Time pass, and I'm trying to keep my cool.

Trying to accept the fact that I would be stopping dance soon.

Nah, I won't opt to go for any more operation no matter what.

Maybe I've a phobia with it, and I do not wish to recall everything.

So just let me be alright?

Maybe, one day down the road I might regret my choice, but I do not want to again, go against my own wish. I hope your will understand. :)

Now, I'll go against the pain for as far as I can and try to dance again.

Taiwan Trip coming soon, in early MAY with family!!

To Taipei I think?

Well, I can hardly wait for it because it will be

MAI DONG XI CHI DONG CI, MAI DONG XI CHI DONG CI!! :D

Though it gonna be during school time, but I think it worth to spent this trip with family rather than staying home alone.

It might be a fresh start for me after all!!

I guess my body is really slowing down it's function.

Not as good as it used to be.

Maybe I'm old ler barx.

hitting the digit 2 soon anyway..

That what my friends have been telling me.

Let see, before I end this post.

I break down today.

At that point, it seems so unclear and blur.

Everyone fall one day don't they? No matter how strong they are.

And, it came to my mind all of a sudden during one of the church camp I've attended.

They were acting out a scene of how God sent his one and only son to save us, to be tortured, to be crucified on the cross and be resurrected on the third day.

Everything came so blur to my mind, how bad it was, the feeling, the mindset, the tears and everything.

And so is today, the hurt, the pain, those nightmares and the crush.

I really wish you were here with a hug and a pat.(even a bite)

True enough, I miss you when you are on the other side of the rainbow now.

Plus, it won't be so soon enough that you will be back.

But I'll always keep in mind what you've told me, till the day I meet you again. :)

Now I'll try to stand firm, tall.

Not to be push again.