Have you ever feel like screaming at someone right in their face but was pull back due to certain reason? Be it right or wrong, I believe everyone have their own reason for that urge to do so, ya, people may call us barbarian if we were to do so, but think again, what is the force that drives us at the back? Was it you and your childish thinking, or was it something that is not shared but yet keep being provoke unintentionally?

Yea, we seems barbarian when we say out those words of hurt or anger, but think about it, who doesn't have this moment? No one is perfect or so saint that they won't get angry at all. Alternatively, think about it, the force driving from the back. What with the person doing so? For fun? Revenge? Please, it just PLAIN CHILDISH! You feel like saying what you like, or what you enjoy hearing and then go around spreading it like a butter paste rumors, posting on blogs, making yourself sound very knowledgeable, when in which, you are not. Because your so called knowledge was just making fun of people who you think you have a problem with.

In life, we often face this kind of people who just have to piss you off with every little thing that they think they know about you. So why not we just let them be? Let them have their little fun and whatever giggles or comment they want or have to make, after all, it their mouth. You can't possible shut them up with a staple or threads and needles. They will in return know how it feels when the world turn against them. Because those that were with them, are just little gossipers which is also known as back-stabbers that will do that to them one of these day.

You know what, MAY GOD BLESS YOU PEOPLE. :)

ok, back to my life. So, now that FYP has officially started, and that when the stress started coming in? Yea, I suppose so, as there are many research to be done, many arguments to follow up with, many brainstorming required and of course, many time sacrifice, all for a year long, 8 credit module.

Let's see, so after much debating about which topics to choose, and which direction to heed, we have finally decided to go down on shipping and the environment. No, that not our title, but just a rough guide on the directions that we are heading together as a GROUP, not one, not two, but five of us.

It seems so easy for all other groups to come out with a topic and their title but not so for my group and that where the debating started.. So it seems that, our group were not only just us, but we had a additional members and whatever we decide on, we have to choose the best for us. One that is what everyone understand, and can make their stand in during the presentation. Not something that we want to do because the title sounds fun, what people were choosing or even what have been chosen seems boring. For we do not have the wish to pull down any one grades and also the whole group if neither of us had a mutual understanding toward this topic. After all, it a five person grading and the grading has started since we got our project supervisor.

I'm pretty much grateful for him, because without him sending us the email, we wouldn't have finalize on our topic last Monday,

Ok, I've to end, it getting late, and I'm tired..