Today's a raining day

can u feel those raindrops?

can u hear the sound that it makes?

can u smell them?

why is it raining so heavily? why wouldn't it just stop for a second? i just want to see that rainbow for a moment.. so that i will noe that i am not alone in this world, so that i will noe this world is not just black and white.. but a lot of other colors too.. colors that brings different emotion, such as happiness, anger, sadness..

super confused at this moment in life.. i just don't understand.. why is it that when we ALREADY know certain things we do will be hurtful to others, yet we are still doing it.. why is it that human beings only learn it from the hard way? why are we so selfish? WHY?!

i dun like that feelings... yet at times i can't help but do it to some others, in fact everyone does.. it just we didn't realize it.. but by the times we realize them, it already too late.. cos that when something happen.. Apologize won't change the fact that you have already hurt someone, neither does it makes the person feels better as e hurt has already been created..

i am tired..

gonna sleep..

hope tomoro will be a better day..

night people..

Cheers.. (when i myself dk how)