..
daddy had really done alot for me..
and i have been tinkin sometime how will i really be..
or what will i be..
when my dad leave me...
i could be nothing..
everything ard me could have no effect..
my world has stop..
thou no matter how much i may pretend to be happy..
but well..
it is still fake..
above all is just what i think..
it doesnt mean my dad is sick or wadeva shit!!
but..
i muist really thank god for my dad..
be it him personally his health..
everything..
itr has been a very good gift to me..
my parent..
they will never ever be replace by anyother..