sometimes i ask myself..
where is e eve tat i once know?
e girl tat who wun cry so easily no matter what happen..
e girl who is always smiling and cheerful..
e giel who wun gib up so easily..
i search over and over..
but i just couldn't find her deep down anymore..
somehow..
it seems that as i am growin...
my cheerful me is leavin..
i remember i never did cry in school brfore till when i was primary 6..
at was my first cry..
and ever since tat..
my eyes is just like tap...
crying whenever i feel sad..
no matter where i am..
no matter how much i control..
sometimes they will still roll down,,
i am still learnin to control..
but..
how long am i able to control myself??
and when will be e day i break down just like tat and cry?


went out with jasmine babe today..
yes..
i was happy..
and i am glad she is too..
i enjoy spendin times with her..
cos we always gib ppl this feelin tat we are lesbian..
but nah..
we are not..
we both have someone we like..
and is of e opposite sex..
hahas..
we are just close..
words can't explain it..
but yea..
our friendship has been tested times and again..
but i am glad tat we stayed strong..
if not..
we could have been strangers..
e worst quarrel we have..
was also e most silly thing tat i find in my life..
e quarrel was becos of a stupid class..
yea..
if u noe which i am sayin..
and of course..
e bitch A tat allows them to staye..
well..
and we really didn't tok..
for weeks?? or days??
hahas..
we even change our lab partner,,
how wonderful is tat..
but i am glad things turn out well..
rainbow after rain~~

maybe tat is why we are still able to stay strong even in different school..
i love you babe~~
muack!!!
today we were just so high..
or should i say she was e one??
hahas...
simply love you~~

people are funny..
they always ask my partner if they can dance..
and they will ask me if they can BORROW him awhile..
er..
go ahead..
in fact..
dun have to ask me..
he may be my partner..
but he doesn't belong to me..
he will decide for himself..
:)
partner feel so too..
why do they have to ask me...
hmm..








things will never be the same..
life will never turn out e way u expected it to..
cherish whoever u have..
friends family..
cos u never noe when u might just lost them..
promise are meant to be kept..
lovin does not needs a reason..