I'm not being emotional, just to emphasize.
I'm grateful for all you people's care and concern.
But I'm really fine. :)
Falling sick this time round really makes me awake.
Make me very aware of what my heart has been thinking all these while.
Words really can't express how it feels to be in my position now,
I feel so invisible to you.
I feel so small in front of you.
yet, it comes to me that when I need comfort, the first person I thought of was you.
When I wanna talk to someone, it always you..
everything always you.
I really wanna let go, or maybe I should say, that's my only choice.
But Wo zhen de fang bu xia!
ni jiao jiao wo hao bu hao?