Many a times, people only know what they really wants after they have lost it, but it doesn't mean whatever they have lost will come back to them.

For me, I'm indeed a lucky girl from the day I've know him. He may not be the perfect guy to everyone, or in fact, a super kiddish guy. But to me, he is equal to my everything. Or should i say, he fills up all my imperfections and at the same time, not taking away any of my little gimmicks that I always have..

Let's not side-track, i just want to share a little story between us that happens recently. Being a very young couple, in the sense of our relationship very new, we always quarrel. It can be the smallest thing that starts from a very small disagreement. According to many people, it WAS suppose to be the so called 'honeymoon' period, which is also the sweetest moment in our lives, but apparently not so for our case.

Just that day, I was angry with him reason being he couldn't attend some of the outings which he had already promised sometime back, in another way, I wasn't angry with him. But I felt that life was really unfair to us, why is it that we have to face so much trouble. Just the day before that, as he was running to chase his bus, he fell and hurt his chin and jaw which requires 6 stitches to close back the wound. That's a very big "OUCH"! His parent was worried, and I just felt guilty, and thinking back of all the past quarrels that we have, could it be better if we give each other more time to know as friends before taking the next steps. After quite some time, I finally found the courage and send him the message saying that well, let's break. It wasn't easy to say that, and even worse, while waiting for the reply. The reply wasn't shocking, but heart-breaking.

Apparently we couldn't bear being separated for more than 24 hours, and we gave way. To both our feelings and our heart. Well, I mean I am glad for that, at least we know what we really want deep down, at least we are being tied together.

Thanks baby, for everything. For always being there for me, just like my guardian angel. Thanks, I Love You!