i cried today just before parade ends..
have been thinkin this question the whole day..
did i make a wrong choice in goin back gb?
i dunno..
and i dun wanna think bout it now..
just today itself as in sat..
evrything was screwed..
first e powerpoint thing..
den singspiration..
den drill..
den commandin..
WHAT ELSE..
i totally give in to everything..
becos i noe i couldn't handle it..

to certain people in e drill squad..
your say mdm has been very fierce..
den this is what i tell ur to do..
put yourselve in her shoe..
your have only start on your silent drill..
creative drill is haalf way..
and e fact that we are only 2 WEEKS AWAY from drill comp..
and if your think that we are not as kind as e bb officers..
den ask them to be your commander on e day itself..
your dun need me at all..
since my impact for your is not there..
i am tired of the attitude your give me..
especially one or two of u are in sec 4..
and to the lower sec people..
since your volunteer to join in this drill comp..
den your shouldn't have complain bout it,,
becos your make the choice yoursleve,,
NO ONE FORCE YOUR AT ALL!!