gems class selected..
gonna be in e same class with tasha brenda and j..
love them my babes..
every monday = monday blues..
but yea..
i rather torture my monday den to make myself suffer e rest..


people see me happy laughin..
hyper cheerful..
but why can't i feel so deep down??
i am so sorry!!
give me time..
certain things i hate or i am scared cos i have gone thru them b4..
i have been hurt once and i dun wish for a second time..
or third time..
i noe how it feel to be left out in e past..
and i dun wan to again..
was it wrong of me to do so?
am i selfish to do so??


i feel so bitch myself..
words can't express how sorry i am currently..
deeply hurt...
and i hurt someone..
whom i treasure alot..
fuck ass me!