i dunno how many days have pass since u wasn't by my side..
but i not it definitely more den thousand days!
i have change.
tat for sure..
just that i am not sure is it for e better or not.
so i am gonna treat it as e first day.
many things have change..
includin e people around us..
e attitudes we use to have,,
have i become more lonely?
well..
tat for sure that i will..
for u are no longer with me already.
i have learn to see things in a diff way.
placing myself in their shoe..
and tinkin for them..
tryin to care for e less fortunate ppl around me..
this is what u have taught me..
and i will never forget..
sometimes i really wish u were there..
to be with me and tell me where i have gone wrong..
but i realise tat if u do this..
i will never ever grow..
so i am grateful for tat..

anyway,,
i might be startin to lock my blog,
to prevent some idiots from readin..
so if u are not a reader..
pls tell me and gimme ur email addy..
den i will allow..
but maybe..
i wun be lockin also..
:)
everything depend,,