is it true that as we grow older, we will tend to face more political stuff in life? and decision we make will have to be beneficial to ourselves even if we have to go against our friends?
i dun understand, but definitely, i noe that whatever this friend of mine, who have done certain things wasn't in wrong.. it is not that i am siding him just because i am closer to him. but if u really were to take a step back and understand the whole situation, maybe u might have a different point of view.. Others, as so far i am concerned, has also started to turn against him because of whatever he have done or say just because of well, other's influence i could say.. I am not saying that what the others say were wrong, because if i were to stand in their shoe, I could understand why they say it too..
But hey!! please dun misunderstood whatever i have post here, i wasn't trying to pick a fight, i am just stating what i feel because i dun wan anything to happen.. It like everyone is turning against some other because of a hopeless person? well, i dun wanna say names so if you dun noe who, den dun ask me.. :) Back to topic, i am a neutral person when it comes to this kind of stuff, as i dun wanna take one side and go against e other.. So yeap.. i hope all will be clear soon and everyone to treasure all..
i have to say i am very sorry to this special someone.. because i am being super selfish, i have been putting you in a super difficult spot.. a spot that u could never actually have to step into, and could not have to feel guilty for.. sorry.. i hope you understand that i didn't do it intentionally, but it is just whatever tat me inside is feeling.. but after all, i have say before.. it is your life, your choice, if u have choose a certain way just go for it.. i am not worry bout it for i have your reassurance over and over again, but i wish u wouldn't blame me for feeling that way, after all which girl would not feel the same.. i won't feel good and to be truth, i am quite a sensitive person that why i can't help but to agree with what you two have say.. i am learning, gimme times.. at time i might just break down, i dun know when i dun know why.. Maybe i noe, it was just me being SELFISH..
ok back to main topic, school have started for one week.. and i have missed twice a 8 am class.. lecturer are ok, but i do have this super cute lecturer that keep saying *are YOU with ME* LOL!.. class have been fun as usual... well, it time to bond once again.. :) i love it!!
i have not been spending much time with my family and for that i am angry with myself.. so from today onwards, every Sunday shall be my time spent with them UNLESS i have super urgent stuff to attend to.. but well of course, i will make it a point to go home earlier and less of going out time with friends.. :) becos i LOVE them!!
*p.s, i love you!
i dun understand, but definitely, i noe that whatever this friend of mine, who have done certain things wasn't in wrong.. it is not that i am siding him just because i am closer to him. but if u really were to take a step back and understand the whole situation, maybe u might have a different point of view.. Others, as so far i am concerned, has also started to turn against him because of whatever he have done or say just because of well, other's influence i could say.. I am not saying that what the others say were wrong, because if i were to stand in their shoe, I could understand why they say it too..
But hey!! please dun misunderstood whatever i have post here, i wasn't trying to pick a fight, i am just stating what i feel because i dun wan anything to happen.. It like everyone is turning against some other because of a hopeless person? well, i dun wanna say names so if you dun noe who, den dun ask me.. :) Back to topic, i am a neutral person when it comes to this kind of stuff, as i dun wanna take one side and go against e other.. So yeap.. i hope all will be clear soon and everyone to treasure all..
i have to say i am very sorry to this special someone.. because i am being super selfish, i have been putting you in a super difficult spot.. a spot that u could never actually have to step into, and could not have to feel guilty for.. sorry.. i hope you understand that i didn't do it intentionally, but it is just whatever tat me inside is feeling.. but after all, i have say before.. it is your life, your choice, if u have choose a certain way just go for it.. i am not worry bout it for i have your reassurance over and over again, but i wish u wouldn't blame me for feeling that way, after all which girl would not feel the same.. i won't feel good and to be truth, i am quite a sensitive person that why i can't help but to agree with what you two have say.. i am learning, gimme times.. at time i might just break down, i dun know when i dun know why.. Maybe i noe, it was just me being SELFISH..
ok back to main topic, school have started for one week.. and i have missed twice a 8 am class.. lecturer are ok, but i do have this super cute lecturer that keep saying *are YOU with ME* LOL!.. class have been fun as usual... well, it time to bond once again.. :) i love it!!
i have not been spending much time with my family and for that i am angry with myself.. so from today onwards, every Sunday shall be my time spent with them UNLESS i have super urgent stuff to attend to.. but well of course, i will make it a point to go home earlier and less of going out time with friends.. :) becos i LOVE them!!
*p.s, i love you!
