One exact month just passed, and how I miss the day one month ago..

The way it was, the way things happen, everything..

Keep running through my memories today..

The best thing about it is, instead of hurting me, it keeps me smiling.

It what keep me going on still now I supposed?

Everything still seems so real, but there will be a time where I've to let go, right?

At times I really wonder, if I didn't ask you that, would things still turn our this way?

Or even, what were you exactly thinking.. It puzzle me, it really does.

The moment when you got so angry when I was so reluctant to talk to you because I was piss with you for ignoring me previously, and you just sat there, looking so hopelessly cute and I just sat beside you, refusing to utter a word. Actually, deep down, I was just wondering why you decided to sit there.. Finally I got my answer, when

Me:"I thought you wants to go for dinner?"

You:"You also don't want to talk to me!"

haha~ and that when I started to laugh at your silliness.. Yes, it kinda stupid to others, but it really funny to me.. The time when I first lean on you, and you hugged so tight, and all of a sudden, where your heartbeat just got faster and faster, faster and faster.. From a rhythmic pace, to what seems like not missing a moment beat.. :)

From then on, whatever happen is still flowing, and I've no wish to share it here.. Because, things that happen that night, are things I never regret for a moment. Not even till now, and the place, where only we know, still seems so pretty and I'm missing it.. Shall head back there if I ever do get my licences soon, just to keep those little tiny bits of memories..

Your tweet today kinda make me wonder who was it, e newly found? or was it someone else that you were texting.. Because I know it will never ever be me again, never ever.. :( Even if I wish it was..

The way I got so used to your texts every moment, and now, nothing, got me feeling so weird.. Wondering if ever one day my phone rang, will it ever be from you again..