dun tink i am a good girl just by how i act in front of you..
dun ever have this thinkin that i am a quiet girl just becos i dun tok much in front of you..
cos i am not..
i am not who people tink i am to be..
i am not a good girl..
neither am i a quiet girl..
i do talk..
i do gossip..
i do go crazy...
do not judge me by my first appearance..
cos i hate it when people do so..
and make a comment when they see the real me..
i seriously hate to answer to people when they ask why have i change so much..
when i am just me..


i hate holidays!!!
alright it seems werid why i am sayin so when normally ppl say i can't wait for holidays to come huh?
reason being..
i have somany project on hand..
yet i only have 3 weeks of holidays..
which is inclusive of project..
dancin..
competition..
family outing..
friends gatherin.
etcetce..
sianz..
dun even have sufficient time for just me myself..
of course which include darls.

i am so missing you!!
how i wished times could go back to the past..
i miss goin out with you!!
:(
why am i still havin this feelin inside of me..
i tot they could have fade by this time when i am back..
but no..
this feelin is still deep inside of me..
where is the love that i have been lookin for?
can you please find it and return them to me?