sometimes i ask myself..
where is e eve tat i once know?
e girl tat who wun cry so easily no matter what happen..
e girl who is always smiling and cheerful..
e giel who wun gib up so easily..
i search over and over..
but i just couldn't find her deep down anymore..
somehow..
it seems that as i am growin...
my cheerful me is leavin..
i remember i never did cry in school brfore till when i was primary 6..
at was my first cry..
and ever since tat..
my eyes is just like tap...
crying whenever i feel sad..
no matter where i am..
no matter how much i control..
sometimes they will still roll down,,
i am still learnin to control..
but..
how long am i able to control myself??
and when will be e day i break down just like tat and cry?


went out with jasmine babe today..
yes..
i was happy..
and i am glad she is too..
i enjoy spendin times with her..
cos we always gib ppl this feelin tat we are lesbian..
but nah..
we are not..
we both have someone we like..
and is of e opposite sex..
hahas..
we are just close..
words can't explain it..
but yea..
our friendship has been tested times and again..
but i am glad tat we stayed strong..
if not..
we could have been strangers..
e worst quarrel we have..
was also e most silly thing tat i find in my life..
e quarrel was becos of a stupid class..
yea..
if u noe which i am sayin..
and of course..
e bitch A tat allows them to staye..
well..
and we really didn't tok..
for weeks?? or days??
hahas..
we even change our lab partner,,
how wonderful is tat..
but i am glad things turn out well..
rainbow after rain~~

maybe tat is why we are still able to stay strong even in different school..
i love you babe~~
muack!!!
today we were just so high..
or should i say she was e one??
hahas...
simply love you~~

people are funny..
they always ask my partner if they can dance..
and they will ask me if they can BORROW him awhile..
er..
go ahead..
in fact..
dun have to ask me..
he may be my partner..
but he doesn't belong to me..
he will decide for himself..
:)
partner feel so too..
why do they have to ask me...
hmm..








things will never be the same..
life will never turn out e way u expected it to..
cherish whoever u have..
friends family..
cos u never noe when u might just lost them..
promise are meant to be kept..
lovin does not needs a reason..

nice outin with darlings ytd..
went to watch phobia 2 and f1..
sacry~~
but not half as scary as agu tryin to scare me..
._.
yea..
f1 is freakin nice..
with their sound of turbo~~
and of course..
seeing them drive pass e track!!
awww~~
yea..
once again..
lewis hamilton won!!
wahoo!!
lubb him so much!!
hahas..
nice race~~
XD

yea..
den hang ard and went home...
reach bout 11 plus..
today went imm..
with family..
to long beach and eat/..
freakin full..
but nice dinner..
and nice time spend..
except for certain jokes..
becos it is so not true!!
._.



Do you hear me? I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning 'round
You hold me right here, right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh, ooh

work ended officially today!!
hahas..
it was well..
not a nice experience as compared to e first..
where more fun and not much bootlicker..
but yea..
XDXD
i realise days spendin with my bitch has make me way more happier den i use to be..
hahas..
many things may seems to be a obstacle in life..
but they actually make u a better person..
and yes..
i love it..


oh yea..
ytd..
i actually forget about my jft trainin time..
i tot it was at 7..
same as technic class..
but apparently i was wrong..
haiz..


i wanna watch phobia!!
losl..
people stop BITIN my CHEEKS!!!
it is not avaliable for biting..
hahas
neither is it for pinching..
XOXO

oh i am so happy once again..
hahas..
went out with bitch today!!
lols..

wake up in early afternoon..
went lesson with darius..
hahas..
brought him to school and off i go for my 2 hours shoppin while waitin for jas and darius..
:)
a nice time for me to enjoy and tink tings..
den went nack to fetch darius..
and me mummy diana and dar went for brunch..
and tat went my bitch came..
hahas..
we walk a short while..
and sis LOBANG us to cineleisure..
lols..
on our way there..
we saw this guy who is action as a cow..
hahas..
he is so dame funny can..
but i tink i kinda pity him..
haiz..
dun ask me why..
i duno how to say also..
den went to help sis collect cheque first..
but didn't manage to..
and collect some money..
at lucky plaza..
=X
den we walk and walk..
hahas..
tried to go over to taka and find j..
but fail to do so..
so me and jas continue walk walk walk..
omg..
we have so much to tok..
no matter how DISTANCE we are now.
hahas..
i LOVE her more!!
let take more and more pic ok?
ahahs..
thanks for e wonderful pics too!!
i love it loads!!



























awww..
i love this pic so much!! thanks jasmine!! :)
MUACK!!

i am so lovin it..
went out with lina today!!
lols..
we went bugis..
hahas..
hahas.. once again..
we crap jokes share secret..
cheer up alright?
dun be sad babe..
there are still many trees in e forest..
hahas..
i will be here ok?
anytime u need a shoulder or a listenin ear can just tell me..
XDXD
bought a shirt..
yea..
den neoprints again.,








































time flew..
and i gotta go back to school again..
for dance..
yea..
neck stiff and stomach muscle cramp..
):
hurt like hell..
but yea..
finally rumba endin like next week..
hahas..
slow dance..
dance of love..
ahahs..
but i end up laughin..
always due to charles or ben..
yea..
and we got our new spds shirt!!
everyone is like takin pic!!
ahhas..