was it better or just my imagination?

eve enjoy herself so much this week..
hehe..
lets start from MONDAY!!
Accounting lesson was cancel!!
and Capt Savio only use one hour to teach..
hmm..
so basically i am free from 2 pm onwards..
or maybe even earlier..
XD
guess what we do..
we went to sing k..
LOL!!
and we sang for 3 straight hour..
MUHAHAH!!
with 2 mike of course~!!
LALALA~~~
and we enjoy ourselves so much that we do so many funny stuff..
such as YMCA, UPTOWN GIRL and DON'T CHA videos..
LOLs!
i will try to upload them to blogger but in e meantime..
do watch them in facebook..
:)
tues..
Capt Osman once again cancel accounting lesson..
and Capt Savio decided to push his lesson earlier.
@ 1230..
:x..
and he release our results..
yes i did quite well..
XD
so happy sia!!
hahas..
since Capt Savio only took one hour..
or lesser..
hahas..
we went to fc5 to give pearlyn and TASHA darlin a birthday surprise..
hehe..
both were on tue..
so yeap..
:x..
May all your wishes come true arite?
:)
hmm..
guess what we do after tat..













we went to sing another 3 hours of k again..
LOLS!
but halfway thru..
some of them leave as they still have lesson..
*sad*~*sad*
hehe..
but they came back to join us again after that..
hahas..
and on wed..
which is today..
hmmmm...
IDEA was cancel by peter lee.
LOLS!!
SHUANG sia..
imagine all 3 days all can go home early..
WAHOO!!..
hmm..
so we went to eat..
and slack at spgg..
den tot there was v.s but end up was cancel to next week..
haiz..
waste trip..
LOSL!@
but still we went for recap lesson..
and it was FUN*FUN*FUN!!!
hehex..
tomoro will be poly marina..
news were we are jumpin!!
HEHE!!
the LONG AWAIT JETTY JUMP!!
but no one could cfm how true it is except it came from captain yan himself..
LOSL!
CAN"T WAIT SIA!!!
hmm..
after tat will be shoppin for ingredient..
for what u guess yourselve yea..
hehex..
hmm..
den will be goin for dancesport!!
YIPEE!!
buying shoe tomoro..
:x :p
broke le how??
hahas..
nvm..
workin and recession goin on!!
LOLS!
:)
ok wanna sleep le..
tired sia..
night peoples!!

sometimes i just couldn't control myself and wanna tok to you..
but i noe it is pointless..
becos we have come to a state which nothing could change the fact..
it hurt..
seriously..
but i am glad...
that you actually did tok to me..
that is enough..
but i miss those days..
let us be frank..
who can forget things so easily..
especially it affect one so much?
i have been tryin and is still tryin..
but i see him everyday..
definitely i unwillingly tink of it..
unless i become blind..
or i really suffer a memory loss or brainwash..
if not i couldn't..
i noe i have been very idiot..
but that is not what i wan..
every moment of my life currently i am tryin to forget you..
even if i had to force myself to do so..
even if it hurts me like hell..
i had to..
becos things change and you were no longer there..
it is fated..
no one is to be blame..
i can only blame myself for fallin in love with you..
stupid me..
i really wanna cry out so much..
but i couldn't..
tears have been holdin back for a long time..
i just wanna release them..
becos e more i hold them..
e more angry i will be with myself,,
only people like b,d noes what i mean..
dun bother askin..
cos i have no wish to explain it further..
sorry for my selfishness..
becos i love you too much..