today was my second day trainin with the gerls..
well..
i did enjoy myself..
but i just have a comment to make..
we needed to be more serious..
that it..
nothing else...

i dunnno what makes me think that i can be it..
cos i am really sick..
putting on a false front is not what i am capable of..
especially with stress from different surrounding...

peanut,,
if u ever read this..
i just wanna say a big thank you to u for joinin in..
i noe it will be a big stress to you..
shall we work hard together??
but i am really grateful that God has allow u to join and that u accept..
a million thank you!!

later on will be another training..
which i tink they will be doin fancy drill..
jiayou gerls..




i feel so stressed frankly speakin..
be it by e above stuff as mention or just my poly admission..
or even others like relationships etc..
just my pre-online enrolment is killin me..
there is just so many to be done..
haiz..
and yet i have so little times..

a very big sorry to Tony,,
i have to tell u that up till now this moment that i am bloggin..
i dunno what songs to lead..
i am really very sorry..
i have been thinkin but just none of the songs seems to be e one..
it like i dun understand what does God wans me to lead..
i will try to let u noe by 7 tonite latest..
very sorry..

but i thank God that as i was listenin to e songs on youtube..
i fine my comfort and relieve..
i rallly enjoy my times listening to e songs..
Thanks God,,

i shll end here..
having lotsa of stuff to be completed later on in the afternoon..
Good day people..

Pls. pray for me..
i need the smallest strength that i can find to carry on..
:)
Amen