Friday, January 29, 2010

Ok, back to what i have to say.. I am feeling very sad.. for a comment some people made..
*you should just quit school and focus on dance*
reason being, i have been so involve in dance for the whole of January. I am not angry, but i am just seriously bother by it.. Imagine hearing this from people u are seriously close to, I feel hurt and I cried.. It just that I didn't expect that to come from you guys.. I mean I know your are saying that cos your are concern, but those word just come too sudden and too harshly.. For a moment, i just couldn't accept it.. Thanks still..

Maybe I wasn't suitable for what I am in.. Certain actions have to be act out for certain reasons.. I don't wish for that day to come so soon, but I know when the day it come, I will just have to accept it... The cold hard fact that will soon appear to me.. I have too many things to consider through..

Alright, I am not emo.. It just some thought that I have and I just wanna post them out.. So as to make me feel better, happier..

Anyone rmb this post I've made before? on the above state date?

Yea, I remember this, clearly. Every single thoughts of mine as I was blogging this post. It came back to me just like yesterday. So clearly, so hurtful once again. But well, how true it is?

I doubt I can dance anymore.. Even if I can, how long can I do so? 1 year? 3 years? 5 years? Or is it only gonna last for 1 months? a few weeks? 3 days? How long will it last till I'm forced to stop dancing?!

Maybe this is what they call revenge you know, after neglecting my friends for so long, dance decided to neglect me forever. It chose not to be my friend anymore. It chose to leave me alone when I'm happy, when I'm sad, when I'm hurt or whenever I need them here.

It leaves me.... Forever...