Even if it hurts, pretending that it’s nothing
Even if tears fall, knowing how to hide them
Placing it in one side of the heart
And knowing how to smile as if nothing’s wrong
The way to break up
.
My heart is growing dim again
The many lingering attachments are pulling down
It will probably be erased, it will probably become faint
We will probably forget each other
.
My meaningless day will probably pass by
Our one of a kind love is like it never happened
Even if I say I miss you, I can’t ever see you
Even if it hurts, I need to withstand it
This is the way to break up
.
I’m used to days without you now
Tomorrow will be a little more comfortable
I will forget you little by little
Sometimes, I will think of you
Only good memories will remain
.
My meaningless day will probably pass by
Our one of a kind love is like it never happened
Even if I say I miss you, I can’t ever see you
Even if it hurts, I need to withstand it
.
Even if it hurts, pretending that it’s nothing
Even if tears fall, knowing how to hide them
Placing it in one side of the heart
And knowing how to smile as if nothing’s wrong
This is the way to break up
.
Only my welled up tears remember you
And there are so many traces of happiness
To me, love is such a painful thing
Even if it hurts, I need to withstand it
I will probably forget like this
.
Sometimes, I will think of you
Only good memories will remain

Saranghae oppa!! <3 nbsp="">

I love you 나의 사랑이란 I love you
가끔 느껴지는 두근거림
Oh no no 그건 아닐꺼야 널보는 내 맘은

I love you 나의 사랑이란 I love you 
항상 바라보며 웃을꺼야 
부끄런 두 볼을 모를꺼야 
If your love 이젠 고백해 

My love 이렇게 널 좋아해 
My love 니가 정말 좋아
이젠 나 니가 안아줄래
풍덩 빠졌어 예쁜 내 맘 푹 안아줘 

l need you 이젠 사랑이란 
I need you 니가 없이는 나 없는거야 
온종일 너 땜에 행복해져
If your love 이젠 고백해 

My love 이렇게 널 좋아해 
My love 니가 정말 좋아
이젠 나 니가 안아줄래
풍덩 빠졌어 예쁜 내 맘 푹 안아줘 

Just Falling in love with you 사랑에 빠졌어
Just Falling in love with you 너만을 사랑해

My love 이렇게 널 사랑해
My love 이게 사랑인걸
이런 말 너무 떨리지만 
이젠 말할게 수줍은 내 손잡아줘 

It have been a very awkward topic...
People have always been asking, why don't you get a boyfriend?
Is it that you have been hurt deeply?
Or is it that no one wants you?
Or are you lesbian? etc etc..

I've been hurt, but I've recover well..
I'm not unwanted, I've been putting people down, hurting too many..
Neither am I a lesbian, I wan a boyfriend..
and as all this sums up, I can't..
It not any of this reason too..

Many a times, I ask myself..
Would it be fair, if I were to get into a relationship now, and go overseas to study, leaving that someone all alone?
Someone once told me to wait for him to finish study, but I realize, no..
Who knows what would happen during that period of time, would I fall for another person?
Would he?
Would the distance relationship work?
Too many question, too many doubts..
n I just understand that, no, it doesn't work this way..


Whether I'm or would be going overseas to study, is still a major question..
Either way, I've been declining relationships that comes along the way..
I don't deny i do feel a thing, but I can't..
As I've said, I do not want to get into one and leave with so many doubts..
I am not prepared to be hurt along the way, I'm not..
Neither do I want to hurt anyone.
So till then, I promised myself I'll be single..
At least till, I'm assure none of this would happen along the way,,
Which I doubt so, since I can't promise myself that I would hurt no one..

I'm thankful for oppa always being there when I needed someone..
I'm aware of how things have been going, but I guess we both know it's really hard for a distance relationship to work..
We have been fighting, and is still fighting..
Thanks for always being my best friend oppa, gumawoh..
You always tell me, Love doesn't require any apology, so I need not feel bad over it..
But you made me feel worse..
Because you are suffering alone..
Believe in me, oppa~

While seeking unchanged things, we’ve walked in the changing seasons.
Always we came along together holding our hands.
I could passed the days I wasn’t sure without losing a way thanks for you,
and I could stay strong anytime.
Even though much scenery might be changed in our future, we won’t be changed.

Promise you. I will live thinking of you. We are the one from heart to heart.
Promise You. What I want to tell is just “I love you”.
I will promise the piece of eternity.

We’ve had many little quarrels. We also had some days apart each other.
But each time, it reminded me that I need you.
When you have difficulties, I want to be the first man who gives you a hand.
Let me stay beside you.

Even if we repeat parting or encounter,
let’s stay next to one another.

Promise You. I want to protect you in my whole life, my heart is hot
Promise You, what I want to send you is just “I love you” with never changed love.

If tomorrow is covered with darkness and there is no way,
you need not to be afraid. Unless you leave my hand,
we can go anywhere.

Promise you. I will live thinking of you. We are the one from heart to heart.
Promise You. What I want to tell is just “I love you”.
I will promise the piece of eternity.

I will promise the piece of eternity.