You never know.
Maybe it really easy for guys to just say let go huh?
I don't know.

Dear God,
I'm hurt really. I can't pretend nothing happen, pretending I don't like him.
Neither can I ignore him like what he did to me.
Can you just heal me from what I'm now?
Can you keep me away from all these pain ever again?
Also lord, can I just pray for him to be forever happy? I don't want him to get hurt. Let them last, let him always smile. Just give him all e happiness he would ever find, and those that you have took away from mine.