Someone like YOU
I met this very fabulous guy in year 2011, yes probably the best that I would ever get to meet.
What makes him so special is, he keep showing me the different meaning in life.
Rather than making me believe something I don't believe in, he proves it to me, time and again.
The laughter, the tears, the joy and anger, I'm grateful for all that he gave.
The memories, good and bad, sweet and bitter would always be cherished.
I don't know, but maybe meeting him was kinda fated. Despite knowing his existence yet we didn't talk, till I actually see him times and again in BBDC. Yea, it was a chance upon but well finally we chatted just some time prior to exams. He was probably a very straight forward guy who just left his no and get you to contact him, maybe it was just for fun but well, since it was his exam the next day, I mustered up the courage I never had before and just sent his a well wishes message. Since then, smsing/ texting with him seems like part of my life. A few times here and there, calls from him would just brighten up my day a lot, yea. People who knows me well, understand that I seldom talk on phone, but that was so different and that was how I learn to chat longer even with others.
The first time to see him personally after chatting was another different experience. :) I won't say what have happen, but definitely he is a very nice guy. His hug was more than anyone would give, e secure feeling that one would never forgets about, e smell that longer on so long. That probably the reason why I love to hug him so much! He always make me feel so warmth, so comfortable and so safe in his arm.
Today, at this moment, as I'm typing this post. He is no longer here, never will, never be. I wonder why but he would never tell me, maybe he just afraid to hurt me further, or maybe, I'm not worthy of him explaining why. If I still had one more chance with him, I won't say a word but I would just stand there and hug him tight letting all memories flow. Because I know that was what I missed the most, the feeling he gave me. After which, I would just walk away, never to turn again because I know at that moment I let go of hugging him, I choose to let go and if I turn back at any one point, my heart would break. So I would walk straight, wishing him all the best, and those tears that fall, would be the last that I would ever drop for him.
I never did at any point regret knowing him to liking him, I could only say, if times allow, I would love to go back once again. Because, my heart still remains at then.
What makes him so special is, he keep showing me the different meaning in life.
Rather than making me believe something I don't believe in, he proves it to me, time and again.
The laughter, the tears, the joy and anger, I'm grateful for all that he gave.
The memories, good and bad, sweet and bitter would always be cherished.
I don't know, but maybe meeting him was kinda fated. Despite knowing his existence yet we didn't talk, till I actually see him times and again in BBDC. Yea, it was a chance upon but well finally we chatted just some time prior to exams. He was probably a very straight forward guy who just left his no and get you to contact him, maybe it was just for fun but well, since it was his exam the next day, I mustered up the courage I never had before and just sent his a well wishes message. Since then, smsing/ texting with him seems like part of my life. A few times here and there, calls from him would just brighten up my day a lot, yea. People who knows me well, understand that I seldom talk on phone, but that was so different and that was how I learn to chat longer even with others.
The first time to see him personally after chatting was another different experience. :) I won't say what have happen, but definitely he is a very nice guy. His hug was more than anyone would give, e secure feeling that one would never forgets about, e smell that longer on so long. That probably the reason why I love to hug him so much! He always make me feel so warmth, so comfortable and so safe in his arm.
Today, at this moment, as I'm typing this post. He is no longer here, never will, never be. I wonder why but he would never tell me, maybe he just afraid to hurt me further, or maybe, I'm not worthy of him explaining why. If I still had one more chance with him, I won't say a word but I would just stand there and hug him tight letting all memories flow. Because I know that was what I missed the most, the feeling he gave me. After which, I would just walk away, never to turn again because I know at that moment I let go of hugging him, I choose to let go and if I turn back at any one point, my heart would break. So I would walk straight, wishing him all the best, and those tears that fall, would be the last that I would ever drop for him.
I never did at any point regret knowing him to liking him, I could only say, if times allow, I would love to go back once again. Because, my heart still remains at then.
