Someone told me this saying earlier on,

"The world is spinning, people changed, no one stays the same."

I don't know how true this saying is, but somehow I think I've to accept it whether I like it or not.

Everyone surrounding me have change, since the first time I know them.

Maybe, I, Myself change too, just that I didn't realize.

But I don't why, I don't like changes.

Maybe I'm just too used to my comfort zone such that, when there a intruder, I felt threaten.

This is me, something that I don't understand about.

The feeling comes when there a huge change, a change that I do not understand why.

Just like what I told this someone earlier,

I don't know why, but I felt sad and worry for those people, the close one.

With what ever that were happening recently.

Yea, you told me some people learn things through the hard way.

But if this hard way mean destroying their future, I'm really worried for them..

Maybe I worried too much huh?

I don't know, I don't understand.

Maybe I just don't want to.

Can't seems to understand why a human can just say change and change.

What about the pure little being that has been long forgotten inside of you?

Has it left you? have it decided to desert you?

Will it only comes to you when something went wrong?

I don't deny, certain changes is good.

But what if you have change into a complete different person?

Are you sure it will benefit you?

Don't force me to take you out of my life which I've no wish to.

I don't know how to open my mouth.

But, HBtYJY.

In life, I'm pretty sure we all face obstacles.

But, how are we gonna cross each and every single of them?

With faith,

and determination,

I've crossed many of it.

The most recent one, I would say would be my Fyp proposal.

I won't say what had actually happen, maybe certain people will know.

Yea, but to those, that will be all I'm gonna say.

I'm very tired, looking at those people who graduate, will I be one of them next year?

Will I?