I'm really tired of crying over the same thing ever since the whole miscommunication started..

Things have changed ever since the moment I say certain things. I was just reading through the whole group conversation again, and well. I really can't believe the whole thing happening, not from you guys at least. Many a times I wish, what I've hear or seen was just a dream, but no. It happen, it there, everything real. Everything single thing coming from you people.

Tell me why, I kept asking myself this question. I wish I can just give up this whole thing as well, just give up the whole damn fuck and at least I won't have to bother about whatever gonna happen in the coming days, but I can't! Apparently, I no longer holds the decision as to go or stay now. I was thinking if I didn't join this school at all, and went to pursue my dreams at then, would all these had happen. Maybe my life would have been different, no it would definitely be. But then I would not have meet up with all those people whom I cherish. I wouldn't have know who are my true friends, whom I can really trust to have a word with.

Just slap me awake.