Many a times, we really don't know what lies ahead in our lives. Such examples like; You can be the most fortunate person today, yet you'll probably lost everything by tomorrow. Or even, you might be living happily today, and the next moment you are trash.

We were told to learn and cherish everyone we have in our lives. But frankly speaking, how many of us actually follow that to everyone surrounding us? Less than 5 perhaps? Sometimes I wander, can I be spilt to many individuals, such that I would be by the one I love every time. Maybe I won't be of any help, but at least I know I'm by their side.

Often, I feel very separated to my family which definitely include both my nephew... Did I mention this before? Prior to exams, I didn't get to see Darius for nearly 2 weeks and only see him after my last paper.. Omy! He definite grown!! To be more buff and definitely cheeky! Well, 2 weeks can change a person totally.. At least I'm glad he didn't ignore me, and of course we are still so lovely to each other!! haha.. But sad to say, times have been loss.. Of him growing and I hate to miss it.

Of all, I definitely wish there were certain period of time which I can totally miss. Like off my life, not even to mention it.. But somehow, somewhat, things happen for a reason.. At least I'm trying to be grateful for those. Because I've learn a painful lesson from each and every of it.

ok, enough of crapping.. I'm missing dance like real bad!!

Ok, just to mention.. I'm gonna start belly dance soon.. :D Kinda huge challenge, but I find it worth and the plus point is, all my four sisters learning together.. So it means, more laughter more bonding. I just love the way they control their hips and surrounding muscles, it not a easy task but I'll conquer.. :)

However, what I personally prefer is still pole dance. Pole dance to me, is a very artistic performance. It doesn't mean slut or flirt, but to be able to dance around a non-living pole, transmitting all ur affection to it is what makes me so in love with it. And, I'll definitely go learn it at a slightly older age. Perhaps when I'm of the most legal age? hahah..

Ok, I'm done. So signing off. :)