today was my second day trainin with the gerls..
well..
i did enjoy myself..
but i just have a comment to make..
we needed to be more serious..
that it..
nothing else...

i dunnno what makes me think that i can be it..
cos i am really sick..
putting on a false front is not what i am capable of..
especially with stress from different surrounding...

peanut,,
if u ever read this..
i just wanna say a big thank you to u for joinin in..
i noe it will be a big stress to you..
shall we work hard together??
but i am really grateful that God has allow u to join and that u accept..
a million thank you!!

later on will be another training..
which i tink they will be doin fancy drill..
jiayou gerls..




i feel so stressed frankly speakin..
be it by e above stuff as mention or just my poly admission..
or even others like relationships etc..
just my pre-online enrolment is killin me..
there is just so many to be done..
haiz..
and yet i have so little times..

a very big sorry to Tony,,
i have to tell u that up till now this moment that i am bloggin..
i dunno what songs to lead..
i am really very sorry..
i have been thinkin but just none of the songs seems to be e one..
it like i dun understand what does God wans me to lead..
i will try to let u noe by 7 tonite latest..
very sorry..

but i thank God that as i was listenin to e songs on youtube..
i fine my comfort and relieve..
i rallly enjoy my times listening to e songs..
Thanks God,,

i shll end here..
having lotsa of stuff to be completed later on in the afternoon..
Good day people..

Pls. pray for me..
i need the smallest strength that i can find to carry on..
:)
Amen

i am surfing e net yet doing nothing..
reason being..
there is ABSOLUTELY NOTHING WRONG WITH ME...
I AM NOT GOING crazy...
HEHEX,,
just kidding..

later on in e afternoon will be goin back to fajar,,
as for wat reason...
i will say tomro..
yea..
i noe i am gonna get a lot of funny reaction later,,
but yea..
i have promised people and God has show me e way..
so i wun gibb up and will strive my best..
sorry if u see me as a different person..
but i have to for this period of times..
not becos of anyone..
but i needed to train myself in certain stuff,,

well..
i guess everything is officially over btw e 2 of us..
i no longer have any feeling for u my dear..
thanks for being there no matter what happen...
well..
lets just say i got tired of your lies and sweet talks..
but thanks anyway,,
becos of u i have learn..
becos of u i fell down..
and becos of u..
i have grown up..

no worries peeps..
especially mr LIM JIA XING..
lols..
i am fine..
seriously..
i have grown up..
not letting all these stupid things disturb me..
if it shall end..
it will end..
and since i am e one who suggested it..
i have no regret...

i have been super slack with my blog..
i noe..
but i am just tired..
well not exactly tired of bloggin..
but just this lazy worm inside me..
anyway..
my family cum relatives is sick..
well i mean most of them..
and me too..
pls take care!!

anyway..
i have taken up a post..
i shall not say what tat..
cos i am really not mentally prepare..
i noe i dun have e real capability of doin that..
i only noe now that have taken it..
i have to work double hard..
pls pray for me if you noe what i am referring to..
cos i really need e strength to do that..
STRESSED!!

sorry for not postin and updating..
have not been at home recently..
staying over at either of my 2 sisters house..
LOSL..
here to update all e photos..
sorry to update all together..
but i really not everyday stay @ home one..
hAHa..
so many things have been happenin..
i am just so lazy to update everything in small details..
so i am just gonan skip everything..
everyone pls do take care yea..
e weather has been bad recently..
alot of people around me has been fallin sick..
take care yea..
night people..
:)

photo fun..
LOLS..





e nite when e moon was r roundest, biggest and brightest..

my darling class when they learn how to make a bee hat..
"BUZZZZzzzzzzz"


Sentosa TRip..
skyride up..








On our way for lunch and 4d movie.. :)







Luge ride down to siloso..





On valentine Day..
Went aunt House..




"zi lian photo fun"




before we went to east side for gathering and FUN!!

this few day has been great to me..
but deep down inside..
i am crying...
i dunno why..
but every time you do this to me..
it hurts me like crazy...
i really can't bear to let go..
but i noe i have to do it..
if not i will only get more hurt and tears..
maybe if we were really meant for each other..
we will be...
thanks for letting me noe u will always be there for me..
i really appreciate it..
and u too..
take care..
don't always stay up so late..
we will..
if we can..
chat thru time..
:)

The Day Before CNY EVE to end of CNY..