have you ever at any point of your life hate someone so much?
to the extend that you wish you will lost a memory of such person?
or anithing that has happen in your life?
for me, yes.. at that point of my life.. i wish i could just go and bang my head against the wall and forget everything.. or even better still.. get in a accident.. just for the sake of gettin a memory loss.. forgettin everything that happen yrs ago.. forgettin everyone in my life and start afresh.. forgettin all the ups and downs in my life..
yes, that was in the past.. but now, come to tink of it.. i am stupid if i was to do any of that action.. seriously.. currently.. i am very happy with my life.. and i do not want to forget anyone.. and i freakin serious mean it.. certain things that i had wish to forget will forever be in my heart.. so i have decided to just live with it.. it is not easy.. especially with people remindin me.. but i will survive.. and i will learn to accept it for the fact that it has once happen and there is nothing that i can do to change it.. :)
every year.. without fail after that incident.. i will be reminded of it.. well.. reason is stupid.. cos it is just e night before my birthday.. so well.. it shall be a UNFORGETTABLE present.. come to tink of it.. it has been 4 yrs.. woah~~ LOL!.. well.. i am thankful for that ass instead.. u make me grow.. like seriously.. i regret not kickin ur dick at that point in my life.. tat is also cos i have no gut.. i wish i could gib u a whole life of ANTI father day!! but.. well.. i WAS SCARED.. but also becos of u.. i am more open to tok to people in certain topics.. it is not that i am horny.. it just.. well.. perhaps i could say i have gone through certain things and hence i am able to tok bout some other stuff.. but still, there is a limit to everything.. becos of u.. i have learn about the people who truely care for me.. and now.. i am happy with my life.. xiexie ni!! u make me more conscious of my life and doings~~
oh yea.. btw.. if u have decided to look down on me because of my past.. go ahead.. i won't stop you.. but just let me remind you.. it wasn't something that i had wish for.. but of course.. i can't stop you from thinkin that way either... however, i am living with a clear conscious.. though i might be scared at times and i wish there could be someone there for me.. to tell me that don't be afraid for i will be there for you.. but.. life still has to go on.. Right?
i am happy with my life.. and i am glad i have grown.. i cherish all my friends.. all my families members.. and everyone surroundin me.. i wanna learn to care for you guys.. gimme a chance to prove.. i wann to be by all my friends.. be it when i am happy or sad.. i just wants to be there for each and every of you.. this is my wish.. and this is what i will do.. :)
to the extend that you wish you will lost a memory of such person?
or anithing that has happen in your life?
for me, yes.. at that point of my life.. i wish i could just go and bang my head against the wall and forget everything.. or even better still.. get in a accident.. just for the sake of gettin a memory loss.. forgettin everything that happen yrs ago.. forgettin everyone in my life and start afresh.. forgettin all the ups and downs in my life..
yes, that was in the past.. but now, come to tink of it.. i am stupid if i was to do any of that action.. seriously.. currently.. i am very happy with my life.. and i do not want to forget anyone.. and i freakin serious mean it.. certain things that i had wish to forget will forever be in my heart.. so i have decided to just live with it.. it is not easy.. especially with people remindin me.. but i will survive.. and i will learn to accept it for the fact that it has once happen and there is nothing that i can do to change it.. :)
every year.. without fail after that incident.. i will be reminded of it.. well.. reason is stupid.. cos it is just e night before my birthday.. so well.. it shall be a UNFORGETTABLE present.. come to tink of it.. it has been 4 yrs.. woah~~ LOL!.. well.. i am thankful for that ass instead.. u make me grow.. like seriously.. i regret not kickin ur dick at that point in my life.. tat is also cos i have no gut.. i wish i could gib u a whole life of ANTI father day!! but.. well.. i WAS SCARED.. but also becos of u.. i am more open to tok to people in certain topics.. it is not that i am horny.. it just.. well.. perhaps i could say i have gone through certain things and hence i am able to tok bout some other stuff.. but still, there is a limit to everything.. becos of u.. i have learn about the people who truely care for me.. and now.. i am happy with my life.. xiexie ni!! u make me more conscious of my life and doings~~
oh yea.. btw.. if u have decided to look down on me because of my past.. go ahead.. i won't stop you.. but just let me remind you.. it wasn't something that i had wish for.. but of course.. i can't stop you from thinkin that way either... however, i am living with a clear conscious.. though i might be scared at times and i wish there could be someone there for me.. to tell me that don't be afraid for i will be there for you.. but.. life still has to go on.. Right?
i am happy with my life.. and i am glad i have grown.. i cherish all my friends.. all my families members.. and everyone surroundin me.. i wanna learn to care for you guys.. gimme a chance to prove.. i wann to be by all my friends.. be it when i am happy or sad.. i just wants to be there for each and every of you.. this is my wish.. and this is what i will do.. :)
