tonight i have fallen and i can't get up..
i need your loveing hands to come and pick me up..

i am tired..
physically and mentally...
tired of facing all these shitty stuff everyday..
tired because i am not having enough rest recently..
can't wait to go mia..
which will be soon!!
:)


gonna start revising soon..
just started on 2 modules..
statistic and safety marine environment..
i wanna pull up my gpa to at least 3..
hmm yea..
anyway..
julien class today were kinda fun..
and i was slow in understandin his lesson today..
:(
ok but at least i did understand it in e end..
thanks to jalyn and alvin!! hahas..


alright i gonna sleep..
way too tired..
night people..
muack..

sometimes i ask myself..
why could i like you..
why i don't i like someone more to myself..
but then i couldn't find a answer..
and that when i realise love is simple..
but i will start avoiding all these little tricks which make me fall deeper..
cause at this point of time..
i am already having a hard time climbing out..
i am hurt enough..