Many thoughts have been running through my mind recently..

Be it I encounter them myself or by others and that I've heard of..

Just like the other day for example, I heard of this news from someone I knew about something that has happen recently in a group. When I was question about what I tink of that person, well I say what I know of him. Someone responsible, someone caring yes etc etc. He is this type of a person I knew since the first day I know him years ago, for who he is. :) But well, in return from that answer. My answer was question, like someone pointing a palm to you and say what do you see? Many would easily answer, it a hand of course. But this someone told me wrong, he say from his view, not only does he see a hand, but also the arm, the person behind this arm, the wall behind this person. I don't deny what he say was wrong, and I started asking myself if I really do know this person well, you might be surprise that I say no but I would vouch he is definitely those that I had say of him.

It so happens that both side got conflicts and which do you side, well, I used to take side personally. But now, I tink I won't. Because I realize that among many stories we would have heard of from that conflict, there are always questions at the end of each stories. It just like I'm telling you about the story of Cinderella that in the end they leave happily after. But you would just question me how do I know about it. Just because the books say so? Then you are what everyone else say, judging a book by it cover. Well, I would like to stay neutral. Because I believe that no matter what happens, no matter who right or who wrong, everything takes 2 hand to clap and not 1. If everything is 1, then there won't be such a thing call problem or conflict.

Next, it also link me to this question. Does it mean that you are older or more educated or whatever means you are better at something? Seen the social more clearly? Or even more qualified to judge what is wrong and what is right? No, it doesn't. It doesn't mean that way, neither does it say that because you have seen life for the way it is, and hence make a judgement. At times, many of us fail to do this, we fail to take a step back and see where the problem lies before making our comments. Normally, because we take sides, and this link to what I've been saying earlier. Maybe if we were to take a step back things would have been view differently then.

Today have definitely been the worst of my ITP life, the one that makes me regret everything I've been doing for the past six and a half months. This started question me, should I stayed for the next 2 weeks as I had promise? Or should I just leave and look for a better, more carefree part time job outside? I'm wondering.